Emerald

Yes, the embodiment path is enhanced by its opposite. So, the Feminine path is dualistic... and it about appreciating embodiment and limitation through contrast with transcendence and the infinite. And there can be glimpses of Truth which bring greater meaning to the experience of the illusion through a contrast of opposites. But the end goal is the embodiment of the illusion... and the awakening to Truth is only a tool for enhancing the experience of the illusion form the perspective of this path. But with the transcendence path... it is non-dual. So, it is about embracing both relative truth and illusion... in service of transcending the attachment to the illusion and abiding in Truth. Ultimately both have similar means... but different end-goals.

@Salvijus @Wilhelm44 The issue is interpreting "Masculine and Feminine" only through the lens of human gender. The Masculine and Feminine exist in all living and nonliving systems and supersede yet inform human gender expressions. The issue is just that human beings are very human centric. And we can understand these polar "energies" best through relating them to man-likeness and woman-likeness... as male/female is the closest human expressions we have to these two polarities. Hence, why we refer to them as Feminine/Masculine and understand them through male and female symbolism. But it's really more like Yin and Yang. The problem arises when we filter these understandings through the notion of "This is what men and women ought to do." or "This is how men and women always are." Every person contains both the Masculine and the Feminine... just like all other living and non-living systems. And the archetypal and energetic Masculine and Feminine sometimes coincide with the gender norms of a particular society... but often diverges. For example, you both cited Love as a Feminine element of awakening. But Love is actually Masculine principled. It's just that our gender norms characterize love as being more in association with the Feminine because contemporary women tend to consciously value love more than men do... generally speaking. But this is just love in the way that we conceptualize of it in society, which is more like connection and relationship... which are Feminine principled. So, it's a matter of a word-based mix-up that causes us to characterize Love as Feminine... when what we mean by love is connection, romance, relationship, etc. which have to do with the relationship between separate human beings. And separation is the Feminine polarity... while oneness is the Masculine polarity. This is the major issue that so many people want to talk about the Masculine and Feminine but haven't had enough direct experience to speak about them accurately without mincing them together with social constructs and notions of human gender. Now, there are some subtle but important differences between men and women as general groups in the broad strokes. And you will find that men will gravitate more towards transcendence-based paths... and women will gravitate more towards embodiment based paths. And that is because the transcendence-based path is more archetypally and energetically Masculine and the embodiment-based path is more archetypally and energetically Feminine.

What I have experienced is that there are many 'games' that God plays with itself through human incarnations. So, while Consciousness itself is non-dual... there is no single path or game that Consciousness plays with itself through the human experience. But the most apt descriptions based on my medicine journeys is to call my path (the path of embodiment) as Feminine and the path I was previously on (the path of transcendence) as the Masculine path. Truthfully, most people are on the path of embodiment, as truly resonating with the path of transcendence is quite rare. It's just not a very popular game to want to play as a human being... even though enlightenment sounds good to the ears of the ego. Even most people who claim to be walking the path of transcendence don't actually want to deep down. That was me before I became conscious of my true spiritual preferences. Honestly, if I really preferred the path of transcendence, I'd probably have incarnated as some male monk somewhere who lives his entire life in a monastery.

