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Psycadelics can leave you more deluded and confused than you already are. It's in no possible way superiour than intense meditation or self-inqury. It's a slow and many times painful process, but the natural way is how it's designed to be. Most, ungifted from birth, can simply not realize the obvious or awaken to the supernatural spiritual realm. That's why psycadelics exists, to come to the aid to such beings. And it's a good aid, but that which is temporary is not equal to that which is permanent and the case at all times, under all circumtances.

Indeed, God is none other than The All/The One. What did you learn from these interactions? What did it tell you? And yeah, I would say that dark entities are your own creation from past trauma etc. Some can of course be just others creations, like in dark magic. There are a lot of dark magic practioners. People who wants someone killed or simply to suffer, use to go to these kinds of practioners. Prophet Mohammad used to recite this everyday and told his followed to do the same, to protect oneself from all kinds of evil, including supernatural ones: "Say, I seek refuge in the Lord of day break. From the evil of that which He created. And from the evil of darkness when it settles. And from the evil of an envier when he envies." I'm not Muslim but this is interesting, since I believe Mohammed himself had some powerful paranormal abilities where in others eyes he could perform seemingly impossible things aka miracles, which explains why he was so succesful as a supposed prophet.

The point, for me at least, is not to kill or even transcend the ego, it's simply becoming conscious of what it is. You will find ultimately that it is not. You are pure nothingness, pure emptiness, pure formlessness. That's one aspect of yourself. You are also total awake awarness. Totally conscious. Dissolve any possible seperation between yourself and The One, all this is mind-created. The One aka God is none other than YOU. You are none other than The One. But becoming conscious of this requires that you first get a direct connection with your Self/God. Follow the process of Self-inqury and meditation, let yourself show itself the way ? As God told Bayazid Bastami, "Leave yourself and come." There is one distraction and that is the mind. Become conscious of this fact, become conscious of how it literally creates falsehood, entire realities. The remedy is to empty your mind, empty it until nothing is left. Become the Supreme witness and observer of the mind, not attached to it, not identified with it. Simply observing it's creations come and go, being completely neutral to them, letting them come and go, for you are not your mind. You are not your body, you are not your personality. You are Nothing=God.

I can't remember claiming to be "enlightened", whatever that is supposed to mean. If I did, I did so out of ignorance. I'm conscious that I am God. I'm One with myself.

NOTE: This is not made up. For many, this may sound lunatic, simply impossible, made up etc. If you don't believe me, that's okay. But if you believe me, just know that everything I will write here was actually my direct personal experience. This will be long but it's worth reading it all. Take from it whatever you like. This is to show you just how radical, extreme and simply magical reality can become. So here we go. Before this experience happened, I was already in a very radical state of consciousness. I was in the town, my entire body was energy, everyone and everything was this one energy. But let's continue. I was now on my way to train to get back home as it was now late. As I sat waiting for the train, a woman was arguing with another man. They were both angry, then the man got on his train. Then my train came and the woman took the same train. For some reason I feelt horny and decided to try and hook up this woman. I told her I had some weed, if she had a place we could smoke togheter if she wanted. She said okay and we went to her home. Note, in our entire road to her home I was still in this state of consciousness, energy was pouring out from her directly into me, way more powerful now. We got to her home. I took off my shoes, went to couach and got some weed out while she asked me some questions. As I was making a joint, she suddenly stood up and kneeled in front of her tv. Then she told me to come so I went to her, stood one feet from her while she was in her knees. I asked "What is it?" and then it suddenly happened. In an instant, she literally throwed handcuffs made of energy around my arms and feet. Then a very dark and powerful entity emerged from behind my back. I got literally terrified, I couldn’t look at it. But there it was, fully alive and existent. I lost all control. This entity literally moved my body back to the couch. The woman was sitting beside me calmly, while I was terrified and utterly confused as to what is happening. As I sat on the couch, this entity forcebly took of my pants and shouted with all it's power "Suck me!". The woman, calmly said "No" and took up my pants. Suddenly another force emerged in front of the tv. It was a very powerful round dot of pure energy spinning around. It suddenly pooped there in an instant. I felt and now know it was God itself. Just the sound it made when it came shouted "God" instantly in me. I looked at God for like 3 seconds and then my head was controlled by itself directly towards the woman. I was still terrified. As I looked at this woman into her eyes, she gave me a clear signal to keep looking at her eyes like my life depended upon it, and it feelt that way. In shock and horror, I gazed into her eyes for my very life. We gazed for about 4-5 minutes. In these minutes, she was throwing energy into my eyes, into my very soul. This dark entity became weaker and weaker, I could feel it altough all I could do was to focus on her eyes, like intense focus like I have never done before. 4-5 min of this gazing continued until she said with a smile "I have always loved you". At this point, I couldn’t feel the intense dark power and energy of this entity. After she said "I have always loved you", the spinning energy now came and literally spinned my head around 3 times. At this point, the dark entity was gone. The woman, holding my hands, stood me up and told me to lay in the couch, then she gave me water with 4 sleeping pills to drink. I remember drinking it and shortly after going to sleep while I was looking at this spinning energy spinning around and around with this godly power. When I woke up, the woman was just looking at me like nothing happened. Remembering everything, I asked "What happened?". She just stood up and pushed me, told me to get out. So I did. I never meet the woman again, I didn't have her number and nor do I remember where she lives. I don't know how this supposed "human being" could do this, I don't know what she truly was. I just knew what happened and that it was the most ultimate and extreme experience of my life.

