Charlotte

@DrewNows try reducing using a picture resizer app?

@Aaron p ?

@DrewNows thank you ?

@Shin I'm joking. Chill Winston

Shin rejoicing from one press-up

More dualities I thought of: Pain Satisfactory and unsatisfactory Suitable & unsuitable Sunrise, sunset Night and day Tidy, cluttered, neat, untidy

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2.4 microdose today. Observations... Feeling a bit 'fluffy'. Started a new term of philosophy Tuesday. P2_H01.pdf

Dualities... all the elements Materials

@ValiantSalvatore ? Thanks for sharing! Can you tell me how you did your shadow work please or a link to something? I read the link you previously posted. Sounds interesting.

Also I'm gonna be randomly writing dualities here which is just saturating my mind at the moment ? The whole calender Seasons (winter, summer etc including rain, wind etc) Silence (I love this one) Shapes Sexual orientation

This week has been simply eye opening, insightful and profound. i feel I've worked through a lot egoic attachments and now the most deep rooted ones are showing themselves. A lot of this week has been about insecurities. Insecurities has been present in my life since I was a child so therefore it's heavily attached as a identity. You can feel the rigid'ness of them but they have surfaced even more so, to the point that they are screaming to be looked at and transcended. I'll book in with the therapist. Yesterday was extremely interesting. I had slipped back into an old unconscious habit but this time round it was different. I could actually feel the distance between the Self watching it happen and the self playing out the identification of the behaviour. It was fucking amazing ? Also I'm booking the accomodation for my first (adult) psychedelic trip today. 17-19th may I have the pod booked for. Gives me plenty of time to get some camping gear together and that.

@DrewNows ah right I see. Understand yeah.

@DrewNows no worries dude you thinking about doing it?

Definitely yeah

@DrewNows what do you mean?

@DrewNows Sometimes when microdosing and walking in nature I close my eyes. It doesn't feel like I am closing anything off by closing my eyes, only strengthening the connection to nature/energy. Does that make sense?

@dimitri Oh wow! That's amazing. Do you plan on doing another?

Today was not the day but that's okay. I did not microdose either. Ego backlash came in big time. I've also been contemplating some from what might seem, simple yet overlooked topics (to me) Happiness. I 'thought' I knew what this was. I've identified a certain type of emotion with a label and lived by that for years. This came about whilst watching Leo's latest episodes. Once you start realising the things you have been taking for granted where based on belief you wonder what else there is. It all comes up when it's ready to be observed. Leo, I don't know how to thank you ♥️

Duality

@dimitri @dimitri Awesome! How was the trip? Wow! That's amazing! @Shin uh huh

@dimitri Hi there. First of all there's nothing wrong with your English, it's brilliant. Did you do the full dose? I haven't actually had LSD I use mushrooms but I'm struggling to find accommodation to do my trip due to the time of season, everywhere is fully booked. I'm still actively looking though. No doubt when I do do it I will be reporting on here ?

What do you mean shin bait you right into it?

I'm ready. Today is the day.

You turned to distraction didn't you (repression) but I could see by doing so it would prolong the inevitable.