Finished the LP course

[Jannes]

Kinda scared to go out and meet someone I might know. I dont know about this social spot anymore, my safe space is kind of ruined. But all the people I know are there. My best option I think is going tuesday to another spot and maybe not going on thursday every time until things become easy again. 

[Jannes]

Talked to a dude who I thought witnessed the whole thing but really he only got snippets that I told him and nothing else. 

He said that sometimes people have made really bad experiences and then when someone triggers that experience, they connect that bad experience with what someone else did. 

He said he witnessed me as a really nice person who wants to solve problems but that this is basically not a battle I should engage with. 

Thats of course an overly positive and one-sided perspective, he doesnt have a big picture, but still a really important take-away.

I know that she was once very painfully rejected, it seemed like it broke her and shaped her identity.