Finished the LP course

[Jannes]

Just called off partying today I feel like I need some time for myself.

But whenever I call something off I kind of feel like a looser. Damnit. 

And its interesting, this partying I am also afraid of and feel overwhelmed by created a nice background to enjoy my current experience more.. does it always require a background though?

[Jannes]

Politics is unnerving at the moment with Russia testing NATOs at its boarders. 

As long as it doenst hit you personally you can avoid looking at it, but this comes pretty close. 

With Trump in the white house who knows what shit will happen.  

[Jannes]

wtf 

 

[Jannes]

That I have demisexuel-ish preferences kind of sucks with an adhd mind as they in a sense work antigonisitically, but this also opens the question if one might be the cause for the other, if my adhd-mind causes demisexuel-ish preferences because my adhd-mind constantly chases something new and flashy and never gets to rest.