You are a clear light. If you let go of the worldly then you see it

[numbersinarow]

Once you realize you are the clear light you become slow, the way David Hawkins was. You talk slowly, there is lag, you aren't commanding your body from itself, you are commanding your body from the light that is way beyond this existence.

Second tier VS first tier spiral dynamics doesn't matter, if you aren't at mid-turquoise you are too ignorant to actually realize the truth. Tools such as ways of reasoning, faith, mental health techniques, logic etc. are all incredibly limited, they don't even matter.

You can't listen to music or play video games etc. if you are in touch with clear light. The light is still, while those things are based around conflict and ups and downs. You can see some game developer (e.g. Ken Levine seem happy) which can be true but he's missing the whole completely. The only music you can listen to if you're enlightened doesn't really qualify as music, it's just unchanging frequency, - changes would be superficial, lower, more stuck.

The language that those who have seen the truth use can't help you see the truth if you haven't seen it yourself, putting it into words is pointless, since, again, if you're stuck at a certain level or haven't had certain experiences, the language is pointless and nonsensical to you.

Science and faith both fail, but these experiences, do they also fail? Nope, they objectively bring you closer to meaning.

What can reveal meaning or even is required to truly understand things? The techniques used by higher beings. Truly enlightened humans should be able to replicate these techniques to an extent that makes them useful.

Edited February 1 by numbersinarow

[Schizophonia]

What do you propose?

[Hojo]

When I awaken I saw the light. It my bliss body was vibrating and creating ripples on the ocean of life. I remembered seeing it as a baby in the car seat of my dads car when I had no identity. Like you are behind a wall of glass to reality.

Edited February 1 by Hojo

[numbersinarow]

Luckily one of Leo's old videos has prepared me for the sensation of wanting to badly vomit from an experience where I identify with the light, one where he talks about how someone taking psychedelics needed to vomit all night long. I didn't end up vomiting but at the same time it can be incredibly creepy and unnerving knowing you misidentified. In dreams, you're still yourself. When you wake up from a dream you get the feeling of remembering, but when you wake up in real life you get an overwhelming feeling of dread that you misidentified this entire time. I'm not prepared for that level of dread, not even close.