Brandon Nankivell

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  1. Short and to the point. Very hard not to breakthrough if you be committed, persistent, and have a natural inclination for this type of meditation.
  2. The scenario I'm looking up at a ceiling fan. I perceive the motion of the fan blades spinning. The problem If the present moment and everything in it is ONE 'snapshot in timelessness' then shouldn't I just be perceiving a still snapshot, for eternity? Like this: Instead, I perceive movement. Like this: Even in a state of no-self / non-duality, this is perceived. But movement requires time, and ONENESS / The NOW implies timelesness, right? So how is it possible to perceive motion? My speculation A thought arising as a memory of the past position of the fan blade, and then the moment changing from this memory to perceiving the present moment in which the fan blade is now in a new position (1mm further than the past memory). And it goes like now > memory > now > memory > now > memory. Like a film strip at 60 frames per second (picture ON, picture OFF, picture ON, picture OFF, etc...) But if the present moment is ONENESS, and there is no separation OR time, then how is it that I can perceive motion/animation/change? Shouldn't I just be eternally perceiving a boring, motionless, static snapshot, and basically have 'eternal amnesia' of ever having seen a different snapshot to the one I am perceiving right NOW? Maybe this is already happening, but I still don't understand why there is the appearance of motion/change. Thoughts? 🧐
  3. That's it. Cheeky, cunning thing Mr. Ego is
  4. I sense a vicious, sarcastic tone to imply that I must be stupid - is this true? To brainstorm: thank you for clarifying - If you're open to further questioning, I am wondering why you've chosen to publicise your brainstorming, as opposed to doing it in private? Making it public tells me that one possibility may be that you are seeking help in some way. Is this true? If so, what help specifically are you looking for? If you aren't seeking help, what are you seeking here?
  5. Thank you for your input 🙏 Right, there's no jump. If I understand correctly, the screen we are reading this on is rapidly turning off and on at about 60 times a minute (60hz). The off setting is just a black screen. In reality, there is no black screen. It's just ON > ON > ON > ON ... But each ON is a slightly different scene to the one before it, creating the appearance of motion. It still seems there are 'jumps'. But instead of jumping from ON to OFF (black screen), reality jumps immediately to the next scene. Why is it not true that there are jumps? How does the soup just change like fluid? It still seems the changing of fluid requires a transition of some sort.
  7. This one is absolute Gold as you are having or immediately after a no-self awakening: The key is to realize the whole point is to dissolve the sense of separation by expanding your identity. Stages 2-4 are basically the same because there is still an identity (subject/object). Don't make the mistake of thinking it takes years to go from stage 2 no-self to stage 3 infinity. Don't pedestal Fronk as if its impossible for you to achieve stage 5 natty state. Listen until you experientally comprehend it right now!
  8. Use discernment. It's not black or white.
  9. In Bliss. *** I'm 28. It doesn't make sense to me to plan deeply about something that is that far away. I love what Jesus says in Matthew 6:34 "Therefore do not worry about tomorrow, for tomorrow will worry about itself." And Baba Neem Karoli. If I focus daily on understanding my True Self, shedding desires, and cultivating the qualities of kindness, discernment, sincerity - I believe that will solve 95% of issues I'd have at age 40. Second to that I focus daily on building my financial competence, social skills, problem-solving skills, health, self-sufficiency skills (growing food, construction, electricity, plumbing, permaculture, sewing).
  10. Follow your passion. Enjoy it! Even if it is easy! If you're passionate, you've made it 🕊️ Life will present with you challenges that will push you into emotional labour anyhow, so respond to them in the moment. 🕉️
  11. Anger = Response to an unfulfilled desire. What do you desire that isn't being fullfilled? Could you let go of that desire being fulfilled? Would you let go of that desire being fulfilled? *** It is the nature of anger to make you feel justified! Righteous! Pseudo-POWERFUL! You may tell yourself you want to be happy, but in Truth, you don't want to, otherwise you'd choose to be happy. But you stay angry. There is a justification holding it in tact. What is that SHOULD you described? Why SHOULD you be angry? Why do you love anger? 🕉️
  12. I have a pattern of beating myself up. Calling myself dumb over what I assume to be something simple like knowing how to use an electric power drill without much experience. Stuff like that. It's improving with the continual catching myself and reminding myself that its nonsensical to make assumptions about how long it should take for something to learn, to assume I should know how to X based on Y, Z etc... Expectation = Suffering! -Buddha I say routine affirmations like I acceot myself as I am, I am compassionate towards myself etc.
