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@Javfly33 Im gonna try it some time! Right now I started with a simple morning routine: Wake up at the same time, End the Shower with Cold Water and at least 10 minutes of meditation. Also I restarted excercising every day. I committed to NoFap again, because that's my most toxic habit. And I put the day in 3 4 hour chunks and in any of those chunks I try to do one good thing for myself which I plan at the beginning of it. So thats my starting point. Im gonna try to hold that up and increase the good things if things go well.
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@Javfly33 Could you elaborate on how exactly fasting benefits you?
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A big problem is the fact that my psyche has had a massive effect on my body. I have inflamation throughout kind of all of my digestive organs, my heartrate just goes from 60 to 150 for no reason and I feel extremely exhausted no matter how much I sleep. It renders me kind of useless.
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@Dan502 Was in a psychic hospital and all that jazz. @Leo GuraYeah I am basically a master procrastinator. I even procrastinate through learning more theory, as if that would change anything, So the answer on to how to learn to do emotional labor and hard work is doing emotional labor and hard work? Shit I had hoped it would be chaos magic Well one more try I guess. Less planning, more doing.
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Shroomdoctor replied to EvilAngel's topic in Spirituality, Consciousness, Awakening, Mysticism, Meditation, God
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So I followed a dream I had when I first started Self Actualization: Composing music for Film! I would really appreciate your feedback on my first showable piece: @Nahm @Charlotte
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@Nahm Thanks man! That means a lot to me
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I am 100% sure that Porn and Masturbation is the reason all my efforts failed in the past. The best I have ever felt was on a 100 days streak. I recommend the book "Your Brain On Porn" for a deep analysis of the issue.
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Hello, For about four years now, I have tried every angle possible on improving my life. I tried to create good habits, I tried to read books, I tried medication, I tried psychological help, I tried self-love, I tried meditation, I tried to build something I might get good at, I tried and tried and tried. Still nearly every day, I wake up defeated, full of angst, and just tired of all this struggle. I really don't want to take my life. I really want to discover what I can do positive for the world. I wish nothing more than to have a purpose, than to be somewhat of a pillar of light. But every day, that seems more like a far fetched dream than something I might attain. I am loosing hope, and to put it frankly, I'm just fed up with this struggle. Is there something you might recommend on how I can stay on the right path? On how I can put up with this, and somehow not just give in? I am thankfull for any advice. Thank You for your time.
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Good Evening, I have thought a lot about my life in the last few weeks, and I realised that Personal Development has hijacked my life in a very unhealthy way. I had become obsessed with bettering myself for the sake of betterment, becoming extremely frustrated and falling into deep depression. Now has come a time, where I need to stop following and start carving my own path into life. For that reason I am leaving this Forum and will stop watching Leo's videos. I need to find out for myself what I want from life, where I want to go and what I want to be. And I need to stop constantly worrying about how actualized I am. Nontheless, I thank @Leo Gura for his videos and I thank especially @Max_V @Nahm, @Marinus and @Shin for their contribution to my posts. Maybe I will come back to this forum in time to tell my story. Good luck for you all!
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Boi this mindset of everything has to be productive is so fucking toxic. Go have fun, play video games, meet frieds, live for gods sake and dont worry about every fucking thing being productive.
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Hello guys, I uploaded my first acoustic cover on youtube. I know it is not perfect, but I am proud of taking the first baby steps. This is around 3 months of training without prior guitar or singing skills. I appreciate any kind of feedback. @Nahm @Shin @Max_V @Marinus @Charlotte
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After watching both a lot of JP's talks on Society and Leo's viewpoint on society, I have come to the following very important question. What does society, wealth, and sucess work on and how is the "pyramid sheme" or the "dominance hierachy" based on: Power or Competence? I would like to have a discussion on that and see your various viewpoint, as I myself try to find out which of those is true. Especially I would like to hear @Leo Gura's opinion on that specific question.
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Hey guys, I'm in quite the crisis right now, and I would like you all to help me out with something if you can. I have the massive fear that this shit doesnt work at all, and that people on here never actually accomplish any "real life" or lets say "orange" goals, like financial independence etc. Since I started SA, my life hast just turned to super shit. I went from "normal" (a.k.a studying, prospect of high paying 9to5, normal hobbies, friends, some addictions) to utterly wrecked, cant seem to fathom working in 9to5 at all, cant concentrate, severely depressed, landed in a mental hospital, started getting into dept, suicidal etc. Either I did everything totally wrong, or this is all a big money grabbin sheme, or I am in the fall before the rise? I don't really know. I don't know what to do, where to start. I feel like it is all hopeless. Can you guys : a) give me some advice on what to do? b) tell me, if you yourself actually accomplished big stuff through self actualization, tell me a bit about your journey? I am thankful for anything you can do to help. I severly need it right now.
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@Truth Addict yeah im kind of in the "i realised I dont know at all which beliefs to believe" phase. @d0ornokey Im preeeeetty sure I know what I want to do but I am also preeeetty sure I dont know how to go about it. @ajasatya I'll send you a pm.
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So I have updated my plans for the first quarter of 2019 and decided to keep myself responsible through doing monthly updates on my goals. If you wish have a look at my vision page for 1/4 of 2019. The next update will be on February the 1st. @Nahm @Shin @Charlotte @Psyche_92@aurum@Max_V The full Vision Page: 2019 Planning Part 14.pdf
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Felt incredibly overwhelmed, had suicidal thoughts, went to a local clinic. Time to reflect, gather strength, plan, strategize and fail forward to success.
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Just leaving this here. I will become a singer. And I will stop at nothing to get there. Fuck expectations. Fuck realistic jobs. Fuck everything. Will get back to you when Im famous. Im now off to sing all day and then do it all again tomorrow.
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Hello my friends, After a long time another post from you favourite Shroomdoctor. I had a lot going on and feel like I need to get some things off my chest. So I spent the last year learning how to fuck girls. And Ive gotten decent at it. Even though mostly through dating apps, I know how to turn a date into sex. Its kinda gotten easy. Interesting side node: I ALWAYS hear "why do you stare at me so intensely", when I am actually present. It makes the girls slightly uncomfortable but also very...interested? hard to explain. I like that. So I fucked a bunch of girls and tried a relationship with one of them I liked. It quickly went south as our values didnt match enough and I could feel her loosing attractivenes, so I went back to fucking other girls and wer decided to fuck once in a while because the sex was very good. So after a while we met again, had sex, and she went home. And I felt awefull. Totally wretched. Because every time I had fucked her, she looked at me with love in her eyes, wanted to cuddle etc. This time she just instantly vanished. Its not about this one girl, I am not still attached to her. But the kind of sex that we had, loveless, transactional. It felt like picking up groceries. It felt like I had abondened the meaning of it. And I realised that I actually just want a loving relationship with one girl, where we are there for each other and only each other. So I will search for that now and stop just fucking around to stroke my ego. Btw for the guys that have trouble finding sex. Just keep going and try to learn some material from The Natural Lifestyles on Youtube. Very authentic and concious pickup group. I dont know why I even post that here, just needed to rant. I hope all of you have a wonderful day.<3 @aurum How do you see that, as you like polygamy? @Charlotte @Marinus @Shin @Max_V
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@Spiral Thats not my experiance. They dont complain about it. They literally tell me it makes them feel insecure, excited and like I really really see them. Im also not doing it on purpose. It is literally me just being with them.
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@Charlotte Thats actually my middle name. How did ya know?
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@Marinus I will my friend
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@Charlotte Well yes, with love in this context I mean a partner for a relationship that fits.
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