John Iverson

Take your time ? Are you in a hurry? even It takes a year just for the next chapter it is okay and worth it.. your mind cannot hold non physical stuffs, you must break your mind just to fill that whole stuffs whatever is in there ??

Not only for survival.. if Leo don't have money, how can he but Psychedelics? How can he continue his journey about enlightenment in the first place? Going places to places, ? Like Retreats.?? Plain ticket .. books .. enlightenment is going to beyond survival ?? you kill yourself .. His consciousness is deep now.. that you will not understand him.. his work is not work? It is a life purpose.. you cannot just do nothing ? After enlightenment all you do is to sit down? And do nothing?? Duality is still exist after you work hard in non dual ?.. You still living in duality.. where you live in the society, a country.. or earth.. all you do is to sit down? Even buddha after enlightenment he teach what he learn.. so he do his life purpose.. Jesus Christ do his life purpose, to save , he give his unconditional love ... Sadhguru after enlightenment.. he is traveling a lot just to teach yoga... mooji has satsang ? You don't get the sense of wage slavery... you are working for someone and somebody ...you cannot do your full potential in life .. it is like for example i'm your boss.. okay do this for me...that makes you a slave.. since he have more power than you you cannot say no.. you don't have financial freedom that saying no to someone is hard.. even to the culture.. Leo has a financial freedom.. even when time comes that he wants to go to the cave and meditate there for years he can because he is free ?? he can have a money for years of Leo in the cave.. even he is not here the money is still going to his bank account or paypal account ???.. see the difference??

I want a quick answer... is it ...or it isn't okay to yoga if you are not feeling well? Anytime i see, if i do yoga i will have a fever after that.. i am sure I don't have yet fever but it all started a little awhile ago when i woke up my bed has a poop , I don't know why but my stomach just can't handle and wait till i woke up before the poop come out...., my poop is not hard as normal... and my stomach is aching ??. I try to meditate haha i do experiment try if will work but still my stomach is not well..and i have a feeling that i am not feeling well... later today i feel that am not feeling well but i want to yoga, but if i do my body limitation makes me suffer ??I don't know

For 4 years, now you are on day 5 HAHAHAAHAHAH lol but yeaa i see that it is very hard.. ??

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I am okay now Guys, it passed ? Thankyou for your all your concerns .. till next timeee

@Rilles

Ohh sorry ?, yea that's true, it is also a matter of style.. but it is the same.. and it depends also for an individual.. like mooji's technique if you ....do it for consciousness somehow you will get enlightened but if you are the people who just only bow down.. I don't know if you will get the point of what they do in a satsang ??

Like? It is hard to find authentic stuffs.. i am lucky that I discovered actualized.org somehow i am not like a zombie finding for something

Even. The yoga of gamana?? Hmm? .. kriya yoga exposed

You have? Did you shit yourself?? ???? really!! Hahahah so it is a part of a dark side ????

Thankyou, i continue to do yoga ?

It depends on my schedule.. but yes sometimes i do it on an empty stomach... and if i already ate, atleast 4 hrs

Yesterday it is my 32 or 33 day ???.. i thought yoga can make my body stronger but i get sick.. my stomach that i used to do bandhas is not well ???

I want a quick answer... is it ...or it isn't okay to yoga if you are not feeling well? Anytime if i do yoga i will have a fever after that.. i am sure I don't have yet fever but it all started a little awhile ago when i woke up my bed has a poop on itmy stomach is not well.. later today i feel that am not feeling well but i want to yoga, but if i do my body limitation makes me suffer ??I don't know