Note, this happened years ago. I forgot to mention that. From the Absolute point of view, all this may be all God's imagination. However, any finite being would get shocked, being there, more real than real. It might all be imagination. An imagination which never the less feels pretty real. Imagination=Reality, no difference.

Facts. ? To know oneself as the Only One is to dissolve any possible seperation between oneself and The One. The One=You You=The One I love Meher Baba, no doubt was he a very awoke being. Altough I don't buy into the notion that he was the avatar and all that stuff.

@erik8lrl She was non-human or indeed just extremely powerful and conscious human. In either case, she knew everything (the energy happening etc) and had no fear in her. @Mu_ I smoked one joint that day.

I remember and I will make this short, that I saw God from my window appering as this immensly bright light, everything around this light were happy to see it, I remember becoming conscious of how specificaly the trees became happy. My family saw it too, well not really, but in another dimension they saw the light. Suddenly, in an instant, it disappeared and everything came to normal. I thought my family saw God, but they just looked at me and asked "What is it?". They were clueless and in shock and bliss I said "Did you see God?" And they said no. Which makes me think now, that it's indeed possible that we are within God's imagination. The way everything in an instant was thrown into this dimension even my family, then how it just instantly dissapeared, leaving only me knowing of what just happened.

There is risk indeed. Depends on you of course, how far you go, your genetics and all that stuff. This aint no game due. But I know every human being wants to reach the highest, it's born within our very spirit. If you want the Absolute, something to shake your life, then spirituality is the way but it isn't easy from my experience at least. But go for whatever feels best for you. ??

It's a ride, it has it's dark and light sides. But I would say go for it, you only live once as you. Why not put yourself and reality to the test? See what she can do ?

@Matt8800 @Matt8800 Actuallly I will create a topic on this tommorow since I have good time then so you and everyone can read it, believe me or disbelieve me. Just putting this in words will be difficult, but I will try to be as direct and accurate as I can. This was the peak of my state of consciousness, the most ultimate and terryfing thing I have experienced in my entire life.

@Matt8800 I also faced or rather was possesed by a very dark entity, it's form was dark and I remember seeing that. I can tell you the whole story in pm if you want to of how it first came and when it showed itself absolutely, and how God came to the aid as this powerful Omnipotent energy once again. Crazy shit. I don't know what kind of state I was in, but I experienced a lot of crazy and seemingly impossible things. In this regard, we may have a lot in common ? I believe fully and absolutely in everything you say bro, cuz I know this stuff is undeniably real.

@Matt8800 Since you can communicate with spirits, do you think one day you could somehow reach God and in some way have a communication with it? Go for the highest bro. I remember quite vividly when I meet God, it came to me as an Omnipotent and All-loving force of energy. I remember I was too afraid to even look at it, I looked once since I feelt I was allowed to and I remember seeing powerful blue and white energy. After that, I remember asking this energy "Are you all-knowing" and somehow which I can't explain how, I got an instant answer which was "Yes". Then I, with my face turned away from the Supreme, got bombarded with an attack of love which literally moved my body, it was just one smooth movement of energy, with pure love and understanding. I just cried instantly. Cried and cried.

Yeah, it's pure magic. It really doesn't matter if consciousness (God) imagined all this into existence, that just makes it more magical ❤️ It's crazy what a "human being" can experience. Consciousness can experience all kinds of states, all kinds of experiences which will leave any finite being in shock and wonder.

Nice bro. You are gifted ??

Idk, most places. Just ask someone for a genuine guru which is woman, they will give you several places to go to, even follow you if you give them some money.

Like India. A lot of guru women there. A guru usually has paranormal abilities. And they usually use it for the good.

I think a "withch" is simply a woman with paranormal powers/abilities. They can use then for the good, or in dark evil ways. Never the less, stuff like this is undeniably true and real. Speaking from direct experience. In other words, I myself wouldn't fuck around with such women. Like a woman with personality disorder, you don't want to be there when she turns into another. Been there long time ago, just me and her. I didn't know shit about it before it happened. Just thinking about it now is scary. But I just had to keep it cool until she returned, in case she would kill me or something if I tried to run away.

Yeah ??

There is only God. All will is God's will. There is no seperation. You are God right now, you are the Infinite right now incarnated into a limited finite individuated unit of itself. And that's how you want it. It's beautiful. Infinity=finitude Infinity=God God=Infinity You=God God=You Everything=God=You

The unknown just excites me really. There are other stuff I'm afraid of due, but when those things are cleared up I will die. Maybe in a 5-10 years, I think I'm really ready for it then

Aiit. How did you acquire these paranormal abilities? And all this, how is it related to awakening and being awoke? You see, in the old days, I was in some radical state of consciousness. I could sometimes read others thoughts, birds and bees would communicate directly with me in way which I never the less understood, and I could both take in energy from pretty much everything inside my own body which in that time became like an system of pure energy. But I was still not awoke, far far away from it. Altough in the end, I have no doubt that I meet and saw God several times, I was still immersed in the sense of ego, more so than now. And for some reason, I never died altough I had several OBE and alot of other crazy shit.

Haha yeah me too. Let's die together and see what happens. Imagine both of us becoming God in the same room after dying

I think it's more radical than that. The ego is the very sense of "I am", the sense of being a seperate individual. The way Leo desribes death, it seems to be very extreme and radical.