Heart of Space

Tackling Fear of Bad Health If one is concerned over a malfunction of a vital organ you go see a doctor. Fear of insanity is a tough one for the mystic (and the materialists). Though I believe we must ground ourselves by being actualized within our society. Use all tools at your disposal to fix any defective aspect of your body or mind. Be strong, seek help from loved ones, they often can be a rock in times where you struggle to self-heal independently. If you struggle with anxiety, depression, or paranoia; be strong, be humble, be effective, be patient, and be decisive about healing yourself. Every aspect of your life must come together as one that creates yourself as the greatest expression of life you can be. There are greater questions to tackle here too. What is the definition of a defective body or mind? How do we better use language as a tool on this subject in particular? How do we cultivate peace with our situation, which is full of strife? Assessing the effectiveness of our tools to deal with this issue and then choosing our tools wisely. (example: therapy, meditation, disciplined living, improving diet, and so on...) Plain old Zen and discipline does wonders guys and gals. Simplicity is often the most effective antidote for a lost mind. Always seek refuge in family too. Family, simplicity, and discipline. Fall in love with the repetition of implementing these principle idea's over and over.

Being a moderate politician for the Lord A self-centered father often wants a son that imitates his qualities. Sheep want a charismatic leader. If you live amongst egotistical people you have to speak the language of ego. On that note, Jordan Peterson looks a little more intelligent, fatherly, and charismatic after he got his hair transplant. I wonder why? Perhaps Jesus genuinely told him to go get one. Not hating on my bald brothers and sisters, you guys are cute too. More on the concept of a spiritual politician in the future...

I've sacrificed a lot for the sake of making the lives of those around me better. God has invoked some supernatural power in me to alter the trajectory of certain chosen people's lives. I often take the appearance of an egotistical person, when internally I subject myself to pain. Imagine a narcissist appearing person that inspired you to listen, but has no sense of being superior. Do not fear criticizing any narcissist appearing person. Stick up for yourself. Sometimes doing Gods will requires you to appear to be the ugly thing in reality. Like a dirty puddle you step in by mistake and avoid next time. The majority of beings learn through experience, not divine revelation. This is just one way.

Come on a walk with me.

It's hard being gay growing up constantly being surrounded by men-and some women- who find gay-ness to be disgusting. Young men constantly express their disgust with same sex love and attraction. Some people can't fully hide who they are, but thankfully most are oblivious. So some gay people feel like they can hide who they are. Parents, while not overtly homophobic, often times withhold love and emotionally neglect. An objectively very attractive man, who is gay, can have low self-esteem. I wish parents like this could be forced to see their child's beauty and feel shame. A day later... I feel shame for suggesting that anyone should suffer. It's not my place to wish suffering on others no matter what their sins are. Now, my engineering manager boy is going to ignore because I think he's got a minor issue with me. I acted really full of myself and was the center of attention the whole night and rejected his offer to hang out. I was with another boy that I liked. But I still admire him. He's extremely handsome, objectively. And he's self-aware, intelligent, and successful. I love him a little bit for him just being amazing. I'd marry a guy like that. People like him are rare. You'd agree too, trust me on that.

I'm putting myself in jail for all my rude posts.

See? Sometimes I make good posts.

Masturbation is absolutely vile. The idea that a man would masturbate during the holy month no-nut November is so offensive that it makes angels cry. Oh and Destiny needs to get a high and tight hair cut and stop dressing like he's 22.

Amen to that, my man. I just went for a walk outside in the rain quietly talking to myself out loud the whole time. I'm a quirky dude. @NoSelfSelf I'm as chill as could be. Smiling and laughing as I post. I'd give you a hug right now if you were next to me.

@Loba A lot of us here have autism, or some level of it. Not hating on that particular personality type. Runs in my family too. I would recommend perhaps trying a little more to mirror the person you're talking to. The fact that you don't just shows a lack of willingness to compromise your communication style. Autism is not always an excuse for that by the way. You wrote this extremely long post. Most of it is irrelevant to this conversation and I would guess to say that you're reiterating a lot of content that you've already written. It's completely superfluous. My guess is that it makes you feel intellectually and spiritually superior. Just be careful of your assumptions about the people you talk to. You are a talented writer though.

