Miguel Oliveira

Hy people!! Someone have summaries of Leo's videos that can share with us?

Hy! I´m in college and where I live, Portugal, we have an activity called Praxe. Praxe is an activity that all the freshmen year you have times that you with the other freshmans make some difficult tasks, like on the training of troops. You sing against the other colleges, you make connections with people. In Praxe (from the Greek Praxis) there are an hierarchy. Freshmans, then the second year, third and so along. The higher you reach on this hierarchy you can order them to do the tasks, like walking on the mud, singing some songs against the other courses and colleges. We have amazing activities on the city and that things. If you go through that year you can wear a special clothes, university clothes and you join the "doctors of Praxis". With this, in my freshman year I made almost my entire year in Praxis but in the end and since I had some mental issues like OCD, mental barriers, anxiety, was introverted, I got out. I thought that I can´t handle anymore time in Praxis and just 3 weeks to me to jump in the hierarchy I got out. Today (my 3rd year in college) was the final activitie where all colleges make like a parade for the end of the year and to the freshmans jump on the hierarchy. Today and this last times I feel so much regret cause the "Me" that made the freshman year wasn't the "real" me, was the "me" that OCD, anxiety and mental barriers created. I felt so bad, so bad and I got out BUT the authentic "me" was the party guy, the guy that made the "normal" college things, like drinking, singing the loudest possible against the other colleges and more important I was the guy that want to wear that so simbolic clothes, to be able to have freshman's that want me as them "Praxis Godfather" and that is so simbolic cause that marks the passing of college. Now that I´m better from my psychological things, (by the way, due to Leo, his videos changed my life) I wanted so much make that freshman year and now ALMOST FINISHING MY COLLEGE GRADUTION I FEEL LIKE i'M GOING TO THE "WORLD OF THE ADULTS" WITHOUT THAT SO SIMBOLIC THING. -> When I say today all that freshman's, the "Praxis doctors" so happy, an amazing ceremony that I can't be a part I'm in tears, cause I'm not enjoying the fullest my college passage. What you guys do about this, I'm not ready to left the college, to be a part of the grown up world, to really not be a child and passing the college without that simbolic, so simbolic here in Portugal event, destroys me. What you guys do about this?!? So many thanks for this forum, it's amazing for us to self actualized and grow ourselves PS: SORRY, SORRY FOR MY ENGLISH

Hy people! Getting to the point. I had OCD since 12 but got worse at 16. I did get many medication, terapists, hipnotherapy. 3 years ago I start to see some light and getting some pain and heavy feelings on the chest. I follow Leo since more or less the beginning of his YouTube channel and helped me getting a lot of realizations. Right now and since I get better I have difficulty connecting with people. Since forever I like to talk with stranger make them laugh but recently and looking to the past I never have a "real" deep connection with friends like I see people around me having. When I meet people from my "friends" I start to talk but they not seem engaged at all to talk, they don´t have that feeling to talk with me, they just hear and go away, I can´t keep them interested. I know that can be the words I say but I know intellectualy many let's say "tricks" to have a good conversation but in the end making that things I learn I can´t connect at all. Even the people I spend the most of my time (I live with guys that I know at almost 10 years and know I´m in college with them) the relationships are shallow, I talk but not exist that deep connection like I see them having with people that literally they spend less time, some less some more, but the deep connection, the friendship, the playfull thigs, the conversations is there but me even spending so many years with them that connection isn´t there. Since I know some conversation techniques and frameworks for sure that 80% of the "no-connection" is based on the feelings that I´m giving to them, the vibration, let's say, that I put out. I have some self image problem, for example, when I go out and see successfull people and really other "ordinary" (sorry about the term) people I sense that I can´t and I don´t have a life, like I feel like I´m not like the other people (successfull and not successfull), I feel like I don´t fit on this world, that I´m not a part of the community, that I don´t have a life and life just go by me and I can´t enter the human community. This text got big but I can´t get a video explaining the deep stuff, the vibrational stuff, the "ego" stuff. They just present us with conversation techiniques but don´t get to the root of the problem and if we do that techinques the results can substancially appear but don´t gonna get that deep emotional realization that we are connecting cause the deep "problem" that exists in us wasn´t fixed!! Thanks people!!

@electroBeam I know so well that the "root problem" is me. I even notice that dark aura, I really do. Isn´t that I don´t have the right conversation skills but the aura, the vibe that I put is so much dark, so much lower. How can I change that? How I look deep into my real self? You seem having more experience in personal development, I would love to hear about what you do and think in getting rid of that dark aura!

@Nahm that was the most inspiring comment I saw. Amazing, so many thanks!

@jse I can´t see ahahah What is?

@Bananas many thanks! this change in my world view is very powerfull In the last week I read a thing like this and when I got out of my house to go to college I suddenly felt more free, as the time went on I came back to "my self" but was a very good feeling of freedom. Many thanks :')

@Lai ahahhaha amazing!!

@The Universe thanks

@pluto The best comment I´ve seen. I really resonate with you. Many thanks!

@Capethaz many thanks!!

Hy people! Getting to the point. I had OCD since 12 but got worse at 16. I did get many medication, terapists, hipnotherapy. 3 years ago I start to see some light and getting some pain and heavy feelings on the chest. I follow Leo since more or less the beginning of his YouTube channel and helped me getting a lot of realizations. Right now and since I get better I have difficulty connecting with people. Since forever I like to talk with stranger make them laugh but recently and looking to the past I never have a "real" deep connection with friends like I see people around me having. When I meet people from my "friends" I start to talk but they not seem engaged at all to talk, they don´t have that feeling to talk with me, they just hear, accept but don´t connect with me, I can´t keep them interested. I know that can be the words I say but, intellectualy I know many, let's say "tricks" to have a good conversation but in the end applying that things I can´t connect at all. Even the people I spend the most of my time (I live with guys that I know at almost 10 years and know I´m in college with them) the relationships are shallow, I talk but not exist that deep connection like I see them having with people that literally they spend less time, some less some more, but the deep connection, the friendship, the playfull things, the conversations are there but in my case, even spending so many years with them that connection isn´t there. Since I know some conversation techniques and frameworks for sure that 80% of the "no-connection with others" is based on the feelings that I´m giving to them, the vibration, let's say, that I put out. I have some self image problem, for example, when I go out and see successfull people and really other "ordinary" (sorry about the term) people I sense that I can´t and I don´t have a life, like I feel like I´m not like the other people (successfull and not successfull), I feel like I don´t fit on this world, that I´m not a part of the community, that I don´t have a life and life just go by me and I can´t enter the human community. This text got big but I can´t get a video explaining the deep stuff, the vibrational stuff, the "ego" stuff. They just present us with conversation techiniques but don´t get to the root of the problem and if we do that techinques the results can substancially appear but don´t gonna get that deep emotional realization that we are connecting cause the deep "problem" that exists in us wasn´t fixed!! Thanks people!!

@Lai Yeah, right now I´m go out with new people but when I talk the connection isn´t there, they aren´t engaged. On the other hand other guys on the group when they talk on the first time the others are right away connected and invested on the conversation

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