Shakazulu

I see a radicle difference in how i relate to woman and how they respond to me. I'm in this cycle of wanting to be in a relationship one day then wanting to be completely alone another. Its like my brain cannot find a reason to take a girl on a date and have a relationship. Some days I feel so unrelateable even to my friends and family. Some days I relate with the world like on another level... i don't relate with the world everyday however......

@Hansu I just did the checklist and I realized: I don't want to " give-up " time I could use towards myself on another person if it's temporary - my new perspective is: I can still work on myself while having time and energy to care about someone else. This does make sense because I dropped out of college last October (I'm 20) and went full head into my life purpose/actualizing journey. With pressure from family and those around me, it feels like I forever have to be on my toes grinding. I can't miss a day of anything, I need to execute and " be perfect " catch my drift?

@Aakash hey, mind elaborating? ?

@EternalForest thank you for ya time ?@Hansu Hansu! Awesome advice. On the actualizing journey communicating ideas is difficult sometimes because you know what you mean but don't know how to say it. One second I think it might be cause of khundalini, another this another that

@Enlightened haha facts, I felt Leo's definition of a cult is more profound than I can concieve . I say I know but do I really know?? And wow that's fair!

@EternalForest oh yea, I finished the course about a year ago ??

@Bluebird @How to be wise Thanks guys

They say a true seeker, does not plan to achieve anything / practicing non- attachment is great. When I don't have to question my action, is this an action of pure intent?

@EternalForest thanks for the advice! Developing passion and self drive? I get what you mean but it sounds grey

How do you guys measure yourselves by Spiral dynamics?

@Anton Rogachevski interesting and dope blog! The point you made in prayer raises an eye brow ??

@Hellspeed pain from the truth?

What's the perks/cons of living a life where our karma is burnt?

@wavydude realizing truth

@ajasatya dissolving the ego

@wavydude they say khundalini yoga burns our karma?

@herghly haha, that's probably it

Hey, hope everyone's doing well on their journey I've been getting random neck spasms? One night I woke up caught this random neck spasm? Thanks

My Monday to Friday spiritual practice had been up to 2 hours for the last 5 weeks. Mixing khundalini with some zen practice. How long is little practice, how much is too much?

@Joseph Maynor thanks big bro

I have a feeling the OX is a symbolization for something. I'm assuming there's a being which arises

@Serotoninluv " the tracks of the OX " ? Mind speaking on this

@Nahm @Serotoninluv note to self, there's much work to be done.

@Nahm lol you confused me here but I guess I can because I've seen things(objects) on this planet before @Rilles interesting ?

@zambize something did arise before, that's what I'm questioning lol. But thank you