Yes, definitely. One of the reasons why it seems to show me these things in my journeys is because it revealed to me in an earlier journey that the life's purpose is mercy... as it's showed me that the reason why God's consciousness created the illusion of Emerald in the first place is mercy. When the point of consciousness that typically sits behind my eyes was exposed to the everythingness element of the infinite, the experience of the infinite was producing a lot of suffering for the point of consciousness that typically sits behind my eyes as there was resistance to that fact of infinite suffering always existing from the perspective of the infinite. And no matter what, infinite suffering would always re-arise. And the way I would describe it is that, this point of consciousness was one with the rest of God's infinite consciousness and simply was God's consciousness. But the point of consciousness that sits behind my eyes went into resistance towards infinite suffering that can never be solved (as that is an element of the infinite). And out of mercy towards itself, it split "my" point of consciousness away from itself... in order to allow that point of consciousness mercy through allowing it to go into a state of unconsciousness to the infinite and imposing blinders on this consciousness while in its incarnation into the illusion of Emerald. And that way, through the vehicle of the illusion of Emerald's life, this fragmented off point of God's consciousness can experience the illusion of finiteness and the mercy that comes from limitation... and not having to be responsible for the infinite and to always allow all things. And out of mercy and love towards itself in these kinds of situations, it allows itself the illusion of being a tiny drop, when it is actually the ocean. So, there can be this imperfect illusory Emerald character with a beginning and an end... who only dies once... and can only experience but so much suffering... and who prefers the good to the bad. And it's that, in contrast to knowing and loving all and grieving infinite griefs, which is what God consciousness experiences... and is fully capable of doing so because (out of love) it can cut away the parts of itself that cannot allow the experience of infinite griefs. It was like, it allowed me (aka God) to surrender my (aka God's) responsibilities to be present with infinite suffering to give itself mercy and a vacation from the infinite. But it also showed me it has many "release valves" through which to mitigate the suffering aspects of itself would otherwise experience if those release valves didn't exist. And one such release valve is simply incarnation into the illusion of finiteness. Another such release valve is incarnation into the illusion of finiteness and waking up to the pure empty consciousness. And it showed me the image of monks when it communicated this to me. And yes, those who have been particularly burned by the physical world may prefer the latter... which is likely why there are so many world religions that have to do with transcending all that's Earthly and material. When you are in a finite Hell... then all you can want is to be released from it into an infinite Heaven. And there are experiences of God's consciousness that are like that. But when you experience infinite Hell (and knowing and loving all things in infinity and grieving all griefs for an eternity at the deepest level of grieving possible), then the finite is a much more fitting release valve. From the perspective of God's consciousness that has no resistance to suffering and can love all things without resistance, however, it has shown me the game it plays that involves the experience of both mercy and suffering which blend seamlessly together where there is no sense of where one ends and the other begins... and move like a thrilling roller coaster through infinite consciousness. This point of consciousness was too resistant to holding space for that duality of mercy and suffering to transcend that particular dualism... and this is where my consciousness split from the rest of God's consciousness. And the Emerald story was spun up. And it made my life's purpose all about mercy... which has been a constant pulse throughout my entire human experience but was only made clear in that journey.

Consider the story of the Blind Men and the Elephant. I am a blind man describing the tusks of the elephant. They are the blind men describing the trunk of the elephant. But the elephant is infinitely faceted. And a human being can only be the blind man and can never take in picture of the full elephant. So, our descriptions might seem contradictory... as from one angle waking up is realizing the absence of all qualia. And from another angle, you can recongnize it as Love, Beauty, Infinity, etc. But the Masculine spiritual path (as I've experienced it) is the dissolution of illusion and waking up to the pure empty consciousness with no observer observing it. And this emptiness is absent of all qualia... including beauty. This was the path I realized that I didn't want to take and that I preferred a more Feminine embodied path. I have also experienced other facets of the Infinite in my journeys... but still only some of the facets. I will (of course) never touch every facet of the elephant. And while I could certainly describe my experienced of God and God-realization as beautiful, I have not yet experienced a facet of the elephant that I would say is Beauty with a capital B. So, that would only be conjecture from my point of view. But I have glimpsed God as Love, God as Oneness, God as Pure Empty Consciousness, God as Truth, God as Self, and God as other.

The Masculine path is about the transcendence of all illusions of form and limitation... to reveal infinite empty consciousness. With ego death, there is a total dissolution of the illusion of you and the illusion of the entire reality you exist within. So, there is no meaning or beauty because there is nothingness... and nothingness cannot be meaningful, beautiful, valuable, etc. as it is specifically the emptiness of all qualities as nothingness is bereft of qualities. And beauty and meaning, requires limitation and finiteness to be realized, as limitation is the birthplace of meaning and beauty.

This sounds to me to be the perspective of someone who hasn't themselves had glimpses of God-realization... or who at the very least, has not integrated the wisdom of those experiences very well. Understand, you are God criticizing God's ability to wake up to its own nature, when God chooses to wake up wherever and within whomever's subjective experience it wants to. And if a person does not wake up, it is precisely because God doesn't want to experience awakening from the perspective of that finite form. Consider, does your statement above make any sense at all from the perspective of God's experience of God-realization within the incarnation of a finite human form? From my perspective, spiritual men and spiritual women tend to gravitate towards different forms of spiritual practice... but both tend to get caught up in the illusions of those religions and practices. It's just that men might have a tendency to gravitate more towards enlightenment-related paths than women. But they tend to still religify and identify with those paths just as much as anyone else. The issue that I've observed with human beings on an enlightenment-based spiritual path is that they conceptualize themselves as a human Truth-seeker trying to wake up to and realize their nature as God. And then, they try to become an expert Truth-seeker and develop all sorts of spiritual know-how and identities of being the Truth-seeker who takes God realization seriously. And this entire frame of mind re-inforces the very illusion that they're this ego (supposedly) trying to transcend itself.

