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Ayahuasca can be terrifying, i wouldn't use it alone. Some of my trips were maddening, dark and super intense. I suggest you to stick with what you can find (usually shrooms, LSD and even high-quality weed) until you find a safe place for you to use it.

Can relate. My biggest mistake was learning too much theory, books, videos, courses etc, and not enough action. I estimate that my ratio theory/action was 20:1 and this caused a lot of problems, anxiety, confusion, i was ungrounded as fuck because of all the dissonance cognitive. Consider that deep identity-level change is uncomfortable, sometimes it is almost maddening, especially with all the consciousness work we usually do here. Literally, as you do the work, the reality is changing and this is frightening to the ego. With time, i learned to ground myself and to be ok with all the chaos around me, which is a great skill for transformation.

That's some great storytelling skill! First time i saw him in a video. I remember Tyler in one of his freetour videos talking about how there is two paths for a MPUA to take, one you can become lose all your outcome dependence and completely self-validating, the other path is to do the opposite and become extremely validation seeking and be amazing at making people (mostly women) give you validation and he said that's the path Mistery took, he was insanely good at making people validate him.

How to integrate Stage Red:

I grew up in a large city and lived there all my life. I am also ultra-introverted, can go long stretches of time alone and in the city I was longing for some quite time. Last year I said fuck it, and went to a more isolated villa in the middle of a beautiful valley in my state, spent q month there and loved it. Decided to drop everything to live in a place like that, ended up in a small villa at the beach with 1000 people max, the lifestyle is completely different and, 5 months later, I decided to go live in a even bigger city than the one I lived all my life, this is because i came to the conclusion that my biggest goal right now is to build my career and my online business and i it is better to meet and live with people that are vibrating in that frequency. Here is almost like a paradise and people tend to get pretty lazy and a little too comfortable, smoking weed, socializing, going to the beach and working only enough to be able to keep this lifestyle forever. I don't want this and in a big city, this is possible. This city is São Paulo, in Brazil (comparable with NY), it is known by this fast rhythm of work and abundance of opportunities, there is also a lot of parks and cities near by i can go and chill for a while. There is, for instance, a beautiful vipassana center 40 min away from the city i could go anytime i want. You can find peace in a city if you chose the right one, but it depends a lot on what are your priorities. If you don't know yet, i suggest you to take a leap of faith and i guarantee you will find out.

Contemplation + writing, but i don't do it nearly as much as I should.

For an enjoyable trip, you have to be in an optimal physical, mental and emotional state. Do a detox for a couple of weeks, eat clean, take care of yourself, meditate and see how do you feel. Those meds can make you feel withdrawn symptoms which makes you anxious and restless, and it is not a good idea to take psychedelics when you feel this way.

I love how women love to talk about how a proper man should be, like they have any clue and aren't partial as fuck.

It's a great complement. Leo doesn't talk much about it, although he talked a little in the past but it a fine subject worth getting a deeper understanding. For me, this is the basis of self-actualization.

I discovered him last month, good stuff, he read great texts that don't have professional narrators audios available, which is nice. I also bought his book on manifestation.

I heard good things about it and when i saw Leo's post I decided to give a try and I am really liking it. On my pc I always used Ad Block but on my iPhone there is no ad block so i had to endure annoying ads all the time, sometimes during the fucking video and i couldn't listen on the background, today was the first time i listened to videos on YT with my phone locked, life-changing lol By the way, i got 3 months free trial

This looks like me tripping lol

The first step to self-actualization: know exactly what you want. Did you watched Leos videos about contemplation? Try to contemplate exactly what you want out of life, be as specific as possible. Generate your answers, don't look elsewhere. If I were you, I would focus first at becoming financially independent. If you escape wage slavery, become an entrepreneur, with an online business, you can work from anywhere in the world, it will be way easier for you to focus on enlightenment and consciousness.

I mean, what did you expect? Most people never heard about consciousness end enlightenment, hell I don't even know what do you mean by "pursue consciousness" and I am a self-help junkie. You can't just go telling people about those things and act surprised that they don't understand that it is "beyond their current level of perception" (seriously?)... First, be clear to what do you mean by wanting to pursue consciousness. Don't expect anyone to support you, especially financial support as they probably don't know what you are talking about nor do they care if they knew. You could: 1. Play their game, go to school as they support you financially, while you do your thing on the side, pursuing consciousness (whatever that means). Show some results first, go teach yoga, meditation, go start a YouTube channel, a blog, write a book, start a coaching business etc, only then they are going to take you seriously. 2. Don't play their game, follow your heart and go on your own, without depending on anyone. Assuming you are 18+, you are free to do whatever you want of your life, just don't expect anyone to pay for it. Please, don't be impulsive or do something radical and stupid, approach your life with as much wisdom, vision, groundedness and strategic thinking as possible.

