NoSelfSelf

You live in reality where you pity yourself about such a trivial thing that is sad,so why would they give you a chance based on your weak perception of yourself and the world? If you think women accepting you will make reality better then she got you, she is on top you are at her mercy...

@Sugarcoat Appreceat it ? @Ajax Yes exactly thats 100% how you are if you dont know about this topic.You are basically caring too much which causes emotions and your attachment to them,basically you want things outside of you ,which someone who is working inside out doesnt want anything from the outside, because he pleases himself all the time.. For example if you see a woman and think she is sexy, automatically you are influenced by the outside then you look to have sex with her automatically ,because you influenced by her looks (the judgment you placed on her) and then you will look to manipulate the situation based on the judgment you made of her that she is sexy by being different towards her than with the woman you think is average.Someone who is influenced by himself wont look at her as sexy and wont look to have sex with her because that stops him to be authentic and look at her as human being. Probably too advenced or i dont know how to convey it yet it in simple terms, if that's possible. Perfect example is character Wednesday to check out but you will look her behaviour and not her thinking process..

@Ajax Im stealing here, but it has everything to do with man/women dynamic, you think you are leading a woman, no you are not you are leading yourself and she is the one that chooses to follow ,you think you are influencing outside first no, you influence yourself then outside follows or not ,you making it about outside world in ,instead inside then out doesnt matter(it matters to adjust a littlr but for simplicity sake lets keep it like this)... Its like everything is happening on the inside but you kidding yourself that you have anything to do with the outside world, its all inside working out...this is not enlightment its game of everything and its you..

@Sugarcoat im getting a rash just by staying here take care ✋

@Sugarcoat Its not that easy for me, if i hear someone saying women this women that, im getting allergic reaction to it and when i caught myself getting involved in it you can call me a doctor to bring me back to life ;)...

This is my favourite topic at the moment that im wrestling with, its like an art form of balancing,not trusting mind,connection with yourself all that good stuff... I hate you for making it to trap me in here ?.

@Thought Art You need this more than you know it, keep bleeding but proactively,reactivley doesnt count for the blood bank ...

What kind of life can you enjoy if you didnt bleed for it?

@jdc7733 Cortisol effect prefrontal cortex yeah,so you need to either fix the mindset and all your thinking patterns based around that thing or you need to get small wins to increase dopamine.Or if you have a chance to rest few days so it comes back to normal.

You just dont want to do it plain and simple. Where did your charm and skills go, i remember you had it in abundance year ago and brag about it?

@Salvijus I always wanted 1 tatto and one tatto only ,it havent got stale in last 5 years, but there is always that fear ill regret it in few years...tattos are mostly representation of some trauma inside, that was personal so you brand yourself with it...

@StarStruck Thats exactly my point you judge tattos based on your reality and who you are in it ,that makes you see them as bad thats firts layer, second layer is how you view women and yourself with them ,that makes you not say the truth, so you then act that way and thats your limitation. You seeing my messages you can only interpit based on perceptions of your understanding and how you see things, then you judge it if it doesnt match your reality and all of that is basically lies on top of lies because if it seen you will say my truth is: i dont like tattos because if you cant answer because you were brainwashed by something...

Its funny how with just one action there is a chain of things associated with it ,not saying truth=looking for her validation,not seeing yourself valuable,being something you are not,manipulative,scared to lose her etc. because fundation is build on lies and not who you truly are ,because your reality is not you,but all the peope who told you who you are and now you live it... Your reality and who you are in it is your limitation and what you must live

This thread is toxic and posion for those who are innocent bystanders, im locking it.Way past the original queastion...

In my opinion course is too advance for you do regular enlightment work, if you cant meditate for 1 hour then you are jumping to the university while not finishing gradeschool..

Loved this post been thinking about it good points...

@Vrubel how long? @Spiral I agree with you on everything but sex ,since you giving her a service there and im quoting "who controls the bedroom controls the narrative".Many women that are nagging and complaining is because they are unsatisfied in the bedroom.. You can tell who is good in bed by how quiet and drama free space is ?

@StarStruck But she doesnt know the difference between a man and a male ?‍♂️...

@evgn Exactly proving my point the way you talk that's not how a man talks ,men are non existent the options women have is catastrophy.. You getting born with a male genital doesnt make you a man...

@integral Okay dm me your chess.com id you will teach me

@Bobby_2021 Regular jobs, i heared them saying they are putting their titles in job applications,same if you won an olympic medal they will give you a job based on that...being a gm is same as being an olympic champion in most cases... @StarStruck whats your rating?

@StarStruck its way easier to understand openings with an engine than middlegames, it takes way more time to understand what is engine trying to say and thats why there are not many good middlegame courses around.If i had prepared great middlegame plans/ideas i would be at least 100 elo above ?...

Man can love a woman but never more than himself. But you will fall in love with a man and he will make you feel amazing ,but chance for you to find a man in todays age is like searching for a bigfoot.

@integral to get to 2000 you need serious work, you make it sound like you just go there and its light.. Some people play until early age and only hit 2100...

i am aiming for a Cm title which everyone laughs at which i dont care about,since its what i want and its above 90% of people playing chess... I heared that having Gm or Wgm title on your resume helped getting a job...