Aquarius

@SamueLSD I don't identify myself as an Aquarius. It was a lighthearted joke. I see you didn't get it. I am into astrology but only as a hobby. I'm a good astrologer tho, If I see a chart I see your soul. But it got boring after I was Turquoise. I can read your chart if you want tho, Or I can make a handwritten 50 pages PDF about your astrological profile for free. Why? Because I'm bored? Hahahaha Gopnik ayyy Love is in many forms. I love my boyfriend so much that I am not attached to him. You sound Green. Wait till ur Turquoise, Coral, or Teal. Non-attached unconditional love. I love my boyfriend as a person. As a Turquoise I'd rather have a harem than a single boyfriend. But I don't live in Tibet... yet! I shall pray to mother Red Tara, the mother of Bodhisattvas to attain Buddhahood and become a teacher and go to Tibet and get a harem. Life goals haha.. Yes I have feeling, issa joke man issa joke chill Compassion is towards myself first and foremost. I love myself. I cannot love others if i dont love myself. I am a human. I have need. I love myself so I take care of my needs. My highest need is sex. On a spiritual level not as stage purple or beige value. You seem Green. Yes, we have every stage that is behind the stage we are operating from. For ease of communication, we say "I'm orange' or I'm turquoise" here on actualized. I did not mean to label myself. Labels are unnecesary. Everything is. Contemplate that everything is in meditation. Should help in psychedelic trips I am a maniac I cannot take psychedelics. You should see me dude.. pure mania. I noticed the toxic Orange. Don't worry. I have Toxic Coral and I didn't even embody it yet. Toxic Coral is criminal mindset, and sometimes I don't care if I hurt people. I'm not a criminal tho I just deeply don't care. Thanks for pointing that out. Great insights when I talk to you. I learned a lot from you... Namaste.

Integration. It's INTEGRAL. Turquoise is Global. Coral is everything beyond. Pure Infinity. There is also Teal. Similar to Turquoise but didn't reach it yet. That is the Godhead-mode

You're a nice cool man of the World! Love and Light.

Thank you Working on collaborative mixes with dj's Working on dance coreography working on rap working on spiritual music (i make it) working on kundalini working on subliminals listening to other friends' subliminals making tons of money with art collecting character designs making portfolio learning for my exam (love romanian! <3) preparing for psychiatry university love my life oh fuck yesyesyes also fuccbuddies and all missed u man.. yup all the fun in the world Krampusz is my new best friend right now see you around

No. I am Hungarian. Sorry about your grandfather.. I live in Romania yes, if that's what u meant. I have both natioanalities on paper, hun and ro.. Nice to meet you. We are all occultists and metalheads in Romania. I love my country, in a non-nationalist way. Sometimes I wish I was russian. And I dress like a gopnitsa. I'm a wanna-be russian girl lol

Does that make me care? No. And no it doesn't hurt him. I asked him if I can take a break. He said, whenever gurl. Today we having the big talk. I will set both of us free. What stage u at btw? On SD values model? p.s. I have no feelings lol im an Aquarius no attachments just pure consciousness love infinity compassion

What would you like to know? I'm an open book! ^^ Any questions? please post them. I have many Coral traits now thanks to my demon companion and medium friendo.

Yeah I feel ya bro. It's hard. I wanna have sex with Coral and Turquoise men. I found a Coral one. We are fuck-buddies and I will ask boyfriend to take a break with me so we can do nasty stuff. Christian sex is, yes, very boring. Other than that he is an open and smart guy. He took drugs in teens recreationally. Did marijuana once. I'm not into psychedelics. I never tried drugs and I only will for sex or insights if I need psychedelics. Other than that.... hmm nope. I know exactly why u asked dont worry. I loved your detailed response. Yes ... blue is hard to work with. Moving into Coral recently. Bodhisattva-mode ayyyy lmaoo

Thanks a lot.

These are surreal, and NOT realistic calculations. To boost mood and productivity.

