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It seems its like a default feature of conciousness ,but it comes and goes as it pleases its not constant so i dont know...peace and silence is constant...

Ill digest this another time,i had/have similar experience with avoidance ...now i see the problem i meant attaching to a woman(what are you attaching to)not attaching as a woman...

Now its oscilating between ego> to the no mind >to the breaking of the barrier between inside and outside then bliss >then losing attachment to the body 😅

When all stories you made up collapses then you can see it.Laptop is just a concept and what you see is created by god which happened by itself.

Good to see you are alive but dead inside 😆👍

Ohh ok its about being right to yourself so from that everything alignes Game ended player got anihilated 😁 Its beyond the feeling but i get what you mean

Conciousness wanted to hear her voice couldnt remember the name then it appeared in the feed like God plays weird games 😂 https://youtu.be/rQiT3z0rZdo?si=ZjY63sn4MRxeFZxE

What do you mean i am right most of the time?

It cant be said its what is and it never changes,its same now as it will be same billion years from now while falsehood will change into all kinds of new constructions..

Yeah if its not alligned with the truth its seen as just human thing that humans do construction to survive..

Thanks but it doesnt have sugar in it, so its not spice and everything nice 😁

I wouldnt say stupid but i get the point, its just an exeprience of the source like i was thinking that riding a horse would be cool, just as different pov but at the end of the day it doesnt add up because there is no person to get imapcted by the experience if that makes sense..thinking is also different because thinking doesnt stick its floating and dissapears as soon as it appears

More like NoCreativitySelf when you dont know what to call yourself online.

There is just what is you cant navigate or wish it to happen thats ego fairy tale point is why one cant reach the state its because you want to reach it. Immidiet insight you get is that wanting to be joyful is reason why you are not its mindbending..

Thats always the thing with every natural awakening you dont know, but i experienced more than dozens of awakenings and each one pushes you more and more to the source.So its like now i got pushed further even if it comes back.In like 15 years ill be in full blown 5meo trip by sipping beer 😂

Yeah this is more like stateless state as sages calls it its state beyond states idk how to say it better

Yeah "ive been doing it for a decade then stop" because on psychadelics i saw ill lose attachment to the body then "i" dropped it all to pursue thing like game which now is all collapsed 😆 So its working hard but then you see nobody was working hard at all really weird

All of what you are saying means nothing in this state there is no transformation its all imaginary nothing changes even if you get billions of dollars or greatest ideas...

Now tricky thing for it to shift to present moment one doesnt do anything it happens by itself there is no you controling it so one cant fully see it if you not "lucky" i guess...

Its cool until you start literally losing your mind and shit your pants 😂😂😂

Its like pool analogy alot of things happens in the water(hallucinations) but water(eternal now) is always there unchanging...

Also one sees nobody goes all the way or not its God doing it and if God doesnt want it to go all the way it wont no matter what but still working on it helps for sure...

Tricky stuff all the shifts also can be just a hallucinations of the mind until there is just "space" which you can clearely see its eternal immidietly remembered quote that jesus said:before abraham was in the womb I am...

Yeah its pushing you out of the body thats my experience right now its like being surrounded by the pool of water and you the water itself 😅 Any shifts are "good" which doesnt make sense here good nor bad but until you see the whole speace around you is you then one cant see this insanity 😆

True but ego doesnt matter its seen as like a fairy tail... Body is reacting to losing its attachment happened to me also on psychadelics...