I think some things are going to change around here.

@something_else Probably a lot less then you think. A lot less. Don't read too much into my personality by my posts.

I just got out of a relationship and have too much time on my hands. And I thought I'd grace this forum with my presence. You guys should all consider yourselves lucky. I'm not a bad guy. If this was game of thrones I just put myself at the bottom of the social hierarchy of this forum. That makes me upset, because I like to think of myself like little finger. He was a great character, although he could have acted more pure towards Sansa to be honest.

@Loba Snake girl is cute, right? She wouldn't care that much. She literally has a news video on YouTube with 700k views where she's the focal point. She's had a small internet presence. Honestly, she'd probably appreciate that I still think of her. Why the judgement when I was trying to share some of the females I've dated and then explore their personalities and takeaways from the experience? I guess there's always a concern of one of you being a creepy cyberstalker, but I don't think it would matter. I had like 5 more good ones too like that.

@Loba I won't lie, you come across very self-centered. You write extremely long posts about yourself, your opinions, your perceptions. Posts that most likely no one else reads fully. They skim, because it's too cumbersome to read them. You don't realize this apparently because you're too busy feeling yourself. I literally just see a wall of text "me me me me me me my opinions me me me me me me me." But imagine as long as your posts. You could easily be more concise. And you would be if you actually cared about having a decent two way conversation on this forum. But you probably don't, you have bad case of the spiritual narcissism.

Destiny's description of how he handled college and his Casino job is extremely telling. He probably acted like a complete prick at his job, argued with everyone constantly and acted intellectually superior. Probably didn't clean the fruit fly mess because he's extremely petty, even though he could have just done his job and just emailed his boss later about it cordially. Claims he was a high performing employee, yet couldn't handle basic employee communications. I'm guessing he was a massive problem over a long period of time, didn't correct himself because he's stubborn. My guess is that it was a well deserved firing of a bad employee. Lack of humility, arrogance, childish anger, narcissism. This is someone that no one should look up to.

@Loba Are you certain that you aren't just creating karma yourself because you hold yourself to a higher standard?

Guys, I understand why people would get upset watching this a little bit. But just see it as the absurd spectacle that it is. You don't have to see it as this massively evil thing. Cause it's not. He's more just dumb and selfish. The girl he's talking about is naïve and superficial. Basically, he's a rich douche. Why all these talks of damnation through karma? It's a bit of an overreaction.

The people are what give power to my fun coupons. They suck them down like they want it. Nom Nom NOm NOm Nom money nom nom nom

I think it's going to be secure for a long time. I'm already sitting on a bed of fun coupons, ready to use in the economy to manipulate people into giving me things like cars and massages.

I haven't been following Musk very much. But I also don't like him. My reason is because I can't help but feel like Musk is stealing too many woman unfairly because of his money. I don't like this sort of competition in the sexual hierarchy competitive-sphere. It's upsetting. He breaks the fundamental idea of sexual meritocracy. Like he needs to be taxed a lot more to bring him in line with a more linear wealth to work ethic/talent ratio.

Because I am part of the global elite in this country. I will vote to keep my taxes low and subjugate the lower classes. What do you want from me?

You're a conspiracy theorist. You fill in the gap of your lack of understanding with fearful narratives. You don't understand it, so you assume some masterminded manipulation and control that doesn't exist. Complex systems don't work like that. It's a game of incentives and aggregate statistical behavior. No one is out to get you.

The gas price hike has a rational explanation that has to do with global market supply and demand as well as supply chain disruptions. The lockdowns were a result of a global effort to suppress a deadly virus. It's valid to say that we overreacted on misleading data. Nobody wanted to hurt the economy. They did it as a safety measure. There are criticisms and imperfections in how our central government reacts to problems. Notice how you emotionally react with fear instead of understanding these phenomenon rationally.