Okay so today's post in this thread: Today was productive. I started my spiritual youtube channel. Is something. I need to tell you guys that I do not aim to be a teacher. And if I am a teacher, I am a student as well. Going full circle for this one, if anything. I do not aim to lead though. Just to share love and gratitude. Working from 3 perspectives: The Magician. The Innocent. The Sage. Strenghtening my aura. Tonight I did yoga. Mantra yoga for kundalini. Did not sleep. I am going to sleep right now. I have to finish something tho. I am not in the mood to make an artwork. But starting it is the hard stuff. The easy stuff is from first second till finish. It is getting there that is the hardest. Putting butt down on comp. I will, however, not overwhelm myself. I will finish 1 piece of artwork. Every night before sleep. My life needed structure anyways. And that is for other people. So I learn discipline about stuff I do not like doing. I might finish more or just half sometimes, depending on work. This is a goal, yes. Next objective will be maths and romanian. I love romanian, maths is 50% useless because I only use it for calculations but I calculate fast. Business needs calculation. I will post two photos after this thread about some self-calculations. That is today's input. More anger realeased. I start to be healthy. I stopped taking serious psychiatric medication 4 months ago cold turkey. Hahahaha you call that meds, that is candy! I feel like a new person pff. And I'm saner than ever. One person less suffering in the World. It all starts with yourselves, guys. I still take meds when releasing kundalini. Instead of taking psychedelics I calm down my naturally psychedelic mind with calming meds. I will change it to breathing and meditation soon. I have more ideas for new stuff to help. Needs research. I can do it, I believe. Belief is key. So art, shower, sleep. Some music now to boost mood. I value rest and refreshed mind. I will listen to 2 songs then I will go to work (making art). Posting pics now. Love and gratitude.

Hey thanks.

Thanks, your message was very inspiring. I agree. So much work behind the scenes... And now I wanna focus on my personality. I talked with someone on Actualized private message and he made me realise that I left out an important thing from Tier 1: stage Orange charisma and alpha personality. By alpha personality I simply mean stable and strong character. I did not realise how I look before I made that video. The thoughts in my head are very different than my output..

Thank you. Appreciated. I believe it was very bad I would rate it 1/10, I just had awakenings and my English is not good, so my mind experienced it in actuality, but I couldn't talk clearly. I need to practice on my speaking skills. Will delete now since it's obvious what to do.. practice! And.. master speech! I regret nothing tho it was fun.

Okay so I realised it is terrible and I am remaking it. I am only looking for advice. I didn't watch it through only now. Kinda new to video making. I set it to unlisted.

I'm learning Polish for a job. Miło cię poznać!

No because Tier 2 (Yellow, Turq, Coral) are very understanding and find value in every interaction. Especially Turq.. because Turq is pure BEING and bliss. Glad you liked it! Are you russian? You might enjoy my doomer gopnitsa outfit in my last video. Also Spiral stuff https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=8C0jbNu7SkA

Lmao. It is just a model. Just a tool. Chill down, I can use a tool however I wish. Have you considered that I might try to communicate something, like an insight, instead of "cathegorizing"? I used a model of values analysis to literally analyse both myself and him. Blue is not worse than Turquoise. And I, even as a *gasp* Turquoise?? yes, I need healing. If you carefully read it, I need healing. Even if read between the lines, I have low self esteem. Even Leo said Turquoise doesn't make you any different than a human being. I think he said that.. yeah. "Isn't very Turquoise"... you say that? Hmm well, I could say that isn't very ["insert your view on your current stage here"]. Then you could say, well that isn't very Yellow either. So the circular thinking? It's all just opinion. Which is subjective. Maybe someone did an analysis on me and I am Blue but very open minded or a deep thinker psychic green. Who knows? I can use words and attempts at words. I applied to BOTH of us because I thought it had value in our community. Again, Turquoise is nothing extremely God-like, it's just a development stage. I come from a different background than him. This stuff I say is entirely objective. Well, maybe not absolutely, but somewhat rational, should one say? I was trying to make some scientific analysis, but I'm limited as a human being. Just like you. It's annoying that you guys test everyone like that. So very ISTJ-like, the whole vibez. But thanks for the comment. Really made me think. P.S.: I realised I felt both attacked, and also sounded attacking in my post. In my mind I was writing this post with kind happy tone. Sorry for the angry tone I'm just tired.

@max duewel Yeah, you're right. I will try to do that. Thanks

So are you saying that the virus doesn't even exist?

Good idea. The whole subforum is full of threads on Corona.

I don't think so. He just wants to heal and work on himself. Has been wanting for a long time. He is still around on the forum..

Yeah, makes sense to me. Is that how you guys call it?

Hey. Yes I know. How did you handle the situation in the end? I might tell him, I am just waiting a bit more, for the right timing you know. We are very honest with each other, he will understand and we will find a solution.

Why would you label anyone as non-woke? What do you mean by that?