Finished the LP course

[Jannes]

5 hours ago, Jannes said:

Not motivated at all today. 

Lets sturcture my thoughts. For the housework I need to finish the discussion part with fresh thoughts and then do a short summary in the ending part. 

Afterwards I should read over the whole thing and look for obvious flaws. 

Then I need to think about how I quote the papers in the text, I didnt have a good idea on it yet. 

And then the last mandatory things like the signature, making it into a pdf and stuff. 

.. that should be my first block of today. 

Afterwards I can turn over to the protocolls but thats in the future in a couple hours hopefully. 

Also got the subheads done

So only citation and the signature stuff left to do. 

[Jannes]

6 hours ago, Jannes said:

Not motivated at all today. 

Lets sturcture my thoughts. For the housework I need to finish the discussion part with fresh thoughts and then do a short summary in the ending part. 

Afterwards I should read over the whole thing and look for obvious flaws. 

Then I need to think about how I quote the papers in the text, I didnt have a good idea on it yet. 

And then the last mandatory things like the signature, making it into a pdf and stuff. 

.. that should be my first block of today. 

Afterwards I can turn over to the protocolls but thats in the future in a couple hours hopefully. 

I did it I think..

Got it as a handy pdf on my screen and ported on my usb to copy in the shop on monday. Lol, thats weird. 

[Jannes]

I deserve a break and some good food. Will get back at it in maybe an hour or so to work on the protocolls. 2 protocolls with each about 3- 4 sites of my own argumentation. I think I can get that done. Luckily I dont get a grade for it. 

[Jannes]

I felt like the audio was boring as shit and I couldnt reallyget into a creative flow or catch any thoughts on what I could say about it. 

I felt like maybe because I am towards the end I get a bit of a motivation kick but not really. Although now that I activate that thought pattern maybe yes. 

[Jannes]

Someone in the group noted how wrecked I look lol. 

How sweet of him though to reach out. 

[Jannes]

The damm definitely broke. I am constantly watching some clips I can get my hands on on my phone now. 

Its like I once crossed that line and there is no going back. I need to figure something out after my deadline. Not sure if blockers with the same kind of completeness exist for your phone. Heck I could also just block my browser completly potentially.  

[Jannes]

I just found out that Connor Murphy passed away. Wanted to post on the forum but I am way too late.

Whoa, not sure how too feel about it. 

Something about Leos comments on the thread struck me though, Connor was very unpractical in his approach. I used to incredibly unpractical, ideologically ungrounded as well. Gosh it felt great but reality gave me bad feedback again and again so I cooled down quite a bit. An important faceit of my development which I havent reflected or even forgot about. 

[Jannes]

An important insight for my digital minimalism approach. 

Whenever I have a big impulse to get out of my minimalism, because I want to watch a video too find out about something it usually comes from a very productive and healthy place. For example when I wanted to watch a video on how to execute the chop block in table tennis. But after a short time I get into autopilot like an addict and binge watch. I cant control myself in those time periods. So what I could do is create an approach which is formulated around exactly this, through some kind of way I get a short access to something but then some structure pulls me right out with force again. That could work. 

[Jannes]

I blocked videos on my phone as well now. 

It got very unhealthy very quickly. I was going to bed and was already looking to binge watch the next thing. The binge watch virus was infesting my virus within a day or two. 

[Jannes]

I could honestly share my digital minimalism strategies to the world. I have learned so much about it, it could be worth sharing. 

[Jannes]

Hmm..

[Jannes]

I stalled quite a bit and wasted some brain powe on the forum. Actualized block reactivated. I just need to start this is doable ...

[Jannes]

Wow now thats a problem, I cant open a study for my university work because in the title is "video" because of video games. Damn ..

[Jannes]

Huh I am almot finished with the first protocoll. It was exactly how I imagined how it could work, I just had an intellectual impulse/ curiosity and followed through on that resulting in 2,5 sites of discourse. 

That fresh impulse cant be forced though. 

[Jannes]

25th of april 1945 in germany when us and sovjet soldiers meet for the first time. 

You know what sucks? I bet the moment was great for an hour or so but then faded away into not being that spectacular. Even the peak was probably mild. You get something so incredible on the table, yet the human psyche cant take it all in. Well thats my assesment at least. 

They should have been on psychedelics.