Aftermath of a psychotic break & dealing with Anhedonia

[decentralized]

Hello everyone. Last year I had a partial Kundalini awakening which developed into a spiritual psychosis. I spent almost 2 months in a psychiatric hospital and experienced insanity with some paranormal phenomena. After taking some antipsychotic medication for months things have settled down and I don’t feel much kundalini symptoms besides some shaking (kriyas) and spontaneous mudras which occur everyday. I believe my previous ketamine use and my psychotic break damaged my receptors and even though I don’t feel depressed I feel directionless in life and experience anhedonia. My sex drive and creativity is very low, I don’t feel like doing anything, I spend my days laying in bed scrolling social media. I don’t even watch YouTube videos because I lost interest very quickly. The only thing I enjoy is talking to people but I should be spending my days more productive. I have an upcoming exam for a course which will be a turning point in my career journey but because of the said reasons I can’t find the will to study for it. I need to find a way to rebuild my damaged receptors after this psychotic breakdown before it gets too late. Thanks in advance for your help. 

[Sugarcoat]

I relate to this. Although for me it wasn’t related to particularly spiritual events. Let me know when you find a solution 😹

I have some understanding and “theories” of how it works in myself but I don’t think it would apply to you.

Edited January 13 by Sugarcoat

[decentralized]

@Sugarcoat what’s your experience with psychosis?

[Sugarcoat]

19 hours ago, decentralized said:

@Sugarcoat what’s your experience with psychosis?

I haven’t been diagnosed with psychosis but the doctors speculated if I was in the beginning phases of going into one and say I have delusions so it’s somewhat close…

[decentralized]

40 minutes ago, Sugarcoat said:

I haven’t been diagnosed with psychosis but the doctors speculated if I was in the beginning phases of going into one and say I have delusions so it’s somewhat close…

Can you check your DM?

[Sugarcoat]

Just now, decentralized said:

Can you check your DM?

Yea

[decentralized]

@Sugarcoat 🙏🏻

Does anyone else have an idea on how to deal with this?