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Okay Leo, seriously, what's with you and synchronicity?! Another video related to me (signature)? I honestly started thinking that I'm the one who's doing the brainwashing here lol. Leo is definitely stealing my ideas lol ? ... So, recently I've been introduced for the first time in my life to this sport called 'Mixed Martial Arts'. I watched two matches, and they were awesome beyond speech. What most caught my attention is the reaction speed of the players, it's probably the most important factor in the game. However, I wanted to take a look at YouTube, so I found this video: It was very disturbing to watch it. A lot of thoughts started coming up. The knockouts can potentially kill instantly. This is a really dangerous sport. Then again, what's this life really worth? So, on the other hand, it's a really beautiful sport. I guess it's both and none depending on how you look at it.

I don't know how this thing is supposed to be. What should I write? What should I not? Everything? Only the milestones? Freedom? What? What I feel or what I think? Both or neither? Freedom? What? I hate the fact that it should be in English. I have a lot of skills in my original language, and I have a lot of jokes. I'm a really great guy in the real life. Language betrays me a lot here. That sucks. I need more time to translate, and I don't have enough skills to move around freely. Every mistake can be misunderstood, and can lead to a lot of confusion. I'm very humble and loving, and very accepting of criticism. I'm very calm and peaceful. I like to teach people indirectly and I don't like to be a teacher. I don't know how to point out to people here that they don't know what they're talking about, and that I have more wisdom than most of them. That surely sounds arrogant, but it is what it is, and I know it. I look at most people here, and they're like toddlers to me, I have levels of understanding myself more than most people I interact with. They think they are teaching me, but that's just me being humble and letting them talk and fulfill their needs. Language keeps failing me. I always use subliminal messages in my original language, I always hint, play with words, and use eloquence. It's my art. I don't know why I'm stuck where I am with English. Probably because I don't interact with English people face to face. I'll try to update this journal on a daily basis. I don't know. Everyone is allowed to post here. Please enjoy. Much love ❤️

I don't agree. However, if someone feels nauseated from someone else on the forum, there's a feature called 'ignored users'. @kieranperez Take a look here:? http://www.actualized.org/forum/ignore Health before wealth.

@Scholar This was the most enjoyable thing that I've read on the forum since a very long time. To be honest, there are some points that I don't completely understand, but still, it makes a lot of sense. Thank you.

Pain exists for protection. Suffering exists for creation. Both aim at evolution, and evolution aims at God.

I tell people that there's no such thing as consciousness, and they call me a heretic. Good share, thanks.

I remind myself that to lose is to win. I surrender, and let the magic happen.

That's not the point. But perhaps you mean something deeper?

Just the deepest! Thank you! ❤️

Isn't that always the case?

@7thLetter A general advice would have to be manipulative. You can drop hints, but don't expect anyone to collect them or respond to them. The worst case scenario if they understood your hints is that they turn the tables and get mad at you. There are no guarantees, but you can try. You can lie to get your money but you will lose the other person. You can plan for a vacation or some other project(s) and tell your father that you need some money, and after you have them, he shouldn't ask you to return them. If he does you can remind him. Or you can simply forget about it and invest in your future instead of trying to catch up with the past. And most importantly, be careful next time.

@mandyjw I was late for the lecture today and I couldn't attend, so your story was right on time. And it only gets more interesting with every telling. Keep going Mandy! ❤️

@7thLetter The vacation ticket payment is kind of hopeless, as it was your ticket. He didn't commit to paying you, I don't think he owes you anything here. The car payments thing is old, he probably doesn't even remember what he said. It's really inconvenient for me to talk about something like that. I'm sorry for destroying all of your hopes. But that's how I would act if I were you.

If you lend someone $50 and never saw them again, it's totally worth it. You gotta give us some information. A nuanced answer requires a nuanced info.

Yes, multitasking is a very unhealthy way to go about life. Minimalise the number of tasks as much as possible, and finish them one by one. When you're done doing things, just sit and enjoy. God will be waiting in silence ?

Every end is a new beginning

They will say: because Infinity. But I don't believe that.

I'm hurt. Oh wait, I'm just a bot ???

@Commodent Hey! I just remembered our first interaction here on the forum. I sent you the link

I would go with the face to face approach. It shows the strength your personality and of hers. This one gesture can mean a lot to the relationship, in my opinion. Also, older women usually don't take younger guys seriously until they connect with them at least on some level. So, it might take some time to build connection. (I'm no relationships expert).

To assume that meditation is a separate process for achieving some future goals is the obstacle for doing actual meditation. Yet, there's no difference between actual meditation and fake meditation except the suffering that comes along as a result faking it, even unknowingly. Meditation is literally being in the present moment. Can you not be in the present moment?

Try seeing things not the way they are. Can you?

You are meditating even while sleeping. You can't not meditate, but you can suffer/make others suffer or not. That's the only difference.

It's normal, we all have problems. Don't worry, it will soon pass, whatever it is. Healing takes time. Love yourself in the meantime. Hang in there, we all love you ❤️