I'll honor your wishes of not arguing with you.

That's been my experience exactly... that in awakening to God consciousness, it reaffirms its own choice to incarnate as this finite human being in the first place.

Thank you. The difference is that the Masculine path is about waking up to the reality that you are God and transcending the Maya. And the Feminine path is about waking up to the reality that you are God and realizing that you (as God) didn't make a mistake when you created the Maya and the character that you're currently playing as.... and then choosing to lose 99.99999999...999% of your power and embracing your unconsciousness to your infinite nature in order enjoy a more meaningful finite experience of all the dualistic contrasts of your own creation. Sometimes you (as God) just wants to play the sacred virtual reality video game you created without the avatar trying to wake up from the game. Yet again, sometimes you (as God) likes to play the game where the avatar transcends the game too. But it's a less popular choice of game, as far as human incarnations go.... as human beings tend to appreciate meaning in their game. But the Masculine game is about realizing the emptiness of meaning... and meaning must be sacrificed in favor of Truth. In one of my medicine journeys, I woke up to my nature as God. But Emerald didn't die that time, so it wasn't like an ego death. And I was both God and Emerald at once. And it was like realizing Emerald was a flower growing from the infinite tree of God. And I recognized myself as both the tree and the flower at once... and the value of the finite Feminine flower from the perspective of the infinite Masculine tree. And I (as God) was showing me (as Emerald) how valuable and beautiful I was to it as I am... in playing the role that I am as a human being and choosing the Feminine path. And it showed me that the game that it want to play with me is a lover and beloved game... where it weaves all of reality for me and gives me beautiful positive and negative experiences and for me to receive them unconditionally and to find beauty, wisdom, meaning, and joy in them. That was the game it preferred to play with me and that I preferred to play with it... in a way that resembles the Hindu symbol of Shiva and Shakti. And in this communication of our game, it showed me that it plays many games with many different types of incarnations and that it's not like one is better than the other. And it was its way of getting me to understand that I prefer the Feminine game... which is difficult in a world that constantly re-affirms and superiorizes the Masculine way as the only game to play.

@TheGod It depends on what you mean by God-realization. If you mean a person consistently abides in a state of God-realization... then I have met none (male or female). If you mean a person who has gotten a glimpse of God-realization, I've had quite a few of those realizations and I also know many men and women who have had similar realizations due to the nature of my YouTube channel drawing people who have had such glimpses to me. But what I will say is that my God-realization glimpses have only reaffirmed to me to commit to the experience of the illusion rather than to seek to transcend the illusion through seeking God-realization. I have an eternity to be God... but the experience of Emerald is quite novel. And it is specifically because embodiment in the material form is the Feminine spiritual path and realization of meaning and beauty... while transcendence of the material world and the illusion of Maya is the Masculine spiritual path and the dissolution of both meaning and beauty. So, any experience of Truth that I've had is only but to enhance my experience of the beauty of being in the illusion. And any experience of oneness that I've had is only but to recognize the value of separation and relationship and the beauty that can only happen when there is separation as a contrast to connection. And any experience of perfection and sacredness that I'd had has only served to enhance my experience of the beauty of imperfection and profanity. It this way, the Feminine path is about embodiment to give meaning to transcendence, physicality to give meaning to the non-physical, separation to give meaning to the oneness. And when I have experienced the everythingness element of the Masculine infinity, it is just chaotic meaningless everythigness without limit... and thus without meaning. So, the Feminine path is about embracing duality, illusion, wisdom, limitation, meaning, beauty, separation, relationship, connection, imperfection, ordinariness, and physicality. And all of this can be enhanced through the integration of the truth-seeking element of the Masculine path... But Truth is not the point as Truth can only be valuable through the embodied contrast Feminine experience of it within the illusion. Otherwise, it just is and is meaningless. And enlightenment is not the point either as enlightenment as a concept can only be valuable through the embodies contrast Feminine experience of it from the un-enlightened state. Otherwise, it just is and is meaningless. The Feminine spiritual path is to wake up and recognize that you are God in a virtual reality video game and to embrace the illusion of the video game... so that you can experience the meaning and beauty of being the avatar. The Masculine path is about the embrace of the emptiness of meaning, non-duality, transcendence, Truth, the non-physical, perfection, and Godliness. The Masculine spiritual path is to wake up and recognize that you are God in a virtual reality video game and to continue playing the video game from a place of detachment because you never let yourself get too immersed in the gameplay or too attached. The latter is less fun and meaningful to me than the former... as it's a lot more fun to forget that to remember.

