Aquarius

Not believing in yourself when no one is next to you and everyone thinks you are deluded and psychotic or evil.

I fink u freeky n i like u a lot my ugly boi so ruff n tuff he dont care bout anything but me The drawing is symbolic not to be taken literally. Lyrics (c) Die Antwoord Art (c) Aquarius

Yeah you're right. Felt good to get it off my chest. Felt bad getting attacked for who I really am (I mean who I really was back then, life changes). Now I've become everything that I listed and more, and I don't even want a man anymore. I just wanna serve humanity. If a man wants me he can have me, but no sex for me because I'm too fertile. Men seem to enjoy my tantric massages and hugs though. *thinking emoji*

The ego doesn't die when you get enlightened. It keeps your body alive. It just becomes dormant and functions in the background. Ego is not evil, it just... exists. Heal your ego before you let go of it. It ain't going anywhere because it's a construct of the mind-body.

You don't kill your inner child, you play with him. And its personality trait is not a weakness, it's a superpower. You're highly sensitive and that's the biggest gift one can have. Polish that diamond!

@non_nothing :) it's true. you're cute.

Hot damn, I've been letting you people see my authentic self only to be misunderstood and demonized. Shame on you who project your insecurities and false claims onto me! I only need Coral love, thank you very much. Thick skin, elastic heart. Such is human trust.

It is what you project onto him, but Santa Claus was Saint Nikolaus, a man who gave children gifts. But it's the archetype for the menstrual blood as well because Coca Cola made him red, initially he was dressed in blue cloak. Santa means saint in whatever language I'm not familiar with lol. When I had ego attachments I did not get my period and I literally thought I was pregnant! When I killed off my ego and let go of all attachments, I immediately got my period which was late for 2 months now. I have a tumor on one of my ovaries but it's slowly healing because of all this Kundalini flow. I subconsciously held onto my period because I thought I was pregnant and I tried to protect the child (ego) subconsciously. The child was an illusion! Body and mind are one and it was the shittiest experience because I literally thought I had a miscarriage. Getting pregnant was my biggest fear, and I let the illusion go and now I'm free of neuroses. So girls, if your period is late, calm your ego down please. Just my two cents.

@non_nothing I never smoked weed in my life wtf? Been taking my serotonin blockers and neuroleptics for 8 years now. 1000 mg depakine and some injection my psychiatrist prescribed that I don't need or ever needed but I got addicted to. I only drank beer and smoked a cigarette once in my life, and that was a very light cookie flavoured vape not a cigarette. I'm also a natural celibate and above all material needs.

Saturn doesn't beat you with a stick, He rapes you with a *caughsdakjbksf,m*

Personal notes to self: - No cigarettes after sex. No sex. - Cuddles/tickles. - No psychological romance for me. (link: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1q-k-uN73Gk ) - Marrying the Black Sea. Crash, crash, crash like a Hyperion! - I'm a white slave of the collective. (links: https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Harap_Alb and https://www.heavens-above.com/myth.aspx?con=aqr) - Have compassion for Transylvanian bears. Take care of how you drive if you live in Romania, please. - We are the Kings and Queens of promise.

Don't open chakras the wrong way. You start from crown down to root, not vice versa. That way you get a clearer, faster path. God forbid you try this alone or when you're not ready! Enlightenment is not a joke. If you are a coward, go play with Teddy bears instead of obsidian or moldavite. Oh, and then remove your chakras, who needs them anyway. Manifest things for the Greater Good. Namaste! Aloha! So much love! p.s.: Gotta give the bone to the dog sometimes, or it starves, if you get what I mean. Feed your dogs my sweet children. <3 (Translation: feed yourself with d or v already ugh.. why not both). I'm eating a delicious salad now, lololololoooo. p.p.s.: I'm not repressing anything. For real.

I am all that I need. LAM.

@non_nothing Shush you.

@non_nothing Love you. Take care. I love myself. I'm taking care.

@How to be wise Looks may deceive. Don't judge a book by its cover.

Don't you dare to read my mind... and the more that you resist me, the greater the damage would be.

I cut my right arm off and threw it to the Teacher, only then would He listen to my cries. He asked me if I love Him, and I said none, but instead, I cried tears of Dor.* Today we are both free, so soar like an American Eagle, my lover and catch any prey your gut desires! This Red Deer** spits fire, and is too big for you. *Meaning of 'dor': https://bucharestlounge.com/2015/02/28/the-meaning-of-the-romanian-word-dor-according-to-four-transylvanian-women/ **Cervus Elaphus: https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Red_deer

Amazing tattoo!

God bless Jonathan Gooch (Spor). The man that got me into shamanism and gave me strength in the Hero's Journey. The years of my adolescence were blissful af.

I am not enlightened. Sincere seekers, go peel a potato, wash the dishes and mop your floor.

'Till Pluto and beyond.

Personality is a flexible thing. Just be more assertive.

Things I need right now: food/water sleep cuddles/massages fresh air workout neuroleptic serotonin blocker an autonomic vision jungle/dnb/neuro Only sharing this because you guys might lack some of these as well. 6 and/or 7 may be replaced by anything that grounds you in physical reality. ~un grano salis!!!~

Ratusca zise bac bac bac You need a diplo ma ma mia, let me go.