Florian

@SoonHei why the fuck the ninja? @Member I didnt't see anything at all just felt. But I have severe sleep problems at the moment, like I always wake up in the middle of the night after 2-4hours of sleep only and cant fall asleep again at all. @Javfly33 whats a hypnogogic state?

@28 cm unbuffed I think its like this: Every possible life purpose is basically the same in the way that they all serve to find love. They just look different just like people look different.

@Leo Gura To be honest I am not really into this work so I don't know what karma is either. But reading this: it still seems possible to me that these strengths are related to this. Maybe they just scratch the surface of it but if someone has "light karma" maybe that "manifests" as the strenth of Spiritualty. I mean if someone observed the human being as a being and wondered what it is and then made up these strenths to understand what a human being is about but he didnt take a very deep look into it then doesnt that mean that these strenths could be seen as like the branches of a human (if you compare a human with a tree) and the karma you talk about is like the roots or something And: Is it still possible for someone with heavy karma to get free of it and then have light karma like these people you mentioned? Like even if someone is not spiritually hardwired enough for a certain level of spiritual advancement, why can't this hardwiring change? How is this hardwiring recognizable? Can you see it when someone easily gets into fight or flight mode or if he/she always thinks about food/sex or sees everybody as competition or something like this? If this is the case (I really don't know) then what happens if this person lets go of this deep desire for like for example this classic survival in the flight or fight style. Does this lift some of his karma? I just don't see why it wouldnt be possible to become more spiritually hardwired. From my perspective it's either possible that I just don't understand karma, this spiritual hardwiring and overall am just a newbie and don't understand things or you somehow are wrong about this maybe because you want to make people believe that they can't get to these levels (maybe you are too proud of your achievements and want to keep it the way it is)

For around 2 weeks now I have the problem that if I go to bed to a normal time I wake up after 2-4 hours of sleep and cant get back to sleep at all. Normal time means I fall asleep around 12 am and would normally sleep 8 hours and have a timer at 8 am. Some backgroundinformation: -Before those 2 weeks my sleep rythm was very fucked up. I slept all day and was awake at night basically which means specifically going to bed somewhere around 6 am-8 am and getting up 4 pm-6 pm. -The day it started I planned to change my whole life basically because I just finished Leos life purpose course actually and I said to myself I will see my "old life" as dead from now on and the time that I have left is like a bonus and I will use it completely do what I want and have an adventure or whatever. -I noticed that I had nightmares ahead of the first times I woke up and I wrote down what I could remember after it happened a couple of times cause I thought that it might show me the reason why this is happening and if there are any dream experts here I could write what I dreamt because I feel like that actually means something. -The first few days I just had very little sleep all the time, then I just surrendered and went back to my fucked up sleep schedule and started taking valerian which is supposed to help with sleep but takes a little while to have an effect. Now I took it one week and tried to fix my sleep again skiping a day of sleep to be able to fall asleep early in the evening and this shit happened again nothing changed. I feel like subconsciously I just fear what I wanted to do and don't want to give up my old life which basically is full incel lifestyle. And now I traumatised that part of me or something to the point that I have no control over it. I would really appreciate some info that gets me out of this because I feel like this could become very harmful to me in the long run.

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I thought it might be that the "Spirituality, sense of purpose, and faith" one could be related to spiritual talent but I don't really have a good understanding of these strengths and I don't really know what you mean by spiritual talent either.

@Leo Gura Does the spiritual talent you mention stand in any relationship with one of the 24 strenghts from the source within your lifepurpose-course?

Either I don't understand what you say, you don't understand what I mean or you just answer some shit that has nothing to do with my question. So I understand the grace which you talk about as "luck" but I mean more like what potential would someone who has better "spiritual wiring" or spiritual talent than Leo Gura who also puts in the same amount into it have for potential? Obviously it is not 100% that he reaches this potential and he needs "grace" (if thats what you mean by it) to reach that potential. And what do you mean by apppearance? Is this "spiritual wiring" just appearance? Have I misunderstood this? Or do you talk bullshit?

What do you mean by grace? And if so what if Leo happened to be much more "spiritually wired"?

I recently had this thought that "mother earths" love is the gravity with which it holds us onto her. And then I had the thought that our solar system is like a family or a tribe in a bigger dimension. kinda funny.

@Leo Gura What if a person that is much more "spiritually hardwired" than you puts the amount of effort like you into it?

Hey Leo, I often read through some threads in this forum that I find interesting and then I see an answer from you with some super valuable, great insight. This happened twice yesterday, first was that growth happens in spirals and second that being natural gets you laid. Can you just answer this with a random insight? Drop it like a rapper would drop a freestyle.

Well, thank you, I'm on 2 hours of sleep again, but this gives me motivation to start working out lol

I will try working out let's see. And no I don't meditate before but I will try that as well.

@fridjonk well a bit. A few weeks ago I tried to implement a new way to work out for myself cause I heard somewhere in this forum that actually an hour a day is not enough and you need to use your body constantly or something (I think it was called blue zones or something, didn't do research though) and then I thought I would just do some bodyweight exercises every 30mins and I did for a few weeks I think I stopped somewhere around the time this problem started. It actually felt really good though.

After you take psychedelics there are mecanics of your ego/mind to get back to homeostasis. If you become aware of these you could let them go and maybe keep your state of consiousness. I think the 4 wishes from the book the Sedona Method are a good orientation for how to let these mecanics go because they are basically the root of these mecanics. There are propably other methods but I thought of this first because I use the Sedona method a lot and I think it would be very effective. You propably need a very good understanding of this concept of the 4 wishes to use it excellently but I'm just saying that is a way to do it. The main point is that you could become aware of the mecanics that pull you back into unconsiousness and let them go.

Seems to me like the/or one of the root causes of your problems is that you never got that love from your parents (maybe especially your mom) that you wanted and needed. I feel like letting go could help you A LOT if you practice that. For that I would recommend you the book "the Sedona Method". Really, it helped me tremendously and I had similar problems. Especially letting go of the 4 deep wishes that everyone has which is explained in the book. Or another thing to do is practicing self love. I guess you do that by becoming consious of one aspect of your identity and then just loving it as hard as you can. Leo has a video on that which I didnt watch so maybe there it is better explained. You seem to want to control your parents to get the love and safety you needed. That will propably not work. Use your creativity to get free from your parents.

@The Don I think he means that 75% of humans were made while the parents were drunk

@Raw Nature But what is the purpose of this list? I dont get it I mean like, do you want to learn about this or do you thing this is valueble information for everybody?

Why do you do this list?

https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCeY3vg1r0KrvuyPOi7T39eA Seems reasonable to be placed in this category to me, give me your thoughts.

@Keyhole Ok, imma make that happen.

Could be useful to rework this section to "healthy ressources" and then divide it into the different stages of Spiral Dynamics, so that a person who is for example orange could go to the orange section.

@SoothedByRain I guess I misinterpreted the high consiousness section then. He is propably not valuable for people beyond yellow but if you are below that he seems like a very healthy guidance to get to that yellow-dating level.

I think he's higher like yellow even. But I'm not an expert with Spiral Dynamics and I might be wrong.