The way i speak and behave can affect how people think of me, like here in the Philippines i have set of friends who i have a conversation with them and our topic is about inflation, i said to them that inflation is a part of a growth , growth is not pleasant all the time because of the ego backlash , i said that as a society, work like a mind.. mind system.. i said try to pick 1 habit that you will change in 1 year, you will understand growth.. after i said that, they said that i am not being considerate to the poor,. I really see that what they see to other people is not it, they speaking about their truth because of emotions and rationalization they have to that person or poor... they are somehow projecting,.. i speak also in the orange stage stage that in a society you must in the business, because economics and business is somehow connected,.. if you are a poor and all you do is sip in societies tits you will suffer from that consequences you must be responsible to your own life that society doesn't affect you and your country if your problem is money you must become richer and richer, and if you start to see the limitation of successs or material paradigm then you must work out the upper stage of that paradigm but, they see that consciousness cannot be connected on what is happening here, ? i told to friends that you must find out and discover what is the root of all the problem happening in our country.. ? But they said i cannot speak about psychology in these matter ? But for example poor people has his own impulse why they cannot think to spend there time doing things to make them rich.. sample it is there negative thinking,..that impulse affect how they took actions.. i know it is their impulses I understand what they are coming from.. my friends also don't understand how important my actualization work ,.they say that i am just the only one who benefits but not the other person, but i know understanding the root of the problem is a big help ?Isn't it? My friend said that all i am saying is that ohhh don't do anything at all they are just fine, they want to do something but they don't know what they gonna do.. for them what i am doing and saying to them doesn't make any actions at all This picture is one paradigm they see.. there are another one i want to Screenshot and put it here but i cannot find it right now.. ????????

Until now you're into nofap?

Ohh sorry, warm!! Ahahaha

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@Shanmugam

Answer: I don't know how i handle what growth i have now, if try to talk to them it simply don't match me and them.. it doesn't mean i think i am superior or so whatever if ever i think that way, i will not ask how to live with them ?.. indont know how to express because it is unmatch.. i cannot just say what i see that is the problem.. i cannot moralized them it will demonized them.. it is a challenge for me to handle things because i grow alot doing things and it affects how i communicate... The problem is all places here is blue, top universities here stuck to a paradigm that the education system is very blue.. catholicism is there, and patriotism is also there, it is important for them to comply.. to the rules.. and to the system.. they think education you will become globally competitive as an individual but nooo haha it is not.. yes you have a advantage but it is just for a company.. the company will become globally competitive not you.. you become stuck and you cannot express your full potential ... 90% we are in a blue stage... even in a company is in blue.. companies here is not yet dominant haha even technologies so maybe orange is still 5-10 percent only, green is impossible to have as a place or as a group of people, of course in maybe in a conplete population of all filipinos that are alive maybe 6-8 percent ? Is at different stage than orange .. we are in era that orange is trying to grow..blue stage is getting stronger..... so how can i deal it? Where ever i go is deeply blue... i am planning to cut my self in to computer system.. if you are saying to find a place that is green, well how would you expect a country who is 90% blue can you find a place that is green? Orange is still 5-10 percent.. finding some one who is filipino in actualized org is very difficult what more a place.. i know filipina celebrity here is watching actualized.org but atsome point she is back at blue not do the practice at all.. see.. how difficult it is... media here is blue and 2% orange... social media here is 96% blue.. how can i find a place in a social media that is green or a place is orange ...for me to completely surrender what stage i am at... i cannot find it in the internet.. and i cannot find a place here because who i am gonna ask? Even using psychedelics.. of course i know some who are using psychedelics but they are not so serious.. i see how they use psychedelics drugs.. and how they speak from their experiences.. they are not serious. And into consciousness. For them to be at stage green... they are not even do there work to climb to orange stage ? The problem is how can i connect to them without forgetting what i become, or what growth i have been through ??? imagine your family is blue.. your friends is blue.. your teacher.. your society is blue and you act differently to the norm.. ? It is just an action ... what i behave or say to them affects their reality i am not moralizing or demonizing them .. it's just if you grow your behavior change.. and what they see is through your actions and behaviors.. even how i speak..

