Tyler Robinson

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Entry9/17 Vincent is bipolar. I'm so deeply drawn to Vincent. Vincent is bipolar but he is very affectionate and kind and silly. He makes me cheerful inside. I have been with bipolar people for so long that I have gotten used to them.. Now it doesn't matter. I told myself that I would never date a bipolar guy again. But I'm falling back into old patterns I like Vincent. He makes me laugh. He is very witty. Charming. Best part. He is very affectionate and warm. I like him. His bipolar is under control because he takes meds. I imagine that some day I'll be Vincent's wife I'm not that attracted to James or Billy anymore I see Rob as a guy who is good at challenging me but lacks understanding and perspective. I like Vincent. He wanted my tattoo. Now I just want to live as Vincent's wife. He is charismatic. He is just as emotional as P but unlike P, he isn't sulking all the time. He doesn't get carried away. Because Vincent tries to bond with me, he connects to me. I feel good. He is someone who is ready to explore life with me. I think everything is an NPC. And now everything makes perfect sense. Why reality is dysfunctional. Why the world is this way. You transfer energies to people. We are spiritual NPCs with a material existence. And that transfer of energy is intimacy. And this intimacy is what sustains us. We need a twin, a soulmate, a flame, a life partner For the longest time I felt like I couldn't function without a life partner.

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So you mean women should not have any preferences but men should. Even i feel like it's a job application to always want to look attractive to men otherwise they choose a more attractive woman over me.

Gross

List of things I need to do.

Your Royal Highness, I humbly apologize for making an egregious error in the spelling of the word queen and I fully acknowledge the severe hurt and harm it must have caused your compassionate merciful magnanimous most generous heart and to your royal imperialist tastes and senses but my question to you my lord is - The level of respect, adoration and privilege afforded to the Queen is breathtakingly unsurpassed and unmatched, *coughs*, why wasn't the same camaraderie and adulation offered to the Duke of Edinburgh when he passed away. Not a soul knew of such a passing. In fact I've had the highest honor of knowing such a thing only upon googling. Your almighty most renowned Sir, is there a hierarchy in your donarchy oops I mean monarchy that one person's death is more precious and the loss is felt deeper than that of another of flesh and blood. Your Royal Highness make sure there's sufficient ink in your pen when you give your most prestigious honorary reply to me. Kind regards..

Nooooo Just make a list of what women are valued by in each spiral.

People will always be people.

Your self worth depends on how much people value you and how much your partner values you. There is no other truth. This is the ultimate truth. Amen.

That sounds awfully racist.