Bittu

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  1. This album was produced as a result of LP course taken a few years back. Thanks Leo and Actualized crew. I hope you Love it!! https://donaapo.hearnow.com/ 17th March 2023
  2. I cried a few times in my house whilst bootstrapping myself up as an artist. Now my project has been growing as I've been learning to market myself more efficiently. Many struggles, of course! All worth it a thousand times over!
  3. I got first introduced to Leo's work of Actualized.org and the concept of Self-Actualization back when I was 19 years old. I am now 26, soon turning 27. Music producer Mat Zo shared Leo's How To Meditate video. Since that day I've been a follower of Leo and Actualized.org. During that time I was probably around stage Orange in my development if we're talking in context of Spiral Dynamics. I was introduced to RSD and I followed their content and then I just noticed that Leo is on another level and soon my interest in RSD dropped completely. Not saying they're a bad company or anything but yeah, I'd say they're quite Orange. Anyway, when I was 19, before finding out about Self-Actualization, I was depressed and miserable. My mother was never too loving towards me. Dude showed me how to inject life with passion, love and energy. Sure I was also happy growing up but man. I do not regret a second of watching Actualized on YouTube, contemplating the subjects, hundreds of hours of meditation. Psychedelics, including 5-MeO DMT in Portugal . I am a native of Finland, born here in the North where 5-MeO-DMT can be hard to source sometimes. So I decided to move to Portugal and experimented with psychedelics quite a bit. Fun times :). My life would not be the same without you, Leo. I don't know how to say it to "a stranger" on the other side of the planet ;). I feel like I am a stranger to you. I've watched almost every video on Actualized.org YouTube channel. I like to say that we've spent countless evenings together. Think about it man. I spent my life from 19 to 26 watching you talk about philosophy, man. Bought the Life Purpose course and am currently on track to becoming a professional musician. This would not have been the case without you, Leo. When I first found Actualized.org on YouTube 7 years back, I could not have imagined that I would create music for a living. A list of concrete and actual benefits from following Leo's work, Actualized.org Not a wage slave (How many hours of happiness is that added to my life? I'd say a few hours every day ;). Not depressed Confident Educated AF Like 10x more Conscious Really seeing life in a new way Book list is fucking awesome and I can't wait to get back to some of my favorite ones there. Carlos Castaneda is just too sick! Spiritually inclined, as I have been since a child, probably, like you said. Made Mastery a top, top priority for me in life. It's already visible in each aspect of my life, of course. I even added it to my own list of values when I completed the Life Purpose Course. I do not probably have to work another day for a boss that doesn't give a shit about me, like I used to in the past sometimes. Now a professional artist/entrepreneur/producer kinda guy. You know, I've spent literally hundreds upon hundreds of hours watching Leo. It's why this feels so funny. I've "hanged out" with Leo online more than any other person on this planet. Watching him talk. Just day after day. It's like a different universe for me for a while since I haven't watched an Actualized video in a week. This has not happened in my last 7 years. I've watched Leo just about every other day. Maybe sometimes going 2 weeks without. I trusted his advice as a beginner on the path. It has served me extremely well to just have trusted Leo. Just talking about my own direct experience. So Leo is like my business mentor that taught me how to eat well, how to meditate, how to have great relationships, how to think about the world, how to question my own biases, how to not judge myself, how to hold Balance in this Exquisite life. I only gave him 300 for the Life Purpose Course and like 25 dollars for the book list? WTF? You can spend that money on fucking alcohol in a nightclub in one night. Think about that. More money spent on drinking one night, than a spiritual mentor guru who pretty much saved my fucking life along with making me such a joyful human being! 7 years and only 300 euros? What the f***. The value I've gotten from Leo feels better than winning the lottery. Not a wage slave, man.. profound feeling. I can only hope that I might touch others the way you've touched me and the rest of us, bro. Keep it real, Leo. Your grateful student, and your fucking brother. Thanks for making dreams come true, man. Need to get back to being a Patreon of yours, man. Well deserved ;). Don Aapo Anandamayi http://veneto.fi/
  4. I've spent a hundred nights with Leo in my apartment. Endlessly watching his content on YouTube Now I also make money working in my underwear from my laptop at home. Hm?
  5. https://aapo.blog/2022/12/12/child-abuse-case/ I got no other way to stop the madness except to call out these violent beings by their name God forgive me!!
  6. 4 Years After Doing The Whole Course Including All The Exercises No more day job. On track on becoming a professional musician, like the Divine Child within always wanted. Grateful!
  7. It will come, brother!
  8. Her name is Mantra Will post photos later
  9. I don't quite remember who it was here on actualized.org forums mentioning that singing is a spiritual practice for her, but I started to sing that day and it has been like 3 years and I am getting ridiculously good here!! Practicing every day for around 30 minutes! Much gratitude to that poster!! The practice includes listening to one's own voice and forgetting how you look like!
