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Only that beautiful\ugly arent real But i get what you said, sometimes a thought pops up in my mind and i almost cry because my mind is saying its soo beautiful its worthy of some tears.

Im going to try to learn his language hahaha

I showed up! Jk, i cant take any credit

bingo

You say they are away from acceptance buut...arent you rejecting them? Paradoxes

Im almost 18 doe

And im only 17

haha, we dunno, it might be permanent, might be temporary, only time will tell right now, im just focused on whats in front of me

Maybe, but currently... I have been getting a lot less thoughts, it decreased in 90%. But i dont feel fulfilled or happy, i just feel a pleasant energy

Yeah, i started the letting go technique and i dont cling to enlightenment, i think i stopped doing most goals. But i might sstill have to do more work, but my mind isnt focused on the future

@Saumaya Btw, I think most my seeking has ended. Tbh

@Shin I never said this was a relationship

You cant fear if you dont know the future or dont fea suffering

Oh Shiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiin...I thought you didnt let me down!!!

i did google it but i didnt liked them so much, but i love the Buddha! Get to working,

@Shin Do you got Buddha quotes?

Latest mixtape:

A mixtape about enlightenment i made a month ago. https://soundcloud.com/x-x-687663775/sets/thecristeo-xxx-earlman1-ep

I like this advice.

@Saumaya ^^

@Faceless Yeah, all my realizations were done without drugs.

Exactly! I cant know! I will live in uncertainty! But living in uncertainty doesnt mean you automatacally believe the negative opinion (you dont exist) It just means you arent sure, it also means its possible that you are a human!!!

You get it Lets make an experience I will beat you with an iron on your head constantly and lets see if there is a brain or not

im not saying its a fantasy, im saying he might have not reached enlightenment if he still has cravings (thoguhts)