Revolutionary Think

What y'all think about really observing your thoughts?

Have you heard of this guy? https://www.youtube.com/user/dmackler58 He's even better than going to therapy.

So after some thinking and analyzing I've decided that the best course of action is to cut off my pushiest upline completely and file a complaint with the BBB I've seen that everyone who does always gets a 100% refund. https://www.bbb.org/us/mi/farmington-hills/profile/no-license-required-financial-consultants/financial-education-services-0332-49003544/complaints

@EvilAngel That was just an example. Did you watch the thing in its entirety? It doesn't effect me anyway it was just to get other people to think about what they were told when they were young and how older people don't know everything and they are still in the process of learning as well.

@ZenBlue My bad I meant network marketing. Anyway this rabbit hole goes so deep!! https://www.scribd.com/document/149677221/THE-CASE-FOR-AND-AGAINST-MULTI-LEVEL-MARKETING-by-Jon-Taylor

@Sahil Pandit I would but, I had a limited time. Yes the target is anyone who cares about the next generation.

Thanks did it make sense?

Just need to add 2 more lectures the course image and a preview video to the course. Also I will keep adding lectures even after it's done so it'll be the gift that keeps on giving. Also wanted to share this

@Sahil Pandit It's almost Done!!!

@John Lula I wanted to know if your uplines and everyone kept hounding you about not getting the results they were getting.

@John Lula OK holy shit really bad sign. I googled wealth generators too and it was the same shit with FES I came about a lot of stuff talking about how they WEREN'T a scam. This world is such a mind fuck. Can't trust anything out there... Mayors, bank fraud investigators, and even people who go into schools and give scholarships...

@John Lula Indeed except the reason I join FES is because they had a mayor and a bank fraud investigator on their team... Seriously though maybe the mayor is corrupt and I'm pretty sure bank fraud investigators are there to protect the big banks and not the people putting their money in it. Also they have something called the YFL mint which goes into schools and teaches about finances. Other than that though I'm really starting to have second thoughts and not really enjoying the cringy strong arming style of my upline...

Sure

No secret that I'd like some financial freedom in my life. One obstacle stands in my way people and how AMAZINGLY full of shit they are. The game of money is somehow the game of Bullshit. Ever since my young age I've had problems finding a job because I had to be that bullshiter instead of the authentic person. Now though I never want a minimum wage job unless it's one in the field of 3D printing or at least if I'm happy to do it and I don't feel like a drone. I recently joined this company called Financial Education Services that teaches people about money, how to fix their credit and improve their credit score, and protects their identity. I had this one millionaire friend who I was so looking forward to join that in the end kept saying he would and didn't because of some stupid reason. Really it's starting to eat away at me I'm being an authentic person in this bullshit world and it is painful. Feels like I'm swimming in a cesspool of shit. So many broken promises and people not following through on what they say they're going to do. It's like their word means absolutely nothing and they're living in some bizzaro opposite land world. Everything you're told is some stupid crap on how they were too busy, they forgot, and/or it wont happen again there was just this one thing. The problem is that I really don't want to deal with these people but, I have to if I want my business to go anywhere. I don't know feels like I'm stuck between a rock and a hard place and the only way to get anywhere in this bullshit world is to fill myself up with the same shit that they're full of. I feel sickened to my core at time. Through all of this I have my best friend who is not like that and fortunately this guy I met recently. It's just that this society is so entrenched is crap and the fumes reach out to outer space and I feel like I'm suffocating in it. The worst is that from time to time my family is no different.

According to @Leo Gura though since this is all determinism I don't have a choice... and neither do they. I don't have a choice in having a job they don't have a choice in not hiring me and I didn't have a choice in making this rant. The crazy thing is though that would that also mean I don't have a choice in becoming pissed off even though that I notice I'm being pissed off? Like does determinism even determine a persons emotions even when he or she is conscious that those emotions don't serve them then again is a person not serving themselves to the fullest also a product of determinism this is some crazy stuff over here... It's like does determinism determine all of that... If you'll keep having the same habits or not does it determine a person who busts his ass never getting to where they want an a person who hardly lifts a finger getting everything handed to them on a silver platter. I wonder... This is some crazy ass mind fuckery right here. Now though I don't feel mad I just feel at peace realizing this... Back to the old drawing board then.

What kind of education do you have?

@Elysian So how is it my fault if I'm not getting hired when I followed all the rules. On one hand I should be ashamed of myself for not earning a living on the other hand I shouldn't think that a job is an entitlement? OK that's just stupid! Seriously I went through the training and the work to have the job and yet the job isn't there? So I don't know how you got your job maybe you can enlighten me on that.

