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Haha nice one!?

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Day72: nice contrast

Day71: don‘t listen

Beautiful?

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@Zigzag Idiot Sorry, I missed your post somehow. Thank you! I try to see every moment as equally important, so I didn‘t consciously produce a high after finishing it, but I had this feeling of absolute freedom for a week. With nothing to plan for in the future and by that more presence. I felt my intuition more deeply and could let go. After that week I already had the urge to look for a job, because I took longer for my masters and felt it was time to surrender to the inner voice that tells me to continue. @Vitamine Water Thank you!❤️

Hey, I'm currently writing my master thesis in logistics and I have one more month to complete it. I have passed every exam and this is the only thing left. But, whenever I want to sit down, I fear the pain that arises when I write and procrastinate. If I do start to write, I get tired within a few minutes. Even if I'm completely ready and alert before, it just knocks me out. This is probably connected to my past in which I have studied under severe conditions. It is the thing I'm most afraid of and there's a part of me that's wants me to fall. But I won't let that happen, now that I'm so close to finishing it. I already have 20 pages and need about 50 more. I have notes that will probably lead to 20-30 additional pages once I process them and add stuff. I just have to start and work on it daily. I don't like to make myself dependent of others, but this time I really need help. If you just let me know you're here watching what I do, supporting and giving advice, I would be very grateful. If I achieve something or not, I will do document it here on a daily basis. Wish me luck?

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Day57: I relaxed my body from the inside while listening and realized that being relaxed and not in resistance leads to openness for unfamiliar music. The song could sink in better and it briefly felt like when I was a kid and I listened to everything, not being tied to one genre.

Day56: crazy?

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