Shakazulu

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  1. @Superfluo right now I’m reading The Living Legacy of Trauma book, what do you recommend?
  2. @Ulax the book is giving me a greater idea of what trauma is and how trauma makes me react.
  3. @Leo Gura oops, thought I was being concise. Im unable to sleep with them or even set up another date after the first time meeting them. 1. I’ll meet them 2. I’ll give off a great first impression & get their phone number/contact info 3. they’ll stop replying to me or lose interest after texting me for a period of time
  4. @Ulax thank you!!! for the Living Legacy of Trauma I’m on worksheet #6
  5. @Leo Gura ive been Gaming for three years so I guess the last three years I’ve been honing in on the attraction phase. I’m struggling to keep the ones I’m most compatible with. My texting game needs work. Once we start messaging after we meet, the relationship falls to pieces.
  6. @Ulax thanks a lot brother ? I just bought the transforming living legacy audiobook
  7. @PenguinPablo there’s a lot of people in Toronto. I wouldn’t be surprised if there are PUAs ? everyone I know has been to Montreal but me, why would you rather game in Montreal though?
  8. Hello hope you are well and happy. I’ve been gaming for about three years now and I’m looking for wings in Toronto feel free to DM me
  9. Sure you can sit around but sometimes aggressive people need to be put in their place. If you sit around and take his shit, he will continue to treat you anyway he desires. I’m not staying you have to start a fist fight with him but he might not respect you until you are willing to fight. The kid in the school yard who gets bullied is the one who’s not willing to defend himself.
  10. @eos_nyxia thank you! It sounds like you’ve found a process that works for you. It’s interesting how we look for the “ missing “ parts of ourselves in others. I’m starting to understand the importance of trust in one self and trust in others. My pain isn’t so much from the woman I attract, I tend to attract amazing girls but it’s me who is self sabotaging the relationship from going forward. Me being sexually abused at a young age created a high level of neediness for woman. It made me grow up with a lustful mind and as you know romantic relationships at a young age are about the value we can provide in the moment. So it plays out like this: I’ll meet an extraordinary girl, we’ll go on a date, we’ll talk about life, spirituality, what we want in the future, she’ll often open up to me telling me about her life struggles, traumas etc. have an amazing time then after the date when we’re texting, after about a week or two she’ll back off and lose complete interest like we never shared a special moment. To sum it up it’s about my neediness and woman losing interest.
  11. @Cassy0110 thank you Cassy ? I appreciate you!
  12. @Loba thanks a lot brother! It’s interesting to know that I’m not the only one. Self sabotage is a killer. Wishing you abundance and success ⭐️
  13. @Raze I’ve never done MDMA, I’ve done Bryon Katie’s loving what is, which was pretty cool. The Sedona method is something I’ve heard of. Maybe I should try it next ⭐️
  14. Been doing Kriya consistently, been practicing the beginner Pose for 80+ days, 20 min should I increase my time? How does one prepare for the next step of kriya practice?
  15. @charlie cho thank you hahaha. I needed that one. This injury stems from the days of me not seeing clear. Good thing we are awakening so now we can improve on our weaknesses.
  16. Every now and then when I’m practicing my yoga routine (Mahamudra) my right knee literally locks and I can’t complete my routine. Any solutions to aiding or building knee cartilage? 13 Years ago I slightly torn my meniscus on my left knee so I guess my right knee compensated for my left. I BELIEVE THIS CAN BE SOLVED, THERE HAS TO BE A WAY
  17. @undeather this is incredible!!!!!! Thank you, I’m thinking if I should get the book or the online course
  18. What is the official chemical laboratory name for the Ketamine Leo mentioned in his video? It does not sound too bad. How does one safely consume theirs? Through snorting it or taking a pill?
  19. I’ve seen Leo’s new detox video about releasing metals from our body for better mental performance and overall health. This is a thread dedicated to those who are responsible and interested in following the process. I’m starting the detox this January
  20. @gettoefl thank you for taking the time to read this. I appreciate you
  21. great new video by Leo. I found myself shedding tears after realizing how True this is! The first cause of my people pleasing comes from my parents. They came from Angola to Toronto when I was one and their message was always. “ we came here for you to have a better life “ i always had a monkey on my back making me feel like I constantly need to be achieving in my life. When I was fourteen I started making music and being known as an artist was how I received the love and acceptance I’ve always wanted. Eight years later I’m here and everyday I worry because I have a big list of habits to complete so I can actualized my life purpose. ( great course by the way ) I completed it three and half years ago. I’ve honestly sacrificed a lot the last four years. Relationships, friends, money and time. Dedicating my life to finding what is true and building skills to become financially free so I can escape wage slavery. There’s other things I wish I could’ve accomplished but I wouldn’t be who I am today I can be alone but a part of my people pleasing stems from an incident that happened when I was around 4-5 years old. I was sexually abused and I didn’t realize Or admit to this until I was 21 (one year ago) It took a healer and a 5-MEO trip for me to come this conclusion, when I did, I had a mental breakdown. I found RSD When I was 20 and it gave me the gut feeling that something happened when I was a child, turns out the trauma that affected my love life was when I was sexually abused. After learning more about the opposite sex I realized how many guys go for one girl. If she’s attractive, now with today’s internet. There will be 10-20 guys trying to get her and this frustrates me because I have no choice but live in abundance or else I’ll be too needy to even get the girl. Now I’m in this cycle of constantly going out to get girls because because I’m afraid of being A needy guy and losing the girl I want. thank you
  22. Hi everyone my name is Alvaro, artist name Moreno Zulu, from Toronto, Canada. I’m a artist, I started rapping in 2012 when I was fourteen, after completing Leo’s life purpose course in December of 2017 and continuously working on my purpose here is my new double music video called Lullaby. Today my top 10 values are: Wisdom Self Expression Joy Self Actualization Nature Leadership Freedom Adventure Health/fitness Purpose - peace and love to all
  23. I PUT A SPELL ON YOU!!!! Purple romanticized
  24. @Adam M LOOOL. Good one for sure
  25. one is my favourite games of all time. jak and daxter. Stage purple for sure