When do I brag?

[Santiago Ram]

I believe up to this point, all Ive done in spirituality has not really worked for long because I am a big, proud, nasty braggart.

This Is a journal for documenting all the times I brag.

[Santiago Ram]

Yesterday: I bragged about

1. How angry I was
2. My knowledge trying to impress someone sexualy
3. My clothes
4. How spiritual I was
5. My insights
6. An awakening
7. How Ill return to the clinic
8. How I went to church
9. How many Views I had

[Santiago Ram]

1. The Gurús I know

2. My headsets

3. My académic achievements

4. My Time sober

[Santiago Ram]

I want to be humiliated AND not feel proud anymore.

I believe Pride Is what chokes me spiritually.

Maybe I shouldnt even do this public.

Edited April 13 by Santiago Ram

[Santiago Ram]

I brag about my opinions.

[UpperMaster]

maybe also journal about when you humble brag. I subconsciously do it a lot. Idk just ideas.

[Zigzag Idiot]

@UpperMaster  Good suggestion.

To humble brag. I assume you’re thinking of spiritual materialism. People who take on a role in which they think they are very “spiritual” , compassionate, realized or enlightened. But when faced with the everyday problems of the world,,, they rage or fall apart.

On 4/13/2025 at 1:09 PM, Santiago Ram said:

I want to be humiliated AND not feel proud anymore.

I believe Pride Is what chokes me spiritually.

Maybe I shouldnt even do this public.

@Santiago Ram I believe your heart is in the right place. 
Admiting unflattering things about yourself takes courage. Some people who think that they know more than you do and see you admit your pride are likely to challenge you. Because they themselves have deep insecurities and pretend that they don’t.

Good luck with whatever you decide to do.