Vipassana

@Recursoinominado ahh i shouldve said it better! Just surrender to the juices for the first few weeks and use husk and clay when you're deeper into detoxification

@Recursoinominado i was poopin since day 1. What kind of juices are you drinking & how much? I would suggest using anything other than juices after the first few weeks. It does sound frustrating

@DrewNows i innerstand brother. It does have alot to do with fear. I haven't done research (experiment really) to know that this is the way. Thank you for introducing me though. Also our environment is much more toxic than people who initially discovered shivhambu (the hindu scriptures) so im not sure if right now is the right time for me to do it. I would be much more open to doing it after I go through a certain level of detoxification.

@Natasha thank you ? really excited to finish this process & get on board with a great diet

@DrewNows the universe has somewhat flooded my reality lately with orin therapy but I just can't get myself to be open to drinking it because it really does feel like the piss contains something that wants to exit my body, not put back in. If I am undergoing a health crisis, I would probably try it but as of now, i cant see myself drinking my own urine in the name of health and wellness.

Day 70 ladies and gentlemen. Heres what I baked today in my oven (I phrased it that way intently because it does FEEL like my body is cookin something up all night & havin it ready in the morning everyday)

@DrewNows its been a journey brother, still in the midst of the detoxification. Feeling very inspired to transform my relationship with food @Moon still solid ?

Day 60 ?

Its day 41. Havent really prioritized this thread. I am feeling great & have undergone alot of detoxification. Update vid coming soon.

www.omegle.com you can find liberals, trumpers, sjws, libertarians.... all kinds of people and have a conversation witha them & ask questions. Since the lockdown their traffic has increased x5. I think it can be a great tool for learning the spiral easily & independently. A few days ago, I talked to many conservatives & liberals as a stage green hippie type

We all have it.. Most of us treat it like a decoration. The tendency of ALL hair is to coil and lock up if left unbrushed and regularly washed with ONLY clean water. The Hindus and the Rastafarians have been wearing dread locs for thousands of years. What do you think the biological and spiritual significance of hair is? I doubt it is just something useless God gave us so we can make ourselves look better. I'm growing some attachment to my hair (no pun intended) & just the thought of cutting it seems very crude. I understand that getting a hair cut is painless but I would still want my limbs if it was painless to cut them. It just seems something deeply grained into our culture especially in developing countries where a long hair is automatically associated with being a Thug / Druggie / Hippie etc and a neat cut is the mark of a 'normal' human. Would love to hear your thoughts and any knowledge you have about this topic! Correction: *We all actually don't have it. How could I forget *

Deep respects to this guy man. Awake or not, props to this guy for letting his body builder identity go and do this fast for spirituality. Really challenges the stage orange paradigm. I just hope he knows about ego backlashes ?

@Nak Khid yessir I did & i'm sure he had his own concepts & intention to do it for spiritual reasons although I think the point for fasting for spirituality should be to detach from food temporarily & soak in the wisdom that you're not your body, nor you are the hunger but as he mentioned, he spent the whole time thinking and planning about his food which does make him seem like a complete noob and also, he pretty much lost all credibility when he was going insane a few months ago. He might have felt the need to do this to redeem himself in the public view. Nevertheless, he did accomplish the whole 40 days which is pretty significant, especially considering his survival as the old Connor dependent on his massive physique. But its still not over because 'any fool can fast but it takes a wise man to break a fast properly'

@Nak Khid Well he live streamed the whole thing and meditated everyday He uploaded a clip similar to mine lmao

@Leo Gura wow man. Its truly strange what you're going through. I underestimated the diversity of diseases and illnesses. There are way too many people claiming to have the ultimate solution to all problems & it takes something like your condition to go down countless rabbit holes and realize the relativity of health. Unfortunately the only way to advertise is to make it seem like it is a shoe that will fit all. In terms of getting energy, you've mentioned that you tried juices. Does drinking liquid still make your digestion react the same way? Aside from fruit juices, other juices don't have much calories so it isnt sustainable & you mentioned that you cant really handle carbs but if it doesnt cause a huge reaction then it mignt be viable to replace a meal or two with liquid. I've been drinking only juices for the last 18 days, largely fruit because Im still young and can handle the sugar load pretty well. Getting alot of purification done. Super grateful, especially after watching the blog video.

Its surprising how you @Leo Gurahavent tried fasting yet. It seems like your body is signaling you to stop eating or atleast thats what I would assume if it was happening to me in the beginning stages. I think whole of animal kingdom stops eating when they need healing done. You mentioned that you will be trying it, I hope this will be the one that brings you healing bro.

@Jacobsrw absolutely & I hope you were humbled too

@Space raise his own consciousness & open the mind of his viewers to new possibilities.

@DrewNows I can definitely stand by this. My diet for 16 years of my life consisted of potatoes, eggs, meat & cheese until I made the switch to a better diet when I turned 17. The foods that would've made me literally throw up if I tasted them or even smelled them in their raw state.. are the foods I m enjoying everyday. I think the microbiome and the gut brain connection has to do alot with our desire to eat certain foods habitually

I'm getting to a point where I feel like I have to abandon one of my babies... neglect to say the least. After reading a book called 'The One Thing' it was clear to me that I needed atleast 4 hours of uninterrupted deliberate practice every single day to get on track to mastery. I have a longing to become masterful at both digital art & meditation. Is it conducive to have two different domains of mastery? Especially in the beginning phases of my life purpose? In a sense, meditation is difficult but takes very little creative energy although it provides me with alot of creative energy. The more I meditate, the more I am creatively juiced up but it is super time consuming when Im meditating 4+ hours a day. Also meditating long hours also comes with immediate ego backlashes where I get alot of inner work done but I'm more likely to procastinate on my creativity for the rest of the day. I can intuit the answer and the answer is to meditate a few hours a day and invest rest of the time into digital art but I also feel like meditation is a deep part of my life purpose & I strongly feel like life purpose & awakening doesn't have to be two seperate endeavours. I don't meditate solely for awakening purposes, the radical transformation it has brought into my life in just a few years has permeated through each and every part of my life. My concentration has increased immensely and I am able to endure emotional labor and repetition. I know the importance of having a good skillset & I won't be able to sustain my survival if I can't afford to pay the bills so I'm facing quiet a predicament. Ideally, I would be waking up super early and accomplish 4+ hours of deliberate and uninterrupted practice for both activities but as of now, its not practical because of my bad habits & my bodies demand to sleep 6+ hours. I guess a good question is, what is the difference between domain of mastery & the ideal medium when it comes to daily responsibilities and activities? My ideal medium is fueled by my mastery. I want to 'teach consciousness' with my digital art instead of teaching digital art with my digital art so gaining insights and mindfulness is absolutely essential for my life purpose. The trade off to pursue both is that I have to abandon activities like research & development, journaling, contemplating & reading. I can still fit that into my schedulde but I won't be able to do it for long stretches of time.

@Nak Khid Nah man not at all. My thoughts are very scattered & I really don't focus on them. The only ones I focus on are the ones that have a alluring quality because they are so insightful and creative but even those I let go after I become aware. Why do you ask?

Ive been pretty much drinking the same juices everyday. I Asked a moderator if I can post pics of my bowel movements so you can see the fuckery that exited my body if you choose to do so. I think posting a link to screenshots with discretion is harmless. ITS DAY 12 & I FEEL GREAT.

@herghly wow dude. No I havent been doing any shadow work. I just figured meditation was a panacea when dealing with the shadow self, especially when many of my meditation sits are being still and not reacting to the mind-body tantrums ? but I now realize that isnt the case because I've spent a few months journaling daily & digging through my shadow self which gave me alot of results.