Tyler Robinson

I wanted to know if anyone had similar experiences, whether they take meds or if they are using any coping strategies. I used to have it bad.. But it got better over the years and I don't think I will have another episode. But I am just trying to be cautious.

Tier 2 doesn't care about social judgement. Also like someone pointed out here, black slavery monopolized by Jewish is not exactly anti Semitism. Not hating on Jews, but historic revisionism. This is not some right wing conspiracy.

I can't replace a whole meal. But I can drink in between so that I don't eat much. I'm a foodie. And I tend to munch a lot.

My videos on INFJ. Just a tiny bit of effort. I wasn't articulate with the videos, stumbling and going blank often. ....

INFJ is almost like a diagnosis rather than a personality test. Oof. But I'm trying to manage my life as an INFJ.

Isn't tier 2 supposed to go meta on things? What do you think a Tier 2 person would do if they saw society in chaos?

Don't compare yourself to others. Sometimes it helps you to chart your progress. But it shouldn't be used to impact your self esteem. That is counter productive.. Be like Andrew Tate in this regard.

What part of what he said was objectionable to you?

I come across plenty of INFJs online to be honest. They aren't as rare as they are made out to be. They say INFJ are 1.5 % of the population. I don't believe this at all.. I think they are just as plenty as INTJs. Although they are hard to find than most.

He is one of those that I refer to as — cool kids. They do skateboarding and already have a ton of shit figured out. They are like magicians. Mad Genius.

My new year resolution is working on my autism. Since I can't do multiple tasks, I want to focus on just one thing at a time. What's yours?

@Chives99 good to know that you're already aware of your autism. Nothing to worry.I'm your age and I have autism too. Still working on it. Got diagnosed with it this year. I find it difficult to socialize normally. I tend to misread social cues and get into trouble. I cannot make eye contact. But slowly getting there. With baby steps. What I found to help me is bits and doses of socialisation but keep it slower. Make friends slowly and be around people who you really trust. One at a time.

I'm focused on how my life is going to eventually pan out as an INFJ. If you are an INFJ you better know it. Because life of an INFJ is unnecessarily complicated and knowing you're INFJ gives you a certain amount of control on your life which you will begin to appreciate a lot as time passes by.

Maybe his objective wasn't money. Maybe it was to bring awareness to how music artists get exploited in the industry so that it becomes a better deal for future artists. Kanye is not selfish. He has a caring soul. But he is not going to be dictated by others. He wants some amount of autonomy.

@Carl-Richard it's my last communication and my last message for Leo. Nobody has time to always keep a check on someone. I have my own life to take care of. At some point I have to stop caring and thinking about others and care about myself. I felt like telling Leo whatever was on my mind and let it off as a last service to him. Because I m not sure I'll be around forever, I might fly away or simply forget or choose a different life. So before that I thought to let him know. I don't have much to say to Leo because it seems he has pretty much overcome a lot in his life already, it seems he is on a good path, he might have healed his gut issues by now. He must be doing okay health wise, it's just that I wanted him to know about this so if in the future he has emotional issues or any tendencies he will know why and he can readily seek help. I have nothing more to give to Leo. I wish him all the best in his life and all the good in the world. Godspeed. And with that said, I return back to my own life.

I'm sure he has problems with sleeping. My mother had problems with sleeping a lot. This is all just speculation anyway and it's all for his good. I didn't want to hold back my speculation on him because that's a disservice, I would have felt enormously guilty for not disclosing something I felt I knew. So it was my moral obligation to let it off my chest. I have been observing him since 4 years and I knew something was not right but I couldn't put a finger on it for so long. I deeply cared about him. Recently it just hit me out of the blue that this could be it. He could be that, you know. The sooner a person knows the better because knowing it is half the recovery and half the battle won. I was told that I was mentally ill by someone more than 6 months ago. I had it at the back of my mind. I didn't discard the possibility. Then I went to the doctor and they actually diagnosed me with exactly that. I wish I had known 2 years ago, so much suffering would have been prevented. My mom spent her whole life not knowing. With mental illness, your hope for a better life is significantly impacted by delay in the knowledge of your disease, most people live out their entire lives without ever knowing and when it's time to fix things it's already too late and you keep wishing you had known it before. It helps if someone notices something about you and alerts you before it's too late to do something about it, they act like a harbinger who tell you early on and warn you about impending doom so you're saved from the inevitable. I did everything with best intent. My job was to leave a hint and that's all I did. I'm like a bird. Our true friends are not those who praise us and keep us in a merry spirit all the time.... Our true friends are those who aren't afraid to say what they feel even if it means that saying it will cost them the friendship.

