Witness The Unthinkable

[ivankiss]

It's not as shallow as it sounds, I promise. But the general idea for this summer is... make money, get bigger muscles, grow bigger balls, make music and collaborate with other cool musicians... and occasionally rock some girl's world. 

[ivankiss]

Then... Asia! Or something. 

Because fuck spending another winter here. 

[ivankiss]

At the seething and fiery center
He sits upon his ebon throne
Within his halls of darkness
Which no man has seen and survived the vision

No creation without destruction
No destruction without creation
To unmake a thing is to make another
Each time a thing is made another is destroyed

Endlessly he devours his own substance
For his hunger is insatiable
As he consumes his own wastes
After the custom of idiots

As he creates, so he destroys

 

[ivankiss]

One last push. 

[ivankiss]

This is but an echo of the same old bullshit, I promise. It will soon fade out. 

I must purge myself of this madness, once and for all. I must give it voice. I must give it time and space. A place to be. 

[ivankiss]

I must kill the king. 

This arrogant, self absorbed, narcissistic, grandiose, self righteous and entitled pretentious fuck, that I have become. 

[ivankiss]

Jk there is no self. 

[ivankiss]

I judge you as nasty and crazy and I am disgusted by your ways. But secretly, I envy you as well. Something in me also wants to be nasty and crazy. There is something disgusting in me too. No point hiding or denying it. 

[ivankiss]

We are so alike yet so fucking different. 

[ivankiss]

I'm still asleep. Still not alive. 

[ivankiss]

Heh. I dreamed this city up. I designed it all from scratch, I kid you not. Years and years of careful orchestration in my mind. 

I am this place. 

[ivankiss]

Sometimes I can change the weather at will too. 

[ivankiss]

Jk change is illusion. 

[ivankiss]

Apparently, every now and then, someone has to yell at you, for no reason at all, or worse, a stupid reason. It's ok. It's just something you'll have to learn to live with. 

Fuck those idiots. 

[ivankiss]

It's good to know that most attack from behind. Cowards. 

[ivankiss]

I faced God, I faced the devil, I faced death, I faced infinite love. I double dare you to look into my eyes. 

[ivankiss]

Most are naked before I even undress them. 

[ivankiss]

Flesh is all you offer. 

[ivankiss]

When my name becomes tomorrow's news
On top of the mountain I cannot be moved
I scale the summit like an unstoppable force
With iron wings I will prove my worth to you all

I will be dancing on your grave
You won't be laughing when I'm

Soaring through the sky
Free from your burden
Say your last goodbyes
I won't be back again

[ivankiss]

Jk I'm not pissed.