The nucleus of suffering of the ego

[Javfly33]

The most pain of the ego is actually Reality trying to move forward a certain stuckness of energy.

There is dissonance between what Reality is, which is pure freedom, unconditional dignity and respect, and what some energetic structures are, which is pure horrific self destructive pain.

The ego plays schemes to Accept the energetic shitty structure, because the ego IS itself the energetic horrific structure.

The ego is synonim to stagnation. 

Reality is about Evolution.

Which is why ive seen a lot of people filled suddenly with intense Power after Inhaling a dose 5-MeO.

Thats Reality Awakening and pushing through the blockage. 

So whatever is your nucleous of suffering or karmic structure, the more It gets pushed through and seen through the better. Ego Will think this is bad. But this means You are actually Evolving from everything you picked Up. 

The trick is realising It is that nucleous of suffering the gasoline for Reality to push through It.

It opens a door to see what is really Going on.

Edited August 17, 2024 by Javfly33

[Breakingthewall]

As I see it now, the ego, the separation, is the way that reality has to go deeper into itself. The deeper the division, the deeper reality dive in itself. Pain, suffering, sadness, are really tools of opening that reality creates to dive deeper and thus be able to create more complete, complex, refined, sublime forms.

It is something like cell division, reality is divided into two, but they are the same, it creates a kind of psychosis that is the seed of new forms. the necessary pain of childbirth, from which perfection springs.