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Realize "being is enough". Do 2week dark room retreat.

I progressed in Leo's LP course but far from the completion, it really needs time. I realized that many things just come with age and experience. It would certainly help me in my 20ies, however, my path would be different and I'm where I'm and should be. I went to South East Asia where I travelled through Thailand, Cambodia and Vietnam where I concentrated more on direct experience rather than journaling and forum. Now, I'm in Doha (return journey layoff) and I contemplate what it has brought into my life. Mostly are the confirmations that people are all over the world the same. I also met several fellow travellers which inspired me in terms of survival within current structures of society, I've seen myself in all of them. I started working on project Self+Love which should be finished/started in 2-3months. Given that I have to board the plane I have to describe it in the following post.

It depends how "honest" - "you" - "are". One you do not know one should be are stuck there, if not you are cheating yourself once you get yourself into black hole you won't go out that easily one needs to wait ages to evaporate, it is the same thing.

macklemore + recent politics + a lot a lot a lot of tatoos ... man, you are firestarter

I realized I did not post since tuesday. Never-mind, I progressed on LP course, I realized that I had value assessment already in various forms before and my life is not too far away from dream life I envision for myself. I guess I look for confirmations of realizations that I already know or experienced before. I worked on course for long-term water fasting where one leads people towards 1week fasting and return, including better diet afterwards. At the same time I take part in kriya yoga course so lets see what it brings because I have already feeling that I know most of the things related to it, I just need more time for practice. Finally, I read Ramaji: Who am I meditation and it seems to me at places confusing, especially with heart on right hand side.

I might and it might not, it does not mater, infinity is infinity. Sometimes I wonder whether aparent world isn't just one stable states and/or superposition of infinity . Re:

Whole relationship commitment is based on separation of self and other. Only if self realizes that there there is no other then there can be enough awareness to accept others and create different relationship structure. I cannot tell you what it might look like because I was not in one . However, I moved close enough that I realized that it can have has even higher survival probability than traditional one.

Weigh yourself in the evening and in the morning and you find out that you are weigh less . There is no cheating just keep hours, eat within 8 hours (breakfast 10am up to dinner 6pm for instance). Obviously, if you keep high caloric diet you won't move too far.

I had small pause due to New Year and I organized myself trip to South Asia. Feel free to use my referral code and tour I take ... ( I hope it is not against the rules, I remove it if it is ) https://www.tourradar.com/invite/yJcVnr My tour at max 30+% discount https://www.tourradar.com/t/130847 I took tour from 25.1.

@Amandine 16:8 intermittent fasting, 8 hours for food and 16 hours nothing just pure water, If you can do it then you don't need any dramatic change of diet. However, ideally no bread, no chocolate, no diary, and no wine , sorry, alcohol has lots of calories. During Christmas I gained 2-3kg and I currently started New Year detox fast I'm in 2nd day and I expect to end up at 70 kg with 176 cm it is ok-ish and I'm going to keep below 70. How? If one does not heavily exercise then you have to do it with diet and I exercise at least 3x per week 1.5h and if I add my sex appetite then it is ok with all foods above excluded .

I had in mind questions like "Is all survival?" "What is beyond survival?" "Who lives beyond survival?" "Can it be expressed in words?" quite some time and I wonder did anybody contemplated such questions?

Why?! Or rather "Is there point of life?" and then potentially Why?

Thanks for opinion, I was just looking into UK and Italy events. Productive from the point of view of self?

Interesting I was wondering whether it is worthwhile to go for enlightenment intensive. 1. Sometimes I use: Who is looking through the eyes? 3. No, no need to marry one question .

Master gives disciple last test, return to your family and spend a week with them. Well, that is what I did over Christmas time ( I visited my family) and it was really enlightening experience. As a summary: I had to accept my sisters self-searching, my mum's selfless caring and compassion, my fathers interest in technical stuff. What I realized was what values and attachments they imprinted in me over my years with them. I have to admit it was not easy to consider they are part of me but I embraced it at the end with calmness and love. On my left hand I started to carry bracelet to remind me of self-love and on my right hand I carry bracelet that reminds me to be compassionate.

Different topic ... Larger doses are round corner, I did 150ug max and I would do nothing and use it for contemplation. One needs environment for larger doses, at least 1full day for it, and I did not want to mix it with micro-dosing. Microdossing (my self-observation): I used it for work purposes mainly . - as mentioned higher level of baseline satisfaction, awareness, happiness - depending on dose: incredible doer or incredibly creative person - clear picture at the state of things - increases understanding of others/other point of view - removes lots of social barriers If you overshoot one starts tripping, then you are not able to concentrate, potential internal shaking, etc.

@Raptorsin7 Baseline is increasing from my experience after 1/2y of microdosing.

I know that there are many questions one is asking, I look for ones that resonate with you the most. My list (order is not important and they can be interrelated): - What is? - What is reality? - Who am I? - Why am I? - Why do I behave like I behave? - Is everything as it should be? - What is suffering? - Why is there suffering? - What is death? - How to live?

I gave friend of mine 35k eur. We agreed that he returns money within a week or so. No paperwork, no interest, just one phonecall to me. He did not return in a week, it was around two weeks but he kept me updated. Even my mum did not want to give me 25k without interest (ok it was for longer period, got mortgage rate) and without paperwork. Yes, I could lose it, yes, anything could happen, what I did I considered a trust.

I was looking into definitions of self-realization and self-actualization. I came across interesting distinction in a sense of Self and its parts. "In self-actualization, the self is viewed only in terms of identity and the consciousness. In self-realization, the self includes the unconscious." Also, distinction related to fact how self relates to the world: "In self-actualization, the self relates to the outside physical world, in creating things and relating to other people. In self-realization, the self relates more to an inner world, in realizing potential and in achieving the completeness of personality." And behavioral characteristics of a person: "A self-actualized or actualizing person is creative and has deep interpersonal relationships while a person who achieved self-realization has inner peace and has a strong spiritual fulfillment." It seems this website should be called realized.org than actualized.org . Read more: Difference Between Self Actualization and Self Realization | Difference Between http://www.differencebetween.net/science/psychology/difference-between-self-actualization-and-self-realization/

I'm going to organize a bit concerning my original goals 1. LP course I reviewed core values of LP course and I already wonder what brings assessment part :). I have to work on procrastination but I've improved a lot over past few months. If something honestly interests me that I fully commit to it. Otherwise, I just linger between not acceptable and just enough.

Once you are born and you don't ask questions, you die. Only once you know the answers (go full circle) you can recognize that there is ultimately no need for questions ore better say further questions. No need to elaborate this I believe .

Yes, I like them. Maybe,one can start packaging them into groups and one can end up having 10groups of questions.

That is a good question. It is a good complement to: "How to live?"

I exchanged journal time with sauna and thai massage so I was in bliss afterwards. I become aware of the fact that all what I'm going to write might be used against me in the future. Despite that I'm going to keep honest posts. One of the goals is finish Leo's LP course, it might fill gaps that I might have in my current journey. I listened to 10-20 percent of videos long time ago, I realized that I do not need it per se and Leo has lots of stuff already in his videos from the past. So I started to review all core concepts and I plan to finish it this weekend.