Aquarius

The shepherds could be paid for their loss.

My heart rate is 144/m when I meditate to music. Measured right now while listening to the radio. Heh, who knew. I kinda thought it's too little. What is normal??? When I do exercise it's probably 200+. I never did psychedelics so I cannot tell. But I think you're fine.

I love this forum.

No, the guy is genuine about the question, but no one really helps him.

Everything is possible.

Beautiful.

@Nahm Thank you.

the music that cannot be heard (2/11/19) today was a nice day and it rains it is always nice when the rain rains step it back push it down jump up sail around make it move get it down many many all around happy end never end hit back hit yourself eat it up push it down many many sail around

A collection of old and new poems written by me.

@Leo Gura What if they are ambitious and imaginative but people punish them because they are visually attractive and decent kind persons? Asking for a friend.

@Aakash verry nice enjoy

i think i read this thread at least 10 times in the past what do i do now

@clouffy but i dont feel anything anymore right now what do i do @Charlotte ok i try

im having the weirdest deja vu help me u guys

am i enlightened or am i not

Weight: 81.1 kg

Snack: banana, chocolate Lunch: rice, chicken breast, tomato and lettuce Snack: apples

Breakfast: chicken snitzel, cheese, milk

[workout] What the workout was about: I'm glad I finally could workout, this Sunday was a torture without it. I guess it's the habit, in my culture I mean, that Sundays are supposed to be lazy and "do-nothing"-ish. That moment when indoctrination is stronger than your mind... This time I simply wanted to center myself. I felt very empty and I needed this. Am I even human? The fat on my neck doesn't let me correct my posture, soooo I need to take care of that. Slow, steady movements, muscle building, tons of water again. Type of exercises: stretching, abs, neck, general workout Satisfaction level: A nice 7 this time. I mean I feel like nothingness incarnated, but hey, at least I got some energy moving! I guess it all boils down to thoughts. Music: Listened to a subliminal track for fast metabolism on repeat for about 1 hour.

Dinner: snitzel, lettuce, tomatoes It's getting awkward to write water all the time so I won't note the drink anymore lol. It's water always btw.

Lunch: vegetable soup, mashed potatoes, snitzel Drink: water Snack: lettuce, tomatoes, apples Drink: water

It sounds like you're having guilt trips. Forget about the "wrong" and the "right", if opportunity ever arises, you will know what to do. I reassure you that.

I remember my experience back in November. Succumbing into nothingness has never felt so blissful.

@Arhattobe Oh, how the tables have turned. @Lacru Stay calm and observe the person.

I had friends like that. They're completely nuts, yet teach so much. I don't think I'd be where I am without them.