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@egoless Your asking a very nuanced question there is no concrete yes or no. I think the point that @Girzo wants to make and the point that I fully stand behind is that: you should focus more on the niche and quality of content rather than the YouTube algorithm. At least when you're starting from scratch. If you focus on a specific market need aka niche and you create quality content with a good title and thumbnail you will rank. No matter what country your video is uploaded from. Remember that the main goal of YouTube is to keep people on the site watching more videos. If your video keeps people on the site and coming back to the site YouTube will rank you high no matter what country you're from.

You're actually depriving your brain of oxygen lol.

1. Your reasoning is flawed in this statement. Is there a point in having sex with animals? People still fucking do it. 2. How do you know it kills all these things in the first place? you're taking a default position. The CONCEPTS exist as CONCEPTS. A label to verify a certain behavior. There is only a direct experience of nonduality which I never experienced as soon as you reach it through beliefs or actions you have not found it you just thought you did. The only way to know what “is” would be to ask early humans, but that is lost to us. Early humans did not know what "is" they were too busy surviving.

1. There is no purpose or point. 2. "nonduality" doesn't kill anything. It will let you see it never existed in the first place.

@Recursoinominado Yes why not, I do it on the floor because my bed is not that big. You must have space tho or you could roll off your bed.

Yoga, kundalini work or SER, probably many other techniques There are a variety of ways to release trapped emotions: acupuncture, journaling, talk therapy or even exercise. But the most reliable method I know of is SomatoEmotional Release (SER), an approach I developed along with biophysicist Zvi Karni at MSU. SER was designed specifically to release trapped emotions and allow the physical ailments that often accompany them to resolve naturally. The powerful results often include improved body functioning, loss of pain, greater mobility and more enjoyment of life. Understanding the Full Range of Responses The release of painful or hurtful emotions can cause clients to react in many different ways. They might burst into tears, curl into a fetal position, curse, shake, laugh uncontrollably or even strike the massage table.

Well I wouldn't recommend it. My hands balded up really hard and I thought I was damaging them in my session. My thumbs are still soar from it. I have not read anyone else who had that experience but it can happen so watch out.

After yesterday I tried it again today because I felt like I could take it a little bit farther. Used shamanic music instead of the Lo-Fi beats I had last time. Duration: I think 20 minutes of breathing 10 minutes afterward of weird shit. Started slowly doing it everything started tingeling again. After about 10 minutes I started swaying by body from left to right trying to get in more of a trance getting myself out of my head into my body. This worked, very well! Sway left breath in, sway right breath out and so on. after 5 minutes of doing that I noticed that I was breathing with my throat a little bit constricted so I started breathing with it wide open. This catapulted the effects, couldn't move or feel my hands they were fisting up to the point that I thought it was not really healthy to pinch them together so hard lol. *Next time I will keep my thumbs outside of my fist.* My jaw was tingeling not as much as last time tough, I couldn't move my feet anymore. When I felt like stopping I stopped, I think I was 20 minutes in I don't know tho I couldn't move its hard to look at you mobile that way. After I stopped I was kind of stressing out that I couldn't move anything, I started crying and rolling around a bit. Then I stopped and everything was peaceful. I don't cry a lot so this was weird for me but it felt really good afterwards. Than I just layed on the ground like a disabled person, when I calmed down and stood up there were 28 minutes on the timer.

Yes I think so although I never tried them.

Amen to this ^^^^ , and for some context here. I live in Holland and for 20 years I have never been approached by a stranger that has asked me out. So stick that one time in your pocket. I'm a guy so its different for us but still take a look at the bigger picture.

Hahahaha this post cracked me up. So relatable lol.

@thehero Don't become dependent on people, keep your options open. I want to help you but this seems like a more complex problem we can't help you if you just post 2 sentences.

Damn, dis is a open wound. Remember every should will fire back in your face, its just a matter of time.

You can probably get a job as programmer if you do programming fulltime for 3 months and either focus on frontend or backend. In the programming game a degree is not that important to get a job. If you want to grow within a company a degree might be a must. But if you can show you have some solid projects under your belt you can get a job.

Go to the pyramids!!

@Elisabeth Well I'm lucky I have such open minded parents. Made a distinction between mind numbing and mind activating substances, told them about it. They are okay with it. Also opened up about some emotional stuff beforehand so they kind of got in a accepting mood When you tell it in context of your life it helps. When I said it helped me understand myself and how I differ from usual go happy shallow people how it helps me to become happier and more loving of myself and seeing some barriers I created to hold people out when in the altered state. Also told them that I'm not fucking stupid and I do extensive research. I think the parent child relationship is bullshit. I talk to my parents like their my friends or at least equals. Still my mother sometimes gets defensive because she still likes to control me but then I just say "You're trying to push your world views on me I can handle that myself now" or I jokingly say "Yes mom, okay mom, thanks mom, I love you mom" lol. But I'm lucky parents wise. success If you decide to move back in, it can be hard sometimes.

@Paan I Recomend Radical Honesty by Brad Blanton. Talks about how you create masks (like withholding things from your GF) to manipulate the people around you and how this fucks you up internally. Because now you're acting out your mask and not sharing yourself. I got the exact same problem, dumped my GF. Slowly starting to talk more about what the fuck I'm up to when I am locked in my room plotting on self development lol. Even told my parents when and where I did the drugs they didn't want me to take. That shit is really scary to do.

Gang gang, hahaha

@NathanR Sounds like you're trying to avoid emotional labour to be honest. Putting your self out there is scary but would you be fine with doing eCommerce your whole life? "earn some money through that" ..... try to build a real skill. Investing is best done in the long term this way you decrease risk. It is best done on the side while still having a skill you focus on. You can't make big bucks investing if you don't already have big bucks. Maybe these are just my limiting beliefs about full time investing but from what I studied about it it's not a stable path unless you dedicate your whole life to it. from reading you're text your just trying to avoid actual work.

It's a book that is meant to be read. Sometimes I even read one page 2 or 3 times to really understand what he is saying. I think when you listen to it the wisdom just flies over your head because it is so complex.

@Soulbass Nope but I will, looks great!

I feel you. I say do it BUT there is one thing you should consider tough. I just bought and am reading the yoga book about kriya yoga and it told me a very interesting thing that changed the way I view going all in on consciousness work. It said that a lot of the time monks and people who completely distance themselves from society do not get as much spiritual progress as people who stay in there and have a wife, a job that type of stuff. This happens because they get complacent in there work, they lead a tranquil life in a monistary or in the mountains and don't push themselves. Why should they, they are just fine leading a life of routine. While people who practice within the system only have limited time, because of this they push themselves more in the little time they have. Which results in deeper concentration and deeper insights. Plus the householders lifestyle is more challenging which leads to strengthening of the mind. Isolation can bring weak mindedness. Please keep this in mind, good luck!

Cool vid! thanks for the share.

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@Sukhpaal Have pity towards that human. He feels the need to deceive/lie because deep down it feels like the world is hostile. The way to react to a hostile world is lying, deceiving and manipulating.