Charlotte

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With increased consciousness comes great responsibility. Great responsibility. You can no longer point the finger, deny or blame. Not if you're radically honest with yourself. Over the past month or 2 I have been non stop working on myself. Observing and investigating. Taking radical responsibility somehow in a counterintuitive way frees you of so much unnecessary suffering. It's magical how certain people come into your life and mirror something for you. They become your spiritual tool for the time being. You see everything is just perfect. Always has been. Control is illusory. Fact. I see in every day life how we create our reality. It's literally mind bending. Love is always there, it's us, it's always the answer no matter what. ❤️ I'm also feeling called to do a mushroom trip again. I go to Montenegro & Croatia on the 18 August- 30th August so I will book somewhere when I return. I also start college again in September. Maths, psychology and science I've chosen so far however that may change.

I got sick. On the mend now ?

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'I was brought up to feel how I feel, consciously. To know how I feel and never deny. If I want to, to tell people... if the feeling is strong enough. So I'm telling you, from a vulnerable place, I love you for all that you are, for what you cannot see, but I can feel. I cannot recall a time in my life where I have felt this unspoken connection with another partner, we are a gift, a blessing. We are the universal infinite love people speak of, it is us and us coming together has provided the perfect host for it to reveal its blind but impenetrable force and manifest. My thanks and gratitude for your existence extends beyond anything measurable. I deeply feel we have something worth nurturing and I'm willing to tend to it like a newly sprouted fragile seedling. To put in the hard work whenever and wherever it's needed. I promise I will always be honest and upfront with you because like I said, I was raised to speak from the heart and the heart is truth ♥️'

@zeroISinfinity ♥️

No such thing. This is something you're creating. Define 'right'.? Be aware at what you may miss whilst you wait for this better conceptual girl.

@zeroISinfinity Love your question! Come to realize there is no battle. It's illusory. The battle is what contributes to suffering as it's more duality. ? The heart and the self are 'one'

@Shiva I know dude I know ???

Love this

I am so much love I don't know what to do with it. I want to go around the world holding my hands out offering it to people. it becomes too much. How do I contain this? What do I do with it? It's radiating from my upper body outward. I cry so often with joy of this love. More and more it is coming forefront. I close my eyes and I see me stood over the planet giving and sharing this beam of love over all, like the sun saturating itself over the planet and beyond.

https://www.doyouyoga.com/how-to-love-without-expectations-60536/

https://youtu.be/8KkKuTCFvzI

I know absolutely sweet f all. I'm vulnerable af. Sometimes I get scared of being exposed. There isn't much to expose left but the remains still linger.

@Shroomdoctor write down ten things that haven't happened yet. Then show gratitude for them as if they have happened. Go through them and live them in precise detail. Feel what it is like with each one. You may see you will struggle with some of them... You may see where you need to do the work. E.g. you feel you don't deserve some or one of them. Then inquire about that. Etc ♥️

? "For fuck saaaaaake!"

Nothing can survive outside of love. Love is all consuming. It will transcend everything into itself. Counseling this morning for me has been unbelievable. I cannot put it into words. I want to cry. I accept everything. I see now. I was blind. but that's okay. It was what it was. love is guiding the life I am living. Love is the life. I held onto so much, I held onto it because that's all I knew. A part of you has to die, leo is right. a part of ego died this morning. And in replacement of that, what was there all along was love. The weight, it feel, has been lifted. My eyes don't feel glazed as much anymore. I feel pure, raw and vulnerable. In a beautiful boundless way. my heart is beaming through my chest. This is guiding me to life purpose. It's actualising my life purpose. How can I love and heal if I cannot apply that directly from oneself? Now I can. ♥️

Is there ever really one Absolute... One Absolute truth? Everyone's own experience is relative to them via communication. We listen to another human talk about the Absolute, we maybe able to relate but have a different experience or perspective on it, so who's is the Absolute? I've realised that every single fucking thing is relative to one's own perspective/mind set/paradigm/outlook blah blah. How could we ever truuulllyyyy know there is ONE ABSOLUTE truth? Like truly. We can't. Can we?

@abrakamowse yeah I understand what you mean. Thanks for explaining ?@Conrad ♥️

@bejapuskas that's interesting. Could it be like a self sabotage behaviour?

I have this baseline of frustration always humming in the background and I don't know why I think I'm so polite because I still people please I'm still insecure and sometimes talk to myself like shit and beat myself up. I sometimes portray myself to be someone I'm not.

Thank you all for your replies. Appreciate them all ♥️ @Shin I plan to @kieranperez thanks for the link!

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