NoSelfSelf

That was 100% autistic 😁

What are you even talking about? ??

What a queastion 😂 yes because ill look to how ill get food and take over the animal kingdom 😂 Hunting game would be number 1

That's the things guys having sucuess overseas think they have game and they dont.Game is not about women wake up 😁

Yeah freaky is that even life,death,birth is just a concept 😁 Also enjoying or not you still enjoy 😆

Im writing this to distract myself 😂 just got radical shift of awakening ,which is the same as the psychadelic trip i had, dont know 2 years ago where you lose attachment to the physical body and you enter this complete silence and expansion of the conciousness.It was first very blissful then it went deeper where you just become everything eternal now, immidiet direct experience of all the insights imaginary sages ever said, you can recite everything they "were" saying for hours.Freaky about this is losing sense to the body connection, becoming more and more the source of being ,so ego that cant even be killed is like looking to stay alive by writing this.There is not even the point of writing this only as an reaction of the body wantint to have a sense of reality, i dont know only place where one can speak about this without being shut in asylum 😂😂😂

This is great talk ego vs absolute.. how absolute is not recognizing itself for what it is , but gets easily pulled and contaminated in the world of the mind, which is so complex its crazy/distracting, awarness is so simple but its not because of the pull...recognition is easy when mind is completely silent,tho i wouldnt say easy because its so right in your face that is easily missed... Shift must happen for opening of peace that is not disturbed...

Be careful to understand something that can be understood by seeing it and you see it by being open to not know it. This sounds too Zen it is what it is 😆

I can imagine since i remember you did some crazy things from your journal while back,who knows what happened next 😁 That's my life purpose moderating this place lol...

Yeah probably because "i" wants to have illusory life of growing as a person before "it"drops it,but its all moving at its own mysterious ways...

It seems its like a default feature of conciousness ,but it comes and goes as it pleases its not constant so i dont know...peace and silence is constant...

Ill digest this another time,i had/have similar experience with avoidance ...now i see the problem i meant attaching to a woman(what are you attaching to)not attaching as a woman...

Now its oscilating between ego> to the no mind >to the breaking of the barrier between inside and outside then bliss >then losing attachment to the body 😅

When all stories you made up collapses then you can see it.Laptop is just a concept and what you see is created by god which happened by itself.

Good to see you are alive but dead inside 😆👍

Ohh ok its about being right to yourself so from that everything alignes Game ended player got anihilated 😁 Its beyond the feeling but i get what you mean

Conciousness wanted to hear her voice couldnt remember the name then it appeared in the feed like God plays weird games 😂 https://youtu.be/rQiT3z0rZdo?si=ZjY63sn4MRxeFZxE

What do you mean i am right most of the time?

It cant be said its what is and it never changes,its same now as it will be same billion years from now while falsehood will change into all kinds of new constructions..

Yeah if its not alligned with the truth its seen as just human thing that humans do construction to survive..

Thanks but it doesnt have sugar in it, so its not spice and everything nice 😁

I wouldnt say stupid but i get the point, its just an exeprience of the source like i was thinking that riding a horse would be cool, just as different pov but at the end of the day it doesnt add up because there is no person to get imapcted by the experience if that makes sense..thinking is also different because thinking doesnt stick its floating and dissapears as soon as it appears

More like NoCreativitySelf when you dont know what to call yourself online.

There is just what is you cant navigate or wish it to happen thats ego fairy tale point is why one cant reach the state its because you want to reach it. Immidiet insight you get is that wanting to be joyful is reason why you are not its mindbending..

Thats always the thing with every natural awakening you dont know, but i experienced more than dozens of awakenings and each one pushes you more and more to the source.So its like now i got pushed further even if it comes back.In like 15 years ill be in full blown 5meo trip by sipping beer 😂