Willingness is a statement of personal choice... not legal obligation.

Unfortunately, that argument doesn't hold water... given the fact that strict abortion laws tends to put mother's at greater risk of dying, being traumatized, or losing the ability to have children because of pregnancy complications. And there's nothing pro-life about that. When abortion laws are strict and only make exceptions if the life of the mother is at risk, doctors are put in the un-enviable position of having to determine whether or not the mother's life is actually at risk under threat of losing their license or going to jail. So, it's common for doctors to wait until the mother is on death's doorstep to perform a life-saving abortion. And it's not so uncommon for women in places with strict abortion laws to lose their ability to have children, to die, or to experience really traumatic situations regarding the birth (like having to carry a child to term who has been diagnosed during gestation as not being viable outside of the womb).

I don't know very much about the political situation in Russia. But my guess would be that most of the Russian population probably already doesn't support Putin enthusiastically... but people have grown accustomed to the authoritarianism and might not feel like they can protest because of anti-protesting laws and the threat of state violence. And the authoritarianism might have arisen post Soviet Union as a true frog in boiling water situation where things remained fairly stable over the course of the slower onset of authoritarianism. (Luckily the same is not true for the Trump regime) And often times, if there is relative stability and homeostasis, the authoritarian regime is tolerated as the status quo... like Mussolini making the trains run on time. (Also... luckily the same is not true for the Trump regime) There could also be a more unilateral degree of media control where the state can more easily seize and doctor the narrative fed to the masses to paint themselves as the good guys and protesters as the bad guys. These are just guesses though, as I do not know much about Putin's Russia or how much people do or do not protest against him.

Be the recipients of the state-sanctioned violence and authoritarianism... like Civil Right activists were... and like Nelson Mandela was... and like Ghandi was. It is rare that someone who participates in peaceful protest would be the recipient of violence, so it's relatively low risk. But in the cases, when a peaceful protester is the recipient of violence... those are the situations that wake average people up the very most and starve the regime of support from the populace. Consider the impact of people who have been wrongly imprisoned... like Kilmar Abrego Garcia. His story alone is a wake-up call to many people as it shows the monstrousness and authoritarianism of the state.

Again, that negates the point of the peaceful protest if said violence does occur. Now, most peaceful protests don't have state-sanctioned violence happening at them. And in this case, the point of the peaceful protest is to show strength in numbers... and to give social proof about the popularity of the movement. But in the less common cases, where state or extremists groups enact violence on peaceful unarmed protestors... that is the very thing that wakes average people up. Peaceful protest that meets state sanctioned violence, should be a show of a violent police state thugs stepping on the innocent and unarmed with jackboots. That must be the optics in order for peaceful protests to work... in the rarer instances where state-sanctioned violence does occur. For example, in the Civil Rights Movement, it was police hosing down peaceful protesters with powerful fire-hoses... and people peacefully sitting in the pool while the owner of the hotel poured beach in. It is these images that wake people up and sway people towards supporting your cause. So, while it's unlikely for people at a protest to be the recipient of actual violence... it is the power imbalance of being an innocent unarmed target of violence that opens the hearts and minds of the populace. If you fight back against violence at these protests, it will read as a more "Both sides are equal and violent. That's why I'm a moderate and stay out of politics" type-thing... and it will turn off the normie politically disengaged people who are meant to be persuaded. They'll just be like "See, both sides equally violent."

@Hardkill @integral From a strategic standpoint, it's a very foolish idea to bring weapons to a non-violent protest, as it is counterproductive to the desired result of the protest. The point of a protest is to make yourself visible in a positive way so that relatively disengaged normies want to join your cause.... and you can do this most effectively through non-violent protest. AND EVEN MORE IMPORTANTLY... if law enforcement or other combative groups enact violence onto peaceful protesters, the public will have sympathy towards the non-violent protestors and wake up the injustices from the power that be. And in these cases where the state cracks down, it can really turn the people against the powers that be and towards the cause of the peaceful protestors. If the protests are violent (or even if they are just perceived as violent), then the protest will do the opposite of its intended result. And the protests will get much more easily smeared by the media as riots full of violent criminals... and it will drive people away from your cause.