Exactly, you answered yourself. How easy is to substitute 8th-grade math teacher? Or a nurse? Yeah, you could say that they provide good high-conscious value but the scale that they provide is really small. There are teachers, for instance, that make millions of dollars if they know how to explore their talents, commit to mastery, teach in an efficient way, can market it etc. See, Leo can be considered a teacher and it is certain that he makes a lot more money than your average 8th-grade teacher because he provides a lot more value not just individually but to humanity as a whole. I mean, really, how useful was all your math education throughout school and how useful can be a 30h Life Purpose course that Leo provides, for instance? IF you think about it, a lot of people really do care a LOT about sports, in a way they are like art. Yeah, you could live without it, they aren't as essential as engineer skills, let's say, but is life really worth living without art? How can we place a price in art or sports?

You have to take it seriously, like a job. Only professionals will grow. Have a daily schedule, all planned out, for every single day of the year. Consistency is key, the best ones post like 3-5 posts a day and 10+ stories. Always improve on your content, visually and content-wise. Create cult-like followers. Pay for other people to promote you. I lived for a while with a girl that has 130k followers and she works all the time, she is always with her phone on her hand. When we were watching some movie, she would spend 70% of the time playing with her phone on Instagram. Everything she does is an excuse to make some content, always filming and taking pictures of herself and editing the material. You don't have to be so extreme if you have a solid strategy and routine to plan content, post, time you will interact with followers etc. But it did opened my eyes to what it takes to succeed.

Of course, tax the shit out of them, create social policies that stimulate the circulation of money, especially from super-rich people. Money should absolutely be circulating, not being hoarded but we also lack the experience of being a billionaire, maybe they have plans with that money, we don't know, maybe when it is said that Jeff Benzos has a net worth of 170B, it doesn't mean that he has that money on some bank account, I am no expert by I would bet that he doesn't have instant access to not even 20% of that money. Maybe someone more knowledgeable on the subject can explain it better. But for sure most people imagine that those billionaires have all that money without doing anything with it. Also, you absolutely have to EARN your success, as Charlie Munger said: “To get what you want, you have to deserve what you want. The world is not yet a crazy enough place to reward a whole bunch of undeserving people.” Recognize that when you see with a lot of money, it is certain that they also provided a proportional value to society in a way or another. As you said, it is easy to shit on Amazon for not treating their employees with the respect they deserve but it is not so easy to chose to pay more for the same product in another site that will not provide the same quality of service. For instance, it is common knowledge that Apple has people working in semi-slavery conditions in China to make their products but how many people would abstain from buying one of the best smartphones you can buy for a moral principle?

I noticed that a lot of green people have not integrated orange yet and this come from limiting belief about money, success and entrepreneurship. Most greens I know demonize rich people, specially millionaires, billionaires, big businesses like Amazon, Apple etc. The problem, in my opinion is to see only the toxic side of orange. For instance, it became mainstream to shit on Jeff Benzos for having a almost inconceivable amount of money, they see it as a zero sum game, if he have a lot of money, he must have taken from the poor. Which is naive and narrow-minded to say the least. They shit on capitalism not recognizing the insane societal advancement it brought to us the last 200 years. The other day I saw a green stage post shitting on billionaire saying that they became billionaires by two paths: inheritance or exploring the shit out of the little man. They don't see all the hard work, focus and vision it took to get there. They shit on Bill Gates for "only" donating something like 500 million dollars to help the poor and this is a bad thing because he has a lot more, meanwhile, they can't see that bill gates did more to mankind that they will ever do. Can you imagine a world without Microsoft/Windows? Can you imagine something like that being created in a non-capitalistc society? It is very ironic to me seeing green people talking shit about Bill Gates from their PC or Apple from their iPhones.

This is not your first topic and the last one didn't make much more sense than this one. Have you considered reaching for some therapist? Psychiatrist or psychologist, someone you could talk to face to face.

All from RSD and from Todd Valentine (after RSD, solo career). I learned a LOT from watching the RSD free content on youtube, a lot of gold nuggets there. They deleted everything but with a google search you can find where to download everything.

@Jaccobtw How small are we talking about?

This is mine, took several hours to finish but it is awesome!

Flatline is a widely reported phenomenon. Part of the healing process, it will get better eventually. IMO it makes the process easier if you don't freak out about it. Being horny all the time trying to not Fap is pretty hard, one moment of weakness and your momentum is gone.

It's about your inner game. When you know that every time a girl sees your dick, she will brag to all her friends about it, you will have a lot more confidence in approaching women. The reverse is also true if you have a 3-inch dick or less, you can be sure the word will be spread out, think about it, how much more anxious you would be?

Big dick energy is a thing, bro