@Elysian Well I appreciate you actually taking the time to write that. You know what the real deal is though. This lack of money and lack of a job doesn't even bother me that much. A few years past I was in a deep depression but, I am actually feeling much better than I ever did. I guess you could say it started when my aunt started hounded me for not having a "stable" job when I showed her some awesome stuff about how Mars Academy USA accepted me for a scholarship. Then she kept hounding me about how I needed a 9 to 5 bla bla bla. Then later my mom starts talking about a job too and it drives me crazy that they don't know the current realities of this job market. Well me on the other hand I'm happy not even caring and I am working on some projects now that aren't making me money but, are surrounding me with an awesome network of like minded individuals. It's just that when my mother or my aunt start attacking me for my lack of a "job" I can't stop thinking to myself how incredibly stupid it is that I want this "job" myself and it's a little bothersome that I don't have it. Yet instead of them actually helping me achieve this goal and doing something to help they start attacking me instead. Then I go back into that place of frustration because of it it's like being in between a rock and a hard place and it's exactly the way I felt when my parents divorced. Other than that yes I agree with most of what you said about how lucky I am that I'm not in Syria or some other place being bombed and losing my family. It's just that this whole job thing is bothering me on how ignorant people are. I'm glad I have this community to vent to and I'm glad that there are people out there who care. I just wish we lived closer so whenever my family starts hounding me I could get away from them and transport myself to people who are on this journey with me. Anyway a lot of amazing thinkers and people throughout history had this happen to them. Surrounded by people who made their lives hell, didn't understand them, and didn't believe them yet they were the ones mostly remembered through history and who changed the world. So I think it's just a matter of time for me. I really thought with something that was going to happen that time would come sooner rather than later but, I know that patience is a virtue. Sometimes it's just really hard being on this path alone with no one who understands you. So thanks for taking the time to understand.

I know I used some really colorful language but, my anger is abating because something I was really looking forward to and would change my life for the better was about to go through and it didn't. Not the first time this has happened to me.

@K VIL and @Leo Gura It's not about ego and it's not about complaining it's about not being able to figure this thing out, looking for logic where logic doesn't exist and a complete fucking mind fuck. OK let me address the ego thing I threw my ego in the garbage when it came to working for McDonalds for minimum wage while I was getting my degree at University. I said I'm paying my dues and I am NOT above this job even when it came to CLEANING THE BATHROOMS AND THROWING OUT THE TRASH. I did that for TWO years and not a promotion in sight because I was ignorant enough to keep my mouth shut and think they'd notice my hard work. So fast forward to graduation day I got my degree didn't work there and worked in my uncles office that made me feel like a brain dead zombie. Then I looked up an article online SPECIFICALLY for the purpose of learning skills SO I COULD USE THOSE SKILLS. I even made a DIGITAL AND ANALOG PORTFOLIO while I was there and I had a job as a teachers assistant where I learned those same skills to reinforce them at the same place where I learned them. Then when I APPLIED to a job to USE those skills they said I didn't know one specific thing and they didn't want to train for it because it was going to use time and money. OK then I applied to another job at an orthodontic lab that HIRED ME ON THE SPOT then ended up never getting back in touch with me after two days of training. OK SO NOW Y'ALL KNOW. Sometimes society is an ABUSIVE LYING SACK OF SHIT THAT YOU CAN'T TRUST AND WILL ALWAYS FIND A WAY TO MANEUVER ITS SLIMY NASTY DICK INTO YOUR ASS NO MATTER WHAT YOU DO. If there is anything I learned is that I can only trust myself and sometimes not even then, life is unfair as fuck, and although I hate to admit it yes complaining wont help and I have to maneuver my way into cutting societies dick and shoving it up its own ass. I will have to use my creativity and do something desperate that will go viral or just keep looking for ways of being creative or full of the same shit society is so in the end I can come out as the authentic trojan horse in this shitty unhelpful crappy society I live in.

@K VIL All I hear is bullshit. Is that the same thing you'd say if you threw a person off a cliff and just said don't complain just fly?

Well let's see... I've worked at McDonalds for 2 years. Then I've worked a boring office job after University for another year. Then I went for 6 months of vocational training then I worked for an orthodontic lab 3D printing models and training with them until he just never got back to me out of nowhere. Then I found Mars Academy USA and was the 3D printing officer and engineer over there and I've did that mission with a flight surgeon and a pilot who was also a doctor. OK so I got that under my belt now I'm with financial education services. Problem is I got offered a 3D printing job I'm in West LA and it's all the way in Pasadena the traffic alone will make me pull my hair out because it's 2 hours of it there and back. The good news is I just finished an innovative planning path in toastmasters and I'm on my way to becoming a mentor. I know 100% that public speaking is my strong suit I don't get shy or afraid and that's the one place that my authenticity is valued. I know if I find a job as a speaker I will absolutely kill it but, that's just the problem where do those jobs exist. What I have to do is to enroll to speak competitively and put the recently awarded innovative planning toastmasters badge on my LinkedIn profile. Also even when I show how much value and expertise I have it doesn't matter because these people who are full of shit don't even give me the time to show case it.

Oh boy am I feeling that...

“Human beings are members of a whole In creation of one essence and soul If one member is afflicted with pain Other members uneasy will remain If you have no sympathy for human pain The name of human you cannot retain” Saadi Persian Poet