100% That's my exact argument that I was having with Leo the other day. And it applies both economically and socially... as any concession to the opponent's framing will strengthen the opponent and weaken yourself. Any time you go "Okay, I can see how economic Populism is a bit extreme." or "Okay, I see how the acceptance of trans people is something that most people find weird."... you've already done the opponent's job for you. And the opponent's job is to make their side look as normal and reasonable as possible and to frame the opposite side's perspective and goofy, out of touch, and weird. I swear... people who are slightly left of center don't understand power one single bit. And so many of them will do the opposition's dirty work and propagandizing for them on principle and out of a "let's be philosophically committed to truth and meet in the middle... and be deliberately looking for the most fringe expressions of the left so that we can show how honest and normal we are." But it's like dividing your own side and throwing the game to the opposition on purpose just to score an empty philosophical victory, while people continue to suffer and the forces of corruption proliferate.

Yes. It's said that thousands of years ago, someone in one of the Amazon tribes was sitting with Hapé and got a vision and instructions about how to create Ayahuasca. Of course, there are many tribes around the Amazon who all relate to Ayahuasca in different ways. So, I don't know if the story is different in different tribes as to how Ayahuasca was discovered. But it seems that the prevailing understanding is that the use of Hapé predates and led to the invention of Ayahuasca.

In the Amazon... Hapé is called the grandfather while Ayahuasca is called the grandmother, as they go together. And if you attend an Ayahuasca ceremony, Hapé is often used to prepare one's self for the Ayahuasca journey... or even to ground if the journey starts getting too heavy Hapé calms the nervous system and grounds you deeply in the physical world... and helps you purge stagnant energy from the body and bring unprocessed emotions to the surface. And perhaps most importantly, it temporarily weakens the power and stickiness of your thoughts... and it becomes a lot easier to meditate and just be present with what is. And it allows you to be a lot more open and receptive. But despite its grounding feature, there is also occasionally an energy about it that reminds me of how an eagle feels in flight. And it can have some effects that are similar in some ways to entheogens, despite it not itself being a hallucinogen. And the use of Hapé pre-dates the use of Ayahuasca. And the recipe for Ayahuasca (which is the mixture of the Ayahuasca (Caapi) vine and Chacruna leaves) is said to have come as a vision someone in one of the Amazon tribes had while under the influence of Hapé.

Same here.... I don't smoke it either. I work with Hapé.

I'm not so sure that that assumption is true, given the fact that belonging within a community is the foundational need of the human being (as it is the need that all other biological and psychological needs have always been met through). And socialization within community contexts relates far more to psychological matters than to directly biological matters. My experience has been that psychology trumps biology in most cases and that we end up far more influenced by our software than by our hardware, as a result of having a very complex pre-frontal cortex to adapt within social dynamics. Let's take Anorexia, as an example of an instance where psychology trumps biology. Biologically the body is wired up to need and eat food. But a psychological condition, like Anorexia can override that biological process. There are similar instances where psychology trumps biology relative to attraction and sexuality, where a person will be drawn to another person because they sense a repeat of familial dynamics. Or if we take the need for sex more generally, most people are seeking it out for more than just reproduction... with drivers towards belonging, connection, love, status, validation, etc.

I work with Mapacho myself. Using it here and there with a ceremonial medicine approach, has helped me settle my nervous system, ground, and purge a lot of stagnant energy in my body. Of course, Mapacho also has Nicotine. In fact, it has 9 times more Nicotine than the Tobacco that's in cigarettes. So, it can be addictive if used habitually. But I have found that using it sparingly has been incredibly helpful to me.

I feel the same way about drugs and euthanasia as I do about abortion... for the same reasons pertaining to bodily sovereignty. I don't believe the government should have jurisdiction over what people do with their own body as long as it doesn't encroach upon the sovereignty and boundaries of others. But when it comes to public nudity, that's beyond the jurisdiction of personal bodily sovereignty... and is more about a public space where there are certain collective rules and procedures that make existing in that space. And the government can and should have jurisdiction over the rules of access to public spaces... as can the private owners of a space that's open to the public. And you can be naked all you want, as long as you are in your own private space. And committing crimes is also a matter that the government should have jurisdiction over... because it impacts the public in some way and is beyond the realm of bodily sovereignty. People should be the sole goverenors of their own bodies and matters that pertain to their own body. But the government should have jurisdiction over the laws of public engagement within a society.

Couldn't help yourself, eh?