Arcangelo

Thank you very much for your replies. Aurum spot on sir. Today she called me as I was going down town where we met. Told me she was there asking what should she do. I said: ''ok wait for me.'' We meet and start walking. Told her that i am on my way to see my family. Her: -''Ok go see your mom but i wanted to ask you for a favor. Could you give me $ to pay my phone receipt? Me: -''no that will cross my boundaries''. (Actualized.org style) Her: -''is only $X'' Me: ''Is not the amount is the fact that you are asking for money.'' And she then started walking faster like we are not walking together anymore. And i am like you want me to go with you to the bus stop (still had hope) and she is like no thanks. Hope is the last thing that dies

No. A lot are certainly going backwards. You are right. Didn't word it like i heard it in my mind. Maybe what i wanted to say is that humanity is evolving positively as a whole? idk because that statement is debatable too. If you are someone that watches the news you probably believe that the whole humanity is going backwards. I was just talking out of experience there. Like that's what happened to me. The more S.A. you become the less judgemental you are. Arc

Judgement from the person doing S.A. Depends on what you call successful. Nothing is ''necessary'' you know? IMO probably isn't. But we give it the shot anyways almost always. Experiences I have gained: -Listen to the red flags -Get out early Guess that happens to every couple that is ''in love''. Whole 2 dif. human beings. It is possible to show him the door but it is not possible to make him walk through it. Personally i think that we are all into self development, meaning we are all evolving. Is just that some of us are conscious about it while others are learning the hard way sort of speak. Meaning that their S.A. process is too slow just like it had been all of my life until I started watching Leo's videos. In Leo's motivational speech he says that you might realize that your whole life has been about self actualization and i think that's my case and everyone's. This conscious SA that we are doing is great, in one year i feel like i have improved my psyche by decades. Glad you didn't delete the thread. I want a weimaraner first. Kids? don't think so, at least not yet, and i am 38 so....

I have done it. Not to heal but to stay healthy and for high energy levels. It is supposed to heal everything and to be a perfect mix of nutrients and minerals. Didn't see the benefit from it, but hey, everybody is different. Arc

I was able to do it for a very short period of my life. I was like 17yo. I was very much into reading books about metaphysics. I will go to bed and visualize myself being showered in light and i could see the light through my eyelids. I had to open my eyes to check if my room was really dark. When I was 21 I met a girl who was into meditation, awareness, Osho, no-mind etc. She reminded me about this experience and I tried again. I saw the light but wasn't able to sleep on my back. I always try to go to sleep this way. Intuitively i know it is the way to go. I am able to do it when I come home from BKB practice, but this is more like a pass-out-nap. I have had the most intense and vivid dreams trying to go to sleep this way. Sometimes i feel like i can't breath when i try to fall asleep this way. Let's make this thread about trying to sleep this way and document our results here? Arc