  10. Yo I am dropping in from HKI, FIN. All bout dat Finland
  11. I also feel this from time to time!! Maybe change the genre?
  12. https://markmanson.net/are-you-not-entertained I couldn't agree with Mark more here. His view is very eye-opening. Especially the politics part where he goes to say that most USA citizens agree on stuff but still manage to fight about everything. Damn!
  13. Two accounts sounds good but I might be more interested right now in helping local enterpreneurs with their WordPress needs.
  14. I've always been pretty shitty off financially. I've been a struggling entrepreneur for around 4 years now. Having wanting to be an entrepreneur since childhood, a childhood dream of mine. Anyways a funny realization and here it is. I live in a rental apartment. I like to travel. As I was preparing financially for my future and my dreams and stuff I want to buy (maybe a house, maybe a car, maybe a sailboat, who knows?). I realized that in my current situation if I wanted to for example move abroad. It would make perfect sense for me to not lose the rental deal on my current apartment. It would make perfect sense for me to have 2 apartments, if I decide to get a new one. This might not make sense for you. It definitely doesn't for everyone. I am not saying every person in the world should own 2 apartments. I am saying I would be better off financially in case I decide to move. I could instead keep renting this old apartment for example in AirBnB. This is not always the case, and your mileage may wary. As a general point if I am saying I did something, it doesn't NECESSARILY mean EVERYONE should do it. Maybe U get shot in Alaska and U just happen to have Heroin with you and you have to perform an emergency surgery on your foot. I would take some heroin at that point. I am not necessarily arguing you should be taking heroin tho. I have personally never done it and never would. I don't see it as a conscious behavior. Unselfish people live in Heaven. Selfish people live in Hell. The choice was made by God. You don't have to make it. It was made for You. However, maybe Life holds something very beautiful for you out there. Maybe you have just looked into the wrong direction? Outside? or Inside? I wonder what is being said when one says the words "Spiritual Ecstasy" Why did they come up with that word? What did they need the word for?U What is it pointing at? Until next time, Don Aapo --------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- okay guys, what did u think of it? I would love some feedback as I'm trying to make money using these blog posts along with other content I'm posting on my WordPress blog and my social media (Instagram and TikTok) blog - https://aapo.blog/ instagram - https://www.instagram.com/don_aapo/ tiktok - https://www.tiktok.com/@don_aapo
  15. Thanks for the feedback. Would you like to show me your work so I can learn? Don Aapo
  16. https://piamarttala.fi/ http://aylabyingrid.com/en One of these sites is owned by a corrupt person I know in real life.
  17. In hindsight, the psychosis was just a lie my narcissistic mom told me when I was listening to Devil's music on my PC. My mom claims to be a feminist. https://piamarttala.fi/ This is her website. She did 0% of the design herself, this is simply a bought website.
  18. Hey fellow actualizers! I hope you're all doing just fine and fantastic. I definitely am! It has been 3-4 years since I first took the LP course. My mom bought it for me! Thanks mom! But anyway! After I finished the course, I have put in around a few hours of work and mental contemplation along with steering my life along the path of an artist career, which I decided to be musical after finishing the LP course. I was specifically talking about being a 'Performing Artist' I am blessed to announce, that after self-reflecting on the point here and my journey, it's incredible to realize that it's exactly what I've been doing. Not yet generating much cashflow with my business efforts but I feel like the course is set, and that I am managing my energy properly. I am going to add that taking a break from creativity helps too! Maybe a week or two of just chilling in ur house and watching some videogame streams or playing some games might do you a great favor! I'm going to do that right now ;). This is one blissful path to take in Life. Please buy the course guys!! Also don't just buy it. Make it the fucking focus!! You will cry after. I promise. Don Aapo
  19. Ah. I loved the replies guys! Thank you so much. I will meditate on your answers guys. Now I'm just tired and have to get some rest. Speak with you soon. <3
  20. Feeling a sadness about life right now. Stay strong guys and gals❤️
  21. I took it and it changed everything for me. Been developing my artistry for 3 years now. Really solid course imo.
  22. I would like to thank Leo from the bottom of my Heart, and all of you my Beloved's here on Actualized. My life has became blissful now. I am full of Freedom and Love. My heart is bursting open in ecstasy. I have so much gratitude to Leo. Guy lifted me from a deep crisis in my late teens in Life, and in 7 years the quality of my life went from Hell to Heaven. <3 Thank you, Master. Let''s remember gratitude guys and girls, it's the most subtle feeling of Majesty. Thank you
  23. Give yourself a high dose of Self-Love