Aquarius

Some will say, it can be you, me, someone reads it, processes it, replies. It's on a computer, on a forum platform, you wrote it for whatever reason. What was it? <- Who will answer it? Maybe not everything is survival. Things are infinite and self-regenerating.

Selfishness is not bad and doesn't mean you take "advantage" of others. What do you mean by taking advantage of others actually?

Ego gives indiviDuality.

Totally possible to not get addicted to hedonic activity if that's what you're passionate about. Possibilities are endless.

The Devil is very happy where she is. Maybe Devil's Hell is her own Heaven, or even someone else's "Heaven." Who said Hell is bad or unnecessary? What is Hell? For example in German Hel means Light. And in Nordic cultures Hel is something very different from what the Western or Christian culture perceives. But what the Christians teach is very valid and useful too. Please don't be naive... Sometimes you have to understand and see too, not just perceive or receive.

I.... what?? Idk, I'm a girl, but if I wanted to be approached I would prefer someone with clear intentions and integrity in his tactics in contacting me. Like, if you like me come up and tell me something like "hi, wanna hang out? you seem nice" (if that's his intention) Talking from my own pov as a single girl. I don't know how valuable my advice is.

Everything is what it is. Are you able to see it as it is though?

Was there ever life?

Spill some tea for me please.

Do you like the band Melvins? They're something new but yeah, I connect with what they have to say.. What does enlightenment mean?

If it fell apart, pick up the pieces that belong to your liking. Choose what you put into your mind, don't get lost in your head.. If you meditated so much maybe it's time to go outside too and have some fresh air? But just in case you feel inclined to. Simplicity and minimalism helps also.

Let go of those points listed. Be integral, integrate both heart and mind. Nothing needs to be over something. If you're an intellectual and wish to be more heart-centered, just explore your emotional side, but not with the mind, instead, flow with the feelings.

Change the tone and you'll see.

It's good to have emotions as a compass, and don't grow a heart of ice. It's not always the bad guys who cause trouble. Never let play become a fight. Mainly writing this to myself... never lose my vision. Like a cloud fallen. Whatever that message means..

I am feeling kinda down today, I don't even know how to put my finger on it, where to point. I guess days like these are really good for working on "real life problems" rather than getting lost in trains of thought that get you nowhere or get you trouble or may cause harm...

If we talk game, and I just remembered that yesterday someone told me 22 is better than 23. Well, it goes both ways if we take it to the big picture perspective. In mathematics 23 is bigger than 22, so it's greater. In life, survival is of the fittest. 23 was good survivalist + lucky (chance) + blessed (from wherever), me talking in general terms. I could say 24 vs 25 too. I just used that number for cleanliness purposes, since I didn't wanna derive from the subject too much (I do that often). Structure. 23 has more experience, perhaps more skills, but a more skilled 22 years old is more fit for survival. Value is out of discussion here. You define your own value. I define mine. He defines his and she defines hers. Not directing this at anyone here on the forum, just writing my thoughts because yesterday I was a total scatterbrain and I was energetically contracted. Now I expand my vision. Also if we speak looks, some 22 years olds can't take care of themselves. Some 23 years olds can't either. Some can't because they simply are inapt or unable. If unwilling, that's a problem - mainly theirs, but we are living >> out there. So, society will have to take action to shake those people up. Chance is intelligent too, sometimes it directs people and circumstances to wake up certain individuals to the truth they have to see. Truth exists in relative and absolute terms at the same time, those terms work together perfectly. Reality is perfecting itself too. It's not even science, it's metaphysics.

I think mathematics limits my creativity. But science is essential to the modern world. I love science, But I also love magic. Life is a magical place to be in. Ever think that Adam and Eve were living in the dark, and Eve maybe, just maybe listened to some advice, I'm not to judge how useful or worthwhile the advice was. And then she woke up to the fact that hey, I'm eating a fruit now, which are sacred because they're basically plant birthgiving spheres/shapeoids. Then she was thrown into the World Archetype. etc. etc..... I need a break. Maybe Eve was infertile and the fruit gave both of them abilities to create but within limits. They became like gods.

Maybe we have two eyes because it's a division. Idk man, I'm just saying.

I'm seeing things and hearing things that aren't there. That must mean I'm projecting a lot into reality. Projecting my wounds all over the place. Smoking Kents don't give me clarity... lol kinda ironic. I can't. I can't Kent. Lmao. In other news, cough, the cigarette is really high quality, it's the only type of cigarette I can smoke. There's a time for everything. - Bible quote (?) I'm not the source im just a channel. -er. Uhhhh.... Maybe I should take my meds, but I promised myself I won't poison myself. For now I'm just chillin. Like literally just relaxing.

You come as an appearance. I understand me some.

Come like an opinion, I don't even know.

Women... moms, sisters, friends, girlfriends. They are needed in this society. If they would give in to men's traps, then they would lose their charm. Hmm I need some sage perfume. (the flower, aint no sages here yet (??))

Some people really need oxygen, including me. Just to breathe actually. Stuck in the cold... cold does pull you back where you belong. Some cool fresh wind is what I'd be ideally giving, but I need to clear my own lungs/system. I'm so emotional.

I get what I need, nice. Typed that twice. Don't roll the dice.