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@Principium Nexus I relate to what you said mostly. After I discovered Enlightenment work and I stay present it feels like there is no time gap between my past and now. It feels like in a dream you are just appearing in the place withour past. Only when I start thinking the past appears but the thought is just another illusion of dream. Interestingly this insight also explains the illusion of time. There is no time and the only thing what's real is Now - the present moment. The one major question which buffles me everyday is - wether we reincarnate in another body after our physical death or we wake up from the dream forever as our true self?

@LaucherJunge Even if the same universes exist infinite numbers of time that does not change the fact that there is no free will. Just contemplate that well enough and you will get it. There is no you first of all but Your ego is where it is in this infinity - everything is already complete nothing to change. Also notice that time spectrum where you actually make decisions is an illusion. Also don't understand my word designed directly... @Leo Gura what do you mean.

Share the best psychedelic art you have came across. Also share your story if you had experienced psychedelic trip and observed or listened to that art - what did you feel, what did you see?

OK. Imagine infinite universes like this (-infinity ... -2, -1, 0, 1, 2, ... infinity) Suppose you live in universe 0 and have a free will to do whatever you please. All of the universes numbered by other then 0 are different alternatives. Suppose 0 is not predetermined and you made free will decisions that would make your universe 0 similar to other universe numbered by X. There would not exist universe 0 anymore because it should have had the predetermined specific features (version of yourself) which made it unique 0 universe different from other ones.

Explain how infinite could include some room? If it is infinite it is absolutely complete in every aspect.

infinite is already a predetermined notion - it is absolute. I don't get your point. Free will means that there is room for new universe based on your new decisions. There could not be any room for new universe because absolutely infinite already predeterminely includes every possible universes with every possible versions of you making every possible decisions....

If there are infinite numbers of universes that means that there is no free will. Contemplate on that... Every universe should differ from another somehow and each of them is designed in a certain way to fit the infinity spectrum. In the case of free will two or even all the universes could repeat which makes infinity impossible. Furthermore, if you look closely you don't exist. It is only ego which exists and is conditioned by society and environment. Ego is not what you ultimately are...

You are missing the point here. Absolute infinite means that it already includes everything and there is no room for anything else. you can not shift anything because there is no you. But your current ego life is one possibility among this infinite possibilities. Aka. one dream among infinite number of dreams but be aware that there is no dreamer here...

if you believe in absolutely infinite universe then where is the room for free will? every possibility of you already exists in parallel universes and you are just one manifestation among them...

I still wonder how and why did it happen to Eckhart Tolle for example. Have you listened to his story? It just happened. He was not even thinking about it. He did not even know what the Enlightenment was. So maybe less we know the better? Idk I am infinitely confused ...

Based on my experience or glimpse however you call it. It is pure being which is constantly aware of itself but relative manifestations are blinded by the content of that beingness.

Exactly! I think awareness will only turn onitself if it is ment to be so regarding your relative manifestation.

What do you mean? Explain your point - let's discuss I am open to the possibilities.

It's completely opposite of trying. It is all about letting go. I am starting to think that some people are just meant to be Enlightened no matter what and some people don't. We can not force it as Leo said. But I think we can not increase the odds either. The only thing I am going to do from the now on is staying present all the time and appreciating every moment of the life.

Through Leo's videos. Slowly but surely I trusted this man's sincerity and intellectual possibilities. Leo seemed similar to me - I saw in his eyes that Truth the only thing he is looking for. Then I worked all this through my unforgivable logic and there we go. It withstood trial by my logic and here I am.

It turns bad when you have to live in this materialistic world. It would be awesome if you were self sufficient but as you know it is almost impossible in modern times. Unless you become extremal and go live in Alaska like Leo said.

Science is a thriving environment for INTPs. I was interested in astronomy since I was very young but unfortunately in my country there was not much career opportunities in that field. I chose business and finance but now I am stuck in extroverted and corporate career where INTPs will always struggle to find peace and passion.

No the problem is inner conflict with my personality type and my desire to be a leader and more socially active. Unfortunately most INTPs do not make great leaders because of our focus on abstract ideas and impracticality. Maybe they could make a good spiritual or science leader but that is also very rare possibility. INTPs struggle to find themselves while they young and this is 100% natural for our personality. Look at Leo's life - what kind of radical shifts did he make in his recent years.

Every time I do the test it comes out as INTP and unfortunately I am 95% introvert which is crazy. Like being INTP is not a heavy burden on itself. I think being INTP is unluckiest out of all 16 types. We are so indecisive and unpractical. The fact that we are so intelligent loses its point because we can't properly express it in a practical matter. That is why I struggle so much to find a suitable career for me in the business field. I wish I was ENTJ or at least INTJ as they are less abstract while being very good in practical matters. However I hope that Extroverted intuition will make things better as I age and gain experience and knowledge of how this world really works in a practical manner.

@jjer94 very valuable insights. I can to some extent relate what you said. I am also running away from my demons. It all comes down to Maslow's hierarchy system. You can't practice self actualization and Enlightenment if the basic material staples are in a poor condition. That's why I am trying to balamce my spiritual work with my practical life nowadays. @Leo Gura I knew you were an INTP! Because I am INTP myself and I see similarities between us. I found your older post where you mention that after self development your personality might have changed. Do you think it is possible to shift mbti personality?

I knew you would not answer P.S. part. INTP . I will watch the show.

Why do you think Alaska is the heart of living, would you live there yourself? P.S. I always wondered what personality you might be among Myers Briggs 16 personality types. I would guess you are either INTP (more likely) or INTJ. I suppose you know what that is. However if we look closely personality is just another name for ego.

the thing is it conflicts with my desired life. I want to experience the heart of living. I love big international cities and noisy places. I just don't like when I am in the center of attention. I love meeting new people but as soon as I am "trapped" in a closed environment like university or work I get very conflicting. Idk why that happens but I love feeling freedom of ending relationships whenever I desire - seems like closed environments conflict with that ability and that affects me. P.S. I admit this post was created after a bad experience yesterday but still this resonates with me consistently. I don't know why but sometimes I get extremely social but most of the times I get this immense desire for loneliness. Seems like inner conflict I'll definitely watch that documentary Leo.

what do you mean?

What about the video demonstrating the visualization above? Is that what you meant?