Hello from Russia

How do you define a "full dose"? Is it what they call a "Breakthrough dose"?

Sounds like you're definetely a sensitive one How much experience you had previously with meditative practices and things of that nature? I have a theory that people who have higher baseline of consciousness have much more potency when it comes to psychedelic-like substances and, really to all psychonaut experience

Lol, it all can be changed/worked with Having "overweight genetics" is not an issue, you can be extremely hot having some excess weight and a lot of guys will actually prefer chubbier girls over girls who are extremely thin. We actually like chubby, what we don't like generally is extremely overweight people, which is not an issue if a girl desires to work on herself However if she has indeed extremely overweight genetics and all her family were giants, I don't really see it as a problem. She just needs to find a giant ass man who will find her attractive. He'll probably want you to be as healthy as possible though still But then again, it'd just be a 0.1% case anyway. The thing is, 99.9% of women can improve in all these areas drastically, given they will be willing to give up what mainstream beauty industry brainwashed them with

It's very contrary to what most people believe, but it actually quite easy to develop nice tits through going to the gym and working on them with some specific exercises. It can boost tit size +1 or sometimes even +2 and give it a nice beautiful shape. Most girls who have no tits just have weak almost 0 tit muscles. When they start working on chest muscles, tits start to grow It's not some 3rd hand knowldege, I saw it in my direct experience by introducing my girlfriend to the gym and going here with her. You can actually grow and shape nice tits and it doesn't even take that much effort cause if you had 0 tit muscles, even newby gains will give you amazing tits. All women that go into gym with me have amazing tits if they exercise seriously So, not buying much into these "women have less developmental ceiling". Looks are by far one of the easiest things to fix both for men and for women. All you gotta do is to learn proper wellness and self-care techniques, no matter what your gender is. What hurts the most is trying to cheat the system and chronically using a shit load of cheap makeup that is filled with heavy metals instead of working on your health and really meaning it. I see no way how a girl cannot drastically improve her looks by dropping all of her bullshit makeup and just working on her body deeply for 2-3 years as well as psychological stuff for double effect

But bottles usually come up with diverse types, at least more or less expensive ones, am I wrong?

Can you please elaborate?

But Leo, for example if we market conscious things. The problem is that conscious things have such a bad appeal and the perception of them is so negatively biased, even if we somewhat neutralize the 'picture', we can still move forward with them And what's the problem with bias anyways? We are here on earth to have our biases in a sense. Maya is the world of bias you could say, it's the name of the game. What's wrong with promoting things that will assumably be healthy for society? In a sense you're doing it yourself in your videos. You're constantly marketing various conscious stuff to us, highlighting the benefits and presenting the "mundane" life in a very negative light. It's usually SUPER negative because you want it to have some emotional impact and this is your bias which is fine In a sense, not having any bias and emotional charge for these things would be a disservice

But it lasts only like 5 minutes. Or you mean basking together in the afterglow?

Meh, my problem is that if people at least a little bit smarter, our conversation turn into a philosophical shitshow It's great, but I still feel unfulfilled because so much of the time is spent on correcting their epistemics vs actually trying to grasp the truth or finding some new insight. You start to feel like a therapist or coach dealing with their bullshit, lol But then I just can't help myself because usually people are so shallow and don't care about any of this stuff at all, so even if a guy has shitty epistemics but at least philosophically minded to some degree it feels good I guess just gotta find the right pack

The religion of tomorrow (one of the latest books) is very very good and pretty comprehensive

I tried vaping for 1 month with 0 nicotine liquids. I still experienced negative effects on my lungs and cardiovascular health off of it so I threw in in a garbage can. After 1-2 months of NOT vaping the effects went away

It doesn't really work in practice. It's like saying - go shoot only 0.1g of heroin (Or what is the low dose, I don't even know) and then stop. Or take just a few bites of a hamburger in MCdonalds and then throw it away These things work like rabbitholes, lol

But your decisions will still be hijacked by your epistemics and what your in-group thinks and likes/disikes It baffles me in recent time how little people think about their most important decisions and how much they give away that process to their in group and those that are high in its hierarchy Such bullshit, but seems like it worked very well historically, lol

Hey, would love to be accountability partners with someone as well, girl or guy, I don't care Dm me

Do you know any tecniques how to cope with this? Especially when you're inside a very shitty situation

Sounds like you are lacking in leadership and she is actually waiting for you to take her

I am a guy and she still taught me a lot of great psyuchological techniques/frames, not to even say she is extremely hot and pleasant to watch It's like a Victorian model girl turned spiritual teaching you about enlightenment Spirituality can be sexy too after all ? (hence infinity)

She is sexy, who wouldn't want to live with her?

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Recently I was contemplating a topic of when one should have kids. When you contemplate such topics it is very easy to instantly summon into your awareness a bunch of "good" criteria, a sort of PERFECT conditions that is a very good idea to meet before seriously going after this endevour. And especially you start to think that this "good" criteria is applicable to all humans. And if only the whole globe would be more "rational" and "wise" and follow yours or simillar criterias, what a world that woule be? But this is a load of horseshit! Why try to meticulously analyze and rationalize every move you want to do with your life? Always be checking in with some "high wisdom" of sorts. Isn't it what takes the actual magic of life away? doesn't it take away the fundamental art of your being away? which is following your innate most authentic intuitive desires for their own sake, despite the possibility of them being very irrational Why the fuck always be rational? In my opinion there is where stage yellow cognition starts to fall off. Why always be rational? You can't really fully take in the beauty of life if you're always looking for some kind of epistemic PERMISSION to do a certain thing. Instead of just becoming this thing just for a sheer desire and enjoyment of it. Just because for some reason you decided to BE IT, to take such a form. Just for its own sake, just for the sake of creation This is where most of us fall short on this forum, in my opinion. We always seek to invent/find some type of authority that would "guide" us and tell what's good and wrong. So we can then pretend that we are doing something "good" and rational. That we are "good boys" (And "good girls"). Why play this silly game at all? Why not just do things more for the art sake? So that is basically some thoughts that I had the other day, would be cool to hear some of your perspectives on the topic as well

Does 5 meo/regular dmt ever take you to weird realms? I remember you once mentioned "it's a pure consciousness". But does it mess with your surroundings at all in your experience? As turning your room into a complete warphole without anything to ground you

Still using his squirting technique to this day

Dude, the neurons that die probably don't come back, but It doesn't mean you can't create new ones

I found it to be so true actually If you're trying too hard that means your compatibility with a girl is shitty and you gotta move on