Impulsively wanting to ban consilience. Gun picture on Instagram. Suddenly crying for his cat. Crying in his videos. Being stable in his videos and then breaking down in the middle. Excessive rambling on and on. Excessive ranting. He went on a retreat for a month and abruptly came back in just 15 days. Unstable relationships. Sayin pedophilia is love.. Suddenly appointing the whole forum as a mod. Constant use of profanity. He claimed enlightenment. He claimed that he experienced insanity. He claimed that he became planet earth. Just a few. His forum addiction. He was addicted to sweets and food. That's how he got fat in the first place. I already said that he is very intelligent and that helps him be rational enough and not go overboard. However one must be keen enough to collect everything and put it together. This does not mean that he is not stable. Yet you see glimpses where you feel that something is amiss. Am I the first one to speculate on his mental health? Absolutely no. I don't want to keep commenting on this. I wanted to just throw a hunch there so that Leo will read it and maybe in the future think about it. He read it, my objective is fulfilled. He does not accept it, obviously because nobody can accept something like that, I'm not some doctor. Mental health is a difficult thing. And when someone points out something, it leads to a severe ego backlash. Nobody likes to be told that there must be something mentally wrong with them. This is sorely because we stigmatize mental illness so much. This is my last comment on this thread. I'm not here to argue Leo's mental health. I just wanted him to know that this is what I speculated about him. It's no big deal.

You're actually watching Leo in a different frame. It's like watching a movie that is slowed down and you're playing it at the lowest playback speed. Negative x. So a man in the movie appears like he is slightly lifting his arms up and staring. You don't feel like he is running when he is actually running. Now if you increase the playback speed and make it 7x you'll see clearly that he is running. Everything looks still at negative playback speed. I'm using mathematical deductive reasoning here. If x= y, then it must be proven so. But the act of proving itself will take me to the truth. There's no loss in casually assuming x=y in mathematics because either way you'll find out if that's the case through deductive reasoning. Now for me x = y is mere speculation. The future will give me clues that will either embolden that x = y or it will nullify it and show that x ≠ y, which is fine too. Only time can tell. Any person when they repetitively engage in using profane language, that's not a way that normal healthy individuals act. They don't show patterns. A normal person would show once in a year situation where they act in an undesirable manner and it can be ignored for its lack of frequency. But a consistent pattern only happens in disordered people. Just my personal observation. Anyway I'm not some Leo worshipper nor am I some Kanye worshipper. I don't kiss ass and tell it like it is. I don't like praising someone to gain approval. I can sit here and say, oh I love you Leo and you're perfect, but I'm unique in that I'm not like that. I see a lot of people doing that on the forum. I choose to stay away from it. It blinds a person. If whatever I say benefits a person in any way in having a better understanding of what they are, I'm more than glad to have given that to them. Otherwise I simply move on like a lonely traveler. When you are clear like a mirror, there is no friend, there is no enemy. You won't even need them. All you'll ever need is the honesty of other people around you in order to come closer to truth. In the end, it's only truth and love matters, rest is BS regurgitating itself in a loop.

You're actually watching Leo in a different frame. It's like watching a movie that is slowed down and you're playing it at the lowest playback speed. Negative x. So a man in the movie appears like he is slightly lifting his arms up and staring. You don't feel like he is running when he is actually running. Now if you increase the playback speed and make it 7x you'll see clearly that he is running. Everything looks still at negative playback speed. I'm using mathematical deductive reasoning here. If x= y, then it must be proven so. But the act of proving itself will take me to the truth. There's no loss in casually assuming x=y in mathematics because either way you'll find out if that's the case through deductive reasoning. Now for me x = y is mere speculation. The future will give me clues that will either embolden that x = y or it will nullify it and show that x ≠ y, which is fine too. Only time can tell. Any person when they repetitively engage in using profane language, that's not a way that normal healthy individuals act. They don't show patterns. A normal person would show once in a year situation where they act in an undesirable manner and it can be ignored for its lack of frequency. But a consistent pattern only happens in disordered people. Just my personal observation. Anyway I'm not some Leo worshipper nor am I some Kanye worshipper. I don't kiss ass and tell it like it is. I don't like praising someone to gain approval. I can sit here and say, oh I love you Leo and you're perfect, but I'm unique in that I'm not like that. I see a lot of people doing that on the forum. I choose to stay away from it. It blinds a person. If whatever I say benefits a person in any way in having a better understanding of what they are, I'm more than glad to have given that to them. Otherwise I simply move on like a lonely traveler. When you are clear like a mirror, there is no friend, there is no enemy. You won't even need them. All you'll ever need is the honesty of other people around you in order to come closer to truth. In the end, it's only truth and love matters, rest is BS regurgitating itself in a loop.

