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You experience death every night, it's called sleep

Great book

@Mondsee non duality teacher fred Davis has a good quote * fred Davis thought he was going to wake up to god, but god woke up to the fiction of fred davis*

The source is the only thing that exists. Like a thought is made from the same stuff as the laptop in front of you is. My point is there is no personal free will, there is no doer, no thinker of thoughts and no mover off the body. But yes you are source because source is the only thing there is, and it can do anything

Yes I am saying that I am as real as a character in a dream

I had some insights on stuff related to this through taking 5meo dmt. There's this infinite energy source, it's the only thing that exists, everything comes from and is made out of it. The character has no free will but the infinite energy source can do anything. Also it can seem like the character is suffering but there is no real suffering, because there is only one thing that exists.

I'm saying that there is no you to have free will in the first place, so no there is absolutely nothing you can do to discover truth. A character in a dream doesn't decide to cross the road, because the character doesn't really exist. Crossing the road either happens or it doesn't

My answer would be there is no personal you, surrender will either happen or it won't. You have as much free will as a character in a dream does

I have had experiences on 5meo where it was obvious to me that only what I was experiencing exists, and that not knowing can't exist, an outside world, other people. And that this experience is hologram like, with nothing behind it

Anybody ever taken 5meo, by swollowing it? And if so what we're the results. I was reading some were that HCI is best to be taken by swallowing it.

@AlwaysBeNice the longer you hold it in the more effect it will have. take a big hit, hold it in for as long as possible, it will send you to the moon.

@Real Eyes I had 5meo hcl that was pinkish and 5meo hcl that was yellowish, the pinkish one was better. i dont know the purity of either. I hear the more white it is the more pure it is, but i dont really know

Good post @TJ Reeves! But can you tell me where I can get some 5-meo?

@Azrael do you still think strong determination sitting is the best practice for awakening. and did you use strong determination sitting when on 5meo?

@Azrael how is " source " known or experienced. What is the experience like. I hear some teachers say it can't be known or percieved. And I think to myself if it can't be perceived how do you know it's there or exists.

Enlightened beings don't like commands

rank these substances in order of importance for your awakenings

How many times have you used 5meo, and over what period of time? It seems like your awakening of the mind and body weren't dramatic, it was just changes you noticed and immediately continued life as normal, correct? How long was it between the awakening of the mind and awakening of the body? What do you mean by source? @Azrael

the funny thing is almost all of the enlightened teachers who tell you not to seek, were themselves seeking intensely for years. their own life story contradicts what they are saying. plus trying not to seek is just another form of seeking.

as long as you are suffering, its impossible not to seek happiness. seeking will only stop when suffering stops. seeking does not only come in the form of spiritual seeking, if you are working towards a new job, relationship, more money that is also seeking, anytime you want life to be different than the way it is you are seeking, so even if you drop spiritual seeking, you will still be a seeker. @Leo Gura rupert spira is my favorite teacher, he doesnt advocate not seeking. in fact he says the thought '' there is nobody here and nothing to do, is the separate self appropriating the teaching'' and to keep seeking until you are fully satisfied. he also says the sign of enlightenment is lasting happiness not the thought there is nobody here and nothing to do.

@Leo Gura when you are doing your self inquiry, do you ask yourself questions and contemplate or do you just sit with a quiet mind?

@Bombardini i have to do 70mg plugged to get a breakthrough. snorting it doesnt agree with me, gave me runny rose and sore throat. i usually do 30mg when its freebase

There is only one thing that exists, and everything is it. But if you are not knowingly having the experience of being enlightened then it does you no good, the experience of being enlightened and not knowing it, is identical to the experience of not being enlightened

this is a very bad attempt to demonise drug use

I have done lots of 5meo and in large amounts and never had a negative experience with it, I enjoy it.