Florian

@Viking I am in the same spot as you, but two days ago I managed to talk to a girl.When I said that she is beatiful, she answered with a smile and then I instantly asked if I could have her number and she stopped smiling and said no, XD. I don't if that was because I asked too fast for her number or because I was too insecure. I guess it was because I wasn't confident enough though. But I didn't manage to do that completely alone, I was with a friend who pushed me to do it and I drank like a sip of beer before so I was a bit more relaxed. Don't want to relay on the alcohol though, so next time I'm going to do it sober.

I once had a discussion with someone about what the purpose of life is and I said that it is to produce children and she said that your life purpose is to create your own life purpose. And now I had the thought that you "only" create your life purpose to have sex anyways because finding your life purpose is also finding your identity and women (or feminine people in general) are only attracted to something or someone with an identity (which is masucline). So in the end the purpose of life is still having sex and shit, isn't it?

I'm coming from your video The Grande Model Of Psychological Evolution and I had this thought while watching it since you compared it with a pendulum: If every stage is like the side of a pendulum which ist swinging (your stage develops), then doesnt the pendulum stop swinging at some point which would maybe be enlightement? Because the more you go up the stages the more they come closer to each other (yourself and others) and in the end it would be in the middle.