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But how can i connect to other people, we live in the era of computer should i be against it? All of my friend.. family, are in the facebook world.. but i have the feeling to detach myself , if i totally leave to that system how can i talk to them? Or connect with them.. all of the people is in the computer now.. if i get out to the computer how can i handle this world without any people here.. do you get me?? There is no one in here... all of them is in every system.. how can i meet a friend here? This system is created of the mind it is something that bothers me.. it is like no one is here, i want to talk to someone or i want to talk to a person that close to my heart but no one is here... i love them so much that i want to have a connection and to spend time with them but howwwww if i push myself to leave in the system i feel like i leave them , i feel like it is like abandoning them, that i don't care? But of course i care i really do i want to make them happy, make a good memorie with them, i want to give them understanding.. they are in the system and in the paradigm of their own mind.. but i cannot live with that.. i am scared that my parents will die someday that I don't express my love for them i am scared that there is no one in my life that i share my life with a girl that i will love and make a family with... my parents want me to live a life with their sense of reality but the problem is me, clock is ticking,.. i want to study the system, but when i close the door to study on my own.. i see that i close myself to my surroundings i will get busy and no time to them.. infact i have no money,, how can i treat them to the most expensive thing that could get them enjoy my presense .. i want to love them but the problem is me.. me me me me , i have issue to myself with my father I don't know i created it and now it is not easy to remove what i created... this feeling is like abandoning some one i love who will take care of my parents? My brother.. ?? And my friends? I want to take care of them.. i am afraid of this and ,the fact that they are getting old I don't want to lose them with a regrat that why i cannot do something to them i am afraid that i will be alone, no one will be there for me.. no love life, no sex life, no family, and no friends.. should i set a side my feelings right now? To this drama ?? And the other one is that how can i see what is happening to the world? And in my own country if i quit social media? What era and kind of people we live in this era what ever you see on social media it is every part of reality now.. if i live detach to that.. how can i see them and be 100 step ahead of them.. i also need to understand what consciousness we live in today.. it is different than before.. I wouldn't understand what reality i live in if i detach myself to the computer..

You some how rationalize it, yes partially true to what i am experiencing right now.. somehow you understnd.. but by experience I don't know if you understand.... keep on digging !! Cmooooon!!

bro, yes Leo is watching movies, but that movie is for his passion, to sharpen the saw.. you know what i mean? Not to give him a comfort , chillin, or something if you intake computer in to your self I use Facebook on a daily basis but it's never been an addiction to me. Answer: (((((It is not just an addiction.. i mean system.))))) I keep my friend list under 50 people (Not intentionally, I just don't add everyone who is in my town like most people do). Answer: be aware how you react, you give boundary to other people in your town because you don't add them as your friend.. and the system of facebook drive your life of something, like facebook have facebook friends.. It's a great way to connect & share changes in your life with people you know or just spam them with memes, like someone I know... Answer: Like i said facebook create a system, and facebook and members of facebook create like meme to comfort you and ground you to that system.. so your mind have a reason to consume that..... but facebook don't have a meaning at all.. people put a meaning to that to be reallllllllllll... It's also a great way to connect with cool people you meet on your travels which you wouldn't bother to otherwise. Hence the distance. Answer: facebook put a meaning to prevent a collapse so it also given that it created that to connect people but you know you live in the illusion within the illusion, it is not authentic connecting to other people .... don't based your connection Through screen and giving you comfort regarding to distance.. what i mean is.. see that if all the people identify with this one.. no one will bother to go out.. to find a real person it makes you lazy.. regarding of distance you don't care haha, because it's fun to meet someone not through facebook or something.. go here in the Philippines and meet some stranger did you get it? The premise is, philippines is far from you and you will meet someone here not using fb.. i dont know what to say but system drives you and ground you, by saying it is for you to connect I check in maybe 2-6 times every day & don't stick on it for longer than 5-10 minutes. I do this naturally, without having to force myself to leave. Use of Facebook is fine as long as it's not 24/7. Answer: hahaha i challenge you to stop using Facebook for 1 year.. you will answer me excuses.. BUUUUUUT IVERSOOOOON!! Buuuuuuuuut buuuuuuut buuuuuuut! Whahahaha because it becomes your life.. I agree that we should unplug from stimulation & decrease the information we take in, but, note that even Leo himself watches movies sometimes. Taking that into account, I think it's fine as long as it's not an addiction & we have a replacement for it. Let's say video games, shit, I stopped playing video games & I kept at that for about a month. Whoopsie, I had no decent replacement & added 8 habits, quantity over consistency, as one may say & boom, back to video games. Now I'm decreasing it all gradually, I kicked out movies & have a good replacement: Reading books. I read books either way, just not as often as I do now. Answer: it is not just a stimulation... it is not just about information, it is not just addiction, it is not just having replacements for it... speaking of video games? Is video games not part of your life? Hahaha all of that is the reason why you have a life, an illusion life.. try to cut one and you cannot do it because it is a system that grounds you ... i dont know now what to say i'm tired ahahhaha