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@Leo Gura I'm sorry but Actualized.org is some boring ass shit compared to that. Jerry Jerry Jerry!!!

By constantly raising our level of awareness, our base level of happiness has to go up too. It's always our unconsciousness that makes us miserable. That said, you can be a miserable green, a suicidal orange and a quite happy blue. The big step occurs when you get to Yellow/Turquoise.

I'm a powerful speaker who help students discover their LP and live an authentic life. I don't speak to their mind, I speak to their soul. On stage, divine intelligence flow through me. Thanks for doing this mate!

That was an amazing read man! My LP was revealed to me 5 years ago in the form of a vision. Up until that point, I had been suffering from severe anxiety and depression for all my adult life. And then, one night, without any warning, I saw an image of what I should be doing in life. As soon as the vision came, a powerful electric shock hit me at the base of my skull. BANG, I KNEW. Two hours later, I walked into a store and bought for 500$ worth of gear for the mission. Three months later, I dropped out of college on a whim. For the first time in my life, I was not asking questions or trying to understand things intellectually, I was simply executing on what felt right and true. It's like something had grabbed me and made me go insane. Five years later, after many trials and almost going bankrupt, the vision has finally been realized. I'm now self-employed, on the path to mastery, giving my gift and starting to make some good money. I know my LP will probably evolve with time, but for the moment, I'm right on it. OP talked about the soul being in charge of our LP and I think he's right. I feel my soul profited from a slight crack in my ego to show ''me'' my LP on that curious night. It's like it said : ''Ok, you've suffered enough already. Let me show you something that will blow your mind and expand your heart.'' Thinking about it today, there were many clues in my childhood and my adolescence that pointed towards my LP. Finally, I feel LP is something that we have to surrender to more than something that we have to find.

The Way of The Superior Man! Here are my two favorite quotes from the book. ''A man must be prepared to give 100% to his purpose, fulfill his karma or dissolve it, and then let go of that specific form of living. He must be capable of not knowing what to do with his life, entering a period of unknowingness and waiting for a vision or a new form of purpose to emerge. These cycles of strong specific action followed by periods of not knowing what the hell is going on are natural for a man who is shedding layers of karma in his relaxation into truth.'' ''It’s easy to feel disappointed by life; success is never as fulfilling as you think it is going to be. But there is a reason for this. Successfully completing a lesser purpose doesn’t feel very good for very long, because it is simply preparation for advancing toward a greater embodiment of your deeper purpose. Each purpose, each mission, is meant to be fully lived to the point where it becomes empty, boring, and useless. Then it should be discarded. This is a sign of growth, but you may mistake it for a sign of failure.''

One of my best decision in life has been to drop out of college and start my own business. It was a bold call but I had a strong vision (unlike you at the moment). Do your homeworks, complete the LP course, be patient and listen to your intuition. Eventually, the decision will impose itself.

You're back in the ordinary world and the status quo doesn't seem to bring you peace.

@sgn Yeah man, the ''dream job'' that isn't one. You're not a cog in the machine but you're not free either. Wishing you the best!!

I used to be a miserable online poker player (from 20 to 27). Today, I speak about LP to high school and college students.

Five years ago, after another dreadful day at work, I asked Google: ‘’How to find your life purpose’’. Being the reliable friend that he is, Google lead me do a bunch of exercises about my passions, skills, values etc. I lost the journal that I used that night but I remember writing furiously for a solid hour. As I kept writing, I started to feel some palpitations in my chest. It’s hard to describe, but I got the sense that something important was about to happen. And boy was I right! No later than couple minutes later, I had a vision! I saw myself giving a powerful talk to a crowd of high school students. The image was immediately followed by an intense electric shock that ran down my spine. HOLY SHIT!!! Trusting the vision was coming from the sacred, I dropped out of Uni not long after to work on the project full-time. Keep in mind that I was a pretty nihilistic guy before that experience…Today, my speaking business is going really well but I feel another change coming soon. I regret not being able to fully speak my mind in a school setting. If I were to do it, I don’t think principals would keep writing me checks. I don't think they would like it either if I told you that I just bought my first bag of mushrooms lol.

I'm taking the LP course atm and I've just found out that my number one value in life is freedom. Problem is, it's negatively motivated. I've always hated school and every job I've ever had made me feel like a slave, unhuman. I just can't stand doing shit I don't care about. In the past, I've even told friends that I would rather die than continue being a slave for someone or some corporation. That desperate need to break free from limitations lead me to quit a well paying job and build a business around my passions. Four years later, I now do meaningful work and earn a nice living do it. Can negative motivation ever be good?

@Leo Gura I love freedom because it allows me to build my own schedule. It allows me to do personnal developement work, to work on my LP, to go on a Vipassana retreat if I want to (I'm contemplating a first one). Freedom is the doorway to my higherself. Ok, I'm beggining to feel grateful for the freedom I now enjoy Last night, I felt very resistant to come up with positive elements. In fact, I even felt justified to hold grudges towards the system. Who am I if I'm not resentful? That ''up your ass'' attitude had served me after all. I think I'm starting to get it. Thx Leo!