  13. Questions you could reflect on deeply: Why does the motive exist to share that within the friendship group? Is it necessary to share your view in your friendship group? Secondary questions: If you were to share your view, what place is it coming from? A need to prove something? A genuine answer of your preferences because you were asked for your view? If they were to shout down your view, what would be the issue? You could accept that you have no control over their response. Are you afraid they won't be pleased with your views and therefore you might lose 'friends'? Specifically, what are you afraid of and why? 🕉️
  14. What are you looking for by making this thread? 🕉️
  15. By seeing the benefit it will bring you to decide to sit down and do it. If you don't see the benefit, you won't do it! 🕉️
  16. I pickup on the energy behind your words as saying, "I am dissastisfied." (with something...) Is that right? You've answered your own question (Q: How much is enough? A: 500K). What are you looking for by making this thread? Is it to share the we should value our time more than money? Or perhaps a way to clarify your thoughts by writing them out? 🕉️
  17. I haven't recalled past lives in this lifetime so I don't claim to know the Truth of reincarnation, my acceptance of it has been shaped however by the influence of Paramahansa Yogananda, saints of similar aptitude claiming its reality, the countless NDE experiences expressed on YouTube, and The Big Book of Reincarnation.
  18. Two ways you could approach this: 1. Is it true that the fear was arising without your consent? Reflect on this deeply. What specifically is the fear? What belief or justification could you have that upholds the fear? What are the pros and cons of continuing to allow yourself to uphold the fear? It can seem like a fear arises without your consent, but that's just because it has become an ingrained habit. Even after you recognize the fear as not serving you, it might still arise for a while. This is 'residue'. It will die off if you've truly recognized the fear as not serving you, and you continue to remind yourself of that. P.s. If the fear goes, the stress will go too. So focus on resolving fear. 2. Recognize the silliness that the Ego (thought) thinks it can be the doer. You've asked "What's the solution?" implying there's a problem. But you've mentioned you've realized you're not the doer; You're the observer. If this is what you've realized, then you wouldn't be seeking a solution, because as the observer, you'd just observe the Ego (thought) wanting to become the doer, as a cloud floating by. It's a fart in the wind. So as long as you remain the observer of the silliness of the Ego (thought) trying to claim it is the doer, what is the problem? *** Who's Ego is taking over? Do you need to allow it to take over? Why comply with it? As the observer, why not continue to watch it? Where is the problem then?
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  20. Being loyal to a true Guru (not spiritual teacher) can be very effective if you find the right one. If you find the right one and then continue to listen to this person, that person - it can complicate things.
  21. Great effort mate. Been growing YouTube channels for 7+ years and immersed daily in YT culture - From what I can see, you've got the some of the basics down which is great. Creating a different style video (documentary) would give you more data to play with, and now is the perfect time. With that said, documentaries can take 10's of hours to create. @Mike-Clum posted his first documentary video and now has nearly 150k subscribers, 4M views: Tonnes of work put into it but the quality is very obviously there. So I'd say if you do try a documentary, spend a good deal deciding what to do your documentary on, and then make every single second engaging. Go all out. Otherwise, stick to optimizing what you've got, pretty sure I've seen some successful channels doing the style you're doing. I've posted YT videos to Reddit before and get similar results retention-wise. My thinking is that a reddit user is in 'reddit-mode' and so they are quickly going through threads, they aren't in 'sit on the couch mode and watch long-form content' frame of mind. But reddit is still good in early stages for getting your channel exposure, so I'd keep promoting there. Keep it up.
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  23. God Speaks by Meher Baba Ah, This! by Osho Surely You're Joking Mr Feynman I Am That by Nisargadatta Maharaj The Truth by Neil Strauss
  25. What is one thing you admired about your uncle? ?