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As suggested I researched a lot about shooms and maybe that was a bad idea. I am now really overthinking because of that... I read many negative feed backs about possible long term effects like these: Flashbacks that may be pleasant or a living nightmare; may be caused by using other drugs or by engaging in physical exercise; have appeared weeks, months, and even years after the use of mushrooms Sustained depression Lack of motivation Panic attacks Compromised memory Inability to concentate Severe mental disturbances Psychosis Delusions

I want to start with truffles but want to get sure that everything does not go wrong. On the internet some people say that there were reports when people were committing suicide because of shrooms. Can this happen on small doses and with truffles? Also I want your advise about environment: Is it better to be in a dark room or light? Do I need sitter for a first time? (I don't have one) What is the worst possibility for 15 g truffles? Is there any possible way to stop trip if it goes bad? any tips of how to use the trip time? (techniques, meditation, inquiry..)

Can you share that exact part of music on which you got a bad trip?

Guys I also study abroad right now will it interfere with my future study process? Does it make me unproductive or depressed over the period?

I'm not going to listen to music for my first trip. And I am going to do it alone in my room. Any tips about how to make my trip more powerful to experiences of non duality?

Thanks for tips. I am going to experience it alone. I am abroad and don't really trust anybody that much here. Is 15 grams a good starting point or should I lower to probably 10 grams? What about names I listed because it seems like they have different kinds of effects.

Let me tell you - you are wasting your time. Instead of that arguing which leads nowhere why don't you try with that guided meditation? (But only do it when you feel you are open to new possibilities)

No it did not feel like dying. I felt so good that I couldn't believe it was possible. Idk I had thoughts in the end that if I don't open my eyes I can never return from that state and get kind of stuck in it. Guess it was my ego trying to survive. Man you did not read my report at all... I was not on any psychedelics, I was just meditating. Do you know what Do nothing and surrender meditation techniques mean? You don't think, you do nothing you just surrender to the present moment. As I said I had completely 0 thoughts appearing in my mind at some point. So your theory about my ideas is wrong. You are stuck in mental masturbation again. You don't know what I experienced, you are just making ideas and beliefs again for yourself. If you are not interested in the Truth just continue your normal life that is part of reality as well. But.. if you are interested then I suggest you to try this.

One of the defence mechanisms of Ego!

The second video is amazing! Do you know what kind of ritual is it?

Leo thank you for everything you are doing for us and yourself! Thank you for being so authentic and real!

If that was tiny glimpse - I can't even imagine what full realization would do with me. What do you suggest me to do after this? Any advise to keep on track and don't mislead myself? Why it was so frightening in the end? I was in such an ecstatic state that it frightened me... If I did not open my eyes I think I could continue like that eternally.

That experience made my motivation skyrocket! I think I will never skip any day after this!

Thanks for that description. I am still figuring out what happened to me. My current state is being stabilized from the shock. I will do everything to get back where I was. I really think that I've experienced my true self for some limited time period. I can't even express that inner satisfaction I got from it. It is unbelievable! So this is really True... Up until now I still had some suspicions... Now I know where I want to be, what I want to chase in my life...

Well said mate! Check this out if you love trance

@Visionary While I agree about Maceo's style, can't really agree on Recondite. Recondite is one of the best as you mentioned but he has some really dark (heavy) techno pieces as well. P.S. len faki is really good. Some more heavy (dark) techno:

Thank you guys for support! Electronic music has potential to remove boundaries between you and reality! Another Great Set:

Guided Meditation - The Next Level Of Meditation @Leo Gura thank you very much for this video - meditation felt so good! Is this the best meditation technique for Enlightenment purpose? Which techniques are best other then self inquiry? Can specific meditation technique be more effective then self inquiry?

Music in general has an ability to drag you into the present moment. But techno is even more powerful because it's so intense and free of limitations.

@Joseph Maynor

Is mushroom best way to introduce myself to psychedelics? And is it totally safe to fully surrender to shroom trip and later when I try 5MEo trip? Can someone really die or go insane if he fully surrenders?

I feel always so tempted when someone tells me on facebook bullshit about what reality is to tell them everything about Enlightenment... but it seems dangerous to do so they may use your text later on and make fun of you among people calling you crazy... but sometimes I just can't resist and I feel bad about myself later...

But how do you know even if you're Enlightened that the whole universe exists and not only what "you" are seeing in front of you right now?

Do you think weed (especially indicas) can be used to practice self enquiry and other Enlightenment insights? If yes, how do you recommend to use it? Some Indica weed is really strong.