Ignoring small signs is not a good idea. You don't need to have a major episode to go visit a doctor. This attitude combining with judgement and demonizing mental illness is what causes millions of people to not be diagnosed at an early stage where such diagonsis or even the knowledge of it can actually be life saving in the long term So actually be grateful if someone saw something even minor in you rather than ridiculing or having an ego backlash.

There's nothing wrong with following bipolar people. Also bipolar people are not insane at all. They might have episodes but that's it. They are normal like everyone else when they are not having episodes. I have seen both severe and milder versions of bipolar behavior. In fact I had to deal with them for the majority of my life to the point I got used to detecting even slight tendencies. Plus there's bipolar 1 and bipolar 2. Bipolar 2 is hardly externally detectable Most people encounter bipolar 1 and have this idea that bipolar is someone popping pills, going insane or living in a ward for a couple of days. Bipolar 2 isn't like that. And there's the word tendency that we use in psychology. Tendency means they don't show the full spectrum of symptoms of the illness but at least hints and tendencies in that direction. For example narcissistic tendencies does not mean someone has NPD. Similarly Leo showing bipolar tendencies does not mean he is full on bipolar. But tendencies are present. Of course this is just my hunch. He is garden variety,not overly concerning.

@Leo Gura I'm just suggesting it based on experience with bipolar people, not diagnosing you. Just a hint. I do see signs that's why I said it. And it does not mean anything bad. There's no demonizing. If someone tells you something about you that you might not be aware of, it's actually a good thing to keep it in mind as an observation that someone made. You don't always need a doctor's diagnosis. Even people on the street who have some expertise with an illness in their family will be able to tell you more than a doctor would. Take it as a hint that your frequent profane language behavior could be attributed to that. It actually means that you are not being that way on purpose. It's only some disorder that is causing you to react that way. Either way you should not demonize mental illness just like you should not demonize insanity. Both are human experiences and in order to live normal life, you have to be able to control the symptoms. Having bipolar, autism or suffering insanity does not make anyone less productive, worthless, bad, reject, or morally wrong. Or undeserving of love and dignity. Embrace the shadows you have against mentally ill people and you will easily see your own similarities with them.

His maniacal laugh in the enlightenment videos. His annoyance at the Amazon delivery guy when it was extremely minor. We only see Leo talking to us. But we don't see Leo walking around interacting with other people. He is mostly calm because he is highly intelligent, observant, Hyper aware to a painful degree and very disciplined emotionally. But his anger is more of an annoyance rather than a burst. It's more of a soft rant. He doesn't have anything to fear because everything is already in his control. Yet, you can see glimpses of his instability and manic behavior when he is in bad mood cursing or using condescending language. This is seen in bipolar people, they shrug a lot and can use profane language to express annoyance. However Leo need not worry. His brain and intelligence and awareness pretty much overly compensates for any bipolar risks in his behavior. He won't make crazy decisions. He made one crazy decision of releasing the solipsism video. But his intelligence alerted him immediately and he took actions to undo the damage. Like always, his intelligence, discipline sanity and awareness will rescue him from any reckless actions that most bipolar people engage in. His mood can be unsteady but it's just mildly unsteady. So he doesn't need drugs. Maybe a bit of emotional stability and learning to tone down triggers and he will be absolutely fine. He is very lucky his bipolar is mild because severe bipolar is unbearable suffering. He somehow escaped that.

You're sane because you are strongly INTP. But your mood is volcanic, you're only good at hiding it. You do have mood issues but you keep it to yourself and don't let it show since your brain has enough awareness that it might make you look like a fool. You are a high functioning bipolar and your bipolar is slightly mild, not as bad as some of the bipolar people I have experienced. But I have detected bipolar in you. I remember the Amazon delivery guy event. You were very pissed off at a very small interruption. A thing found in bipolar people is that they resent being interrupted when they are happy or deeply engrossed.

You forgot the biggest male privilege. Girls don't make as much money and mostly lack the skills for it. We aren't born with your kind of genius brains and stamina.