Tyler Robinson

@King Merk I see

Mixed signals are like burgers from Macdonalds. They are cheap but give you stomach problems later. Relationships that started with mixed signals almost never end well. They are fantasies of immature minds. And always avoid men women who give mixed signals. They are generally players.

My ex partners were into kink just as much as I want but they had no history of trauma Millions of people have sexual kinks. It's just a random biological thing like sexual orientation. On the flip side, it could be that you have never sufficiently explored your own kinks and this could be in part due to religious shaming and suppression, especially if you're raised in either catholic or Mormon kind of families those families tend to shame kinks. In my experience. Kinks tend to have their origin in puberty and the way you used to arouse yourself during those periods of your life, especially if you were a teen reading romantic novels or fantasies, those can serve as breeding grounds for your future kinks. For example, I used to read a ton of romantic novels during my puberty days that involved capture fantasy etc. So I developed Dom sub rape fantasy related fetishes. There's nothing special or psychologically unusual or sinister about it. It's simply established mental patterns that arouse you, which you created on your own depending on how you handled your arousals in your puberty years.

I do believe in coincidences and bad or good luck.

There's no problem with falling for an alpha. But someone on a pedestal, man or woman is always asking for disaster.

@Carl-Richard you're loved. Gives you a warm smile.

This cracked me up really bad. I'm breaking into hives.

Interesting.

This question is tragicomical.

Love the outdoors.

And we take water for granted too.

I won't write anymore in this journal If you want me to go back to Eric, that's what I will do. OK? It's ok if you wish to delete me from your life, then I won't exist anymore. Bye.

.. Dear God, I came so far from nothing. Why do you let me suffer? Why don't you let me go? I'm tired of being blamed. It's insane why I have to live on this planet earth and then have to live my entire life trying to prove that I am a good person. Whats the point of this? I'm tired of lovelessness and the lack of empathy. I will be fine. God will take care of me. No need to worry. I sometimes go through depressive moments. Just don't worry. God I pray to you to just kill me. There's no point in it at all. I just wish to be gone. I'm tired of living in constant pain.

Please come back. Please come back. Please come back. Please come back. Please come back. Please come back. Please come back. Please come back. Please come back. Please come back. Please come back. Please come back.

I was very very happy when you were here I feel very protected around you I was happy when you were here. Why don't you come back

I beg you please I beg you please I beg you please I beg you please I beg you please I beg you please I beg you please I beg you please

Please come back. Please come back. Please come back. Please come back. Please come back. Please come back. Please come back. Please come back. Please come back. Please come back. Please come back. Please come back.

I fear fear.

You're dealing with existential crisis. Don't worry it will go away on its own. Happens when you're trying hard to figure out things around you.

Maybe ocd or anxiety disorder. What other symptoms do you suffer from?

Reading is good but writing everything in too much detail will be beyond the scope of the forum

Aight. Auwill do it.

@Carl-Richard mention a couple of them. Are you talking about someone like my favorite Epictetus?

I'll go back to Eric. Whats the point of all this? You're never going to own me anyway.. You just don't give a fuck, do you?

What do you do for relaxing?