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@tedens Maybe I shouldn't have asked then. It's just so strange. The correct answer is probably what Nahm gave. But it does not not matter, I do not believe in scientists or science in general anyway.

@Nahm Mhm?

Science is a joke, pure fantasy and delusion. As for now it doesn't at all know or understand what reality is and how it really works. And don't even make me talk about materialism ?

There is only It (that which you and everything is, call it whatever) . Your experience of me being real was it. It's all it. There is only It.

I wrote on my topic '' The ego is a concept'' that when I became aware that the ego is God the sense of ego or' 'I' ' was completely gone, non-existent. Only God was left, there was Only God. This lasted for about 8-10 sec and then I came back to my ordinary awareness and concluded that the ego must be God because I just became aware that only God is. But Preetom said something in that topic which made me aware that my experience actually means that the ego or I or Me doesn't exist at all. It's just a concept or thought, it doesn't really exist in reality, only God does. It's Only God and whatever is and isn't is God. But there is something (I don't know what but probably maya as described by the great upanishads) that conceals the Truth that only God is and that you are God. This thing or no-thing must be seen through and transcended in order to become conscious that there has always been only God and that the ego never really existed or was real in the first place. It was only God all the time eternally.

I don't know if it has wishes or desires but yes nothing can stop it from doing anything for sure?

@Consilience Yeah but once on weed I became conscious that It is I and everything. Right after that I became aware that It can do anything it wants cuz it is Everything. What can stop it from doing anything it wishes?

9 You can also call God 'It''. It here refers to what you really are. But you are right God is ultimately a concept and using It is more appropriate. This It is Everything and omnipotent which is why I like to call it God. I am conscious of It and that cannot be described in dual language or with the mind.

@Joseph Maynor It cannot be located. It simply just Is.

@Joseph Maynor I understand that and I agree.

@now is forever As God I know I am everything including what you mentioned. And I fully embrace all of it because it is I (God) and thus I cannot reject any of it.

The ego is a concept and an illusion. With illusion I mean it isn't what it appears to be. In reality the ego is God because it cannot exist as anything else. There is no '' me'' or ' 'I' '. Both are actually God. You see, you see how it is a complete illusion? Your ego, your mind, your direct experience and your awareness and your body is God.

@Joseph Maynor In my case it is clinging or better word being immersed in God-awareness. That cannot be pointed to. It simply just is.

@now is forever I agree. But I am conscious and aware that only God is and that I'm God. I've had several non-dual experiences both high and sober which has made me more conscious of this. This didn't happen by reading any books.

I'm not clinging to it. It's something that I'm conscious of. I don't cling to it only, It (God) clings to my awareness and mind. To answer your question: Not much lately.

I know that but I will still do it. Should be obvious for you now why that is so.

@now is forever I said I don't identify myself as a pantheist but that you can say I'm a pantheist because they say basically what I say: God is Everything and all that is.

@Joseph Maynor I think I will stick with being conscious that I am God, but tnx for the advice??

@Joseph Maynor @Joseph Maynor I agree. So before I go to sleep, can you tell me what being is pointed to? Or is that impossible to do with language and the mind?

@Joseph Maynor Okay, I understand. Being cannot be pointed to just like God. But have to sleep now, see you ?

@Joseph Maynor So what is being pointed to? There is actually something or rather no-thing which is Everything. You can say Being is Everything cuz that's what you are and what you actually are is also non-dual and everything.

@Joseph Maynor Is Being everything?

@Joseph Maynor God. Now I have given my personal answer to all your questions. I asked you one question and you haven't answered it yet. I won't answer more of your questions before you answer my question. Again, a yes or no answer is more than great enough for me.

@Joseph Maynor That's right zambize

Yes, but you can either be conscious that God or being is Everything or not. Simply a yes or no answer is more than great enough for me.