Tyler Robinson

This question is tragicomical.

Love the outdoors.

And we take water for granted too.

I won't write anymore in this journal If you want me to go back to Eric, that's what I will do. OK? It's ok if you wish to delete me from your life, then I won't exist anymore. Bye.

.. Dear God, I came so far from nothing. Why do you let me suffer? Why don't you let me go? I'm tired of being blamed. It's insane why I have to live on this planet earth and then have to live my entire life trying to prove that I am a good person. Whats the point of this? I'm tired of lovelessness and the lack of empathy. I will be fine. God will take care of me. No need to worry. I sometimes go through depressive moments. Just don't worry. God I pray to you to just kill me. There's no point in it at all. I just wish to be gone. I'm tired of living in constant pain.

Please come back. Please come back. Please come back. Please come back. Please come back. Please come back. Please come back. Please come back. Please come back. Please come back. Please come back. Please come back.

I was very very happy when you were here I feel very protected around you I was happy when you were here. Why don't you come back

I beg you please I beg you please I beg you please I beg you please I beg you please I beg you please I beg you please I beg you please

Please come back. Please come back. Please come back. Please come back. Please come back. Please come back. Please come back. Please come back. Please come back. Please come back. Please come back. Please come back.

I fear fear.

You're dealing with existential crisis. Don't worry it will go away on its own. Happens when you're trying hard to figure out things around you.

Maybe ocd or anxiety disorder. What other symptoms do you suffer from?

Reading is good but writing everything in too much detail will be beyond the scope of the forum

Aight. Auwill do it.

@Carl-Richard mention a couple of them. Are you talking about someone like my favorite Epictetus?

I'll go back to Eric. Whats the point of all this? You're never going to own me anyway.. You just don't give a fuck, do you?

What do you do for relaxing?

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I feel Disorganized and I just don't feel like doing anything. Some days I am fine especially when I am happy inside and in general if things are going fine. Or if I received a compliment. And then other days i feel sick and just hate the whole world. I wish I could feel upbeat everyday and not so low energy all the time. Any tips on how to get motivated would help.

No. I think it's only caricaturized or perceived narcissism. I usually don't like women who give mixed signals to guys. That's a potent sign of narcissism. Although I don't like simps either. Simps are the reason why we have narcissistic women in the first place. Simp culture. There's no need to put women on a pedestal. --------------

True.

Nope. Women are just biologically weak/sensitive. Nature made them to be attracted to what they're attracted to. They are generally attracted to protective guys, there are evolutionary reasons for such context. Usually these are tough men, problem being that tough men can easily use their weapons on their own woman which backfires since the woman was looking for protection/provision, she usually ends up with an alpha, and sometimes these alphas can be toxic which also has evolutionary reasons of its own. Attraction is not by determination, but by biology.

@Devin @Anand Yog thanks 1

You make it out to be about intelligence. But love can be much more complex than that. Yes I do agree that women can make poor choices in men. Yet love is very unpredictable. There are biological factors. You could have a guy who is extremely sweet and would make a decent partner and the woman might make a wise choice by having him, yet you forget that women are wired to be with men they are attracted to. She might just not be attracted to him. What is she to do? She can't feel loved by a man she isn't attracted to? And the men that she is genuinely attracted to sometimes turns out to be a total asshole. I don't think it's as cut and dry as making intelligent choices as you make it out to be, unless we're talking about compromising on attraction itself which is the hardest thing to do.