Journey to Self Actualisation

[UpperMaster]

1st week of exchange. 1st week completely on my own. Damn it feels lowkey good. 

So many small things happened.

1. Learned to do laundry 

2. Spent way too much money (apparently I have to budget lol)

3. Scared to ask other women out, so have been doing so. 

I realize that women who I think are absolutely stunning, it's hard for me to ask them out. I mean it makes sense, but fuck. 

4. Electricity cut off cuz my dumbass forgot to complete the electricity contract (I thought I did)

5. Went climbing for the first time

It's been fun. But for some reason, I feel like there is no soul in my life. I can't say why. Everything seems king of impersonal or insignificant. 

I want to ask girls out, but scared, I use self improvement as procrastination for sure lmao. 

Edited Tuesday at 11:43 PM by UpperMaster

[UpperMaster]

Except a girl everything in my life right now is actually pretty good. 

 

But the no girl part fucks everything. Or will I never be satisfied? idk?