youngshinzen

@Zigzag Idiot Why did you post this picture?

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@Mu_ Maybe print out a face and stick it to the cam??

Thanks for the reminder that it is a mechanism. It‘s conscious and subconscious and when I try to grasp it, there‘s a connection to my parents. It definitely feels conditioned, under pressure and inauthentic on my behalf. I can imagine that the dissolution of this mechanism leads to being fully present and not denying the present moment. So the word "pull" definitely resonates with me. It made me aware that there is a inner division of the awareness of my body happening. A part is already running away towards seeking a "higher goal“. In regards to the presentation, I would try a middle ground between "staring" into the cam and looking away. It felt like your words sunk in more when you underscored some words by looking into the cam. You did that in the beginning of the video, but lost it later on. Looking above for long periods of time leads to a feeling of dissociation for me.

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@Hellspeed Is there a video/step-by-step description on this? It was a good decision to stick to keto, but reduce protein and increase healthy fats. It improves my state a lot. Haven‘t had headaches until now, but I can feel that there‘s trapped energy in my head.

I'm three months in (2 carni, 1 keto) and I've experienced more migraine attacks than before. They occurred twice in 4 days, where as before I had them twice a year. After eating a big meal (OMAD) I feel that the tension in my neck and head increase. I also feel overall discomfort, nausea and rising body temperature. Any ideas what the problem is?

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Day51: I remember the first time I heard this❤️

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Day44: Day45: loved how the drums came in

Hey, I‘m visiting paris for one day and I‘ll be there in a few hours. Someone interested in meeting up? I‘m 26, from germany, but can talk a little french.

Day43: love the melody

@Serotoninluv Thank you!

Sorry I didn‘t update you, had stuff to do... @now is forever ?@Zigzag Idiot ?

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2daysleft: I went to a library, sat in front so everyone could see me and I wouldn‘t see anyone and worked for 3 hours with great focus I was able to write fluently without reading any extra information, too bad this skill kicks in 3 days before deadline?

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