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Well it’s been a minute ? That last intimate relationship didn’t work out but I learned a bit. Not looking to getting into another intimate relationship at this time just because it takes a lot of my time focus and energy and I’m more interested in using this towards other things like my life purpose project and my learning ventures. Today I feel at peace. I have goals of course and also everyday ‘problems’ like most people do (nothing serious) but at the same time I feel free from them and everything else, it’s nice and this is a new feeling, I hope it stays ? this week I’m focusing on my website for strut and shine and also working on Startuplv.org. I’m also improving my marketing knowledge for work, looking to get to the next level with it. My boss has recommended 3 books so I plan to dive into it. I’ve been introduced to so many different apps/software platforms in the past weeks that I’m excited with these discoveries. Very useful for starting my own businesses. the other day while visioning I saw a woman (my future self) I had at the time aspired to embodying. At the same time I’d like to remained detached because it feels free and better but it was a nice vision and we’ll see what the future holds.

Ok, so yesterday I went to a place where "teens at risk" live at - to do 2 40 minute speeches. As I'm speaking I had an almost too-real moment of realizing how challenging it is to communicate the lessons I've learned, to share the holy grail. I just saw one or two of them actually listening and MAYBE getting something out of it. The rest were antsy/anxious and just I felt a feeling of hopelessness in my life purpose, my cause. Anybody have any tips as to this part of "the Hero's journey".

Leo's last video on SD inspired me to peg myself on stages in SD within different aspects of my life and within me. It's kind of cool to do and take a look at to get a feel for yourself in a different way Try it out Spirituality: Orange Cognition: Yellow Life Purpose: Orange Morality: Yellow Creativity: Orange/Green Accomplishment: Green Career/Money: Green Friendships: Orange Dating: Orange Health/Fitness: Green Sex: Orange/Green

side note wouldn’t AI becoming enlightened be a “good” thing in terms of human survival. *backs out of middle of disagreement going on ?

so 2 points: so technically speaking lol so computers go from electrons to its own logic is consciousness just another form so do you think it can become enlightened? Just because the beginning material is different from humans doesn’t mean it can’t ? second point: war AI it could have a goal of survive until the other side is wiped out completely ie no movement etc so I’d think there would be autonomy there...

sorry just read the question. Will it be a recurring monthly type of subscription-based online company? If so I recommend checking out UltraCart. Also if this is the case I recommend email marketing for sales. I recommend Vero for that (it's better then mailchimp in my opinion) and make sure you get into copywriting so you make those sales.... At a certain point you may need customer support to take messages, I recommend Patlive. Also recommend HelpScout so all emails go into one place. Hope that helps.

Joseph sugarman's books. If not you won't be taken seriously as a marketer at a certain point . Copywriting is good to learn. And it's fun because there's psychology mixed in with it...

@Sahil Pandit Hmm yes that'll be very interesting. by 2030 things will really start going down I think. What a story will I have at the end of my life

@Sahil Pandit lol I think I'm going to be able to see all this madness in my lifetime

@Sahil Pandit I saw that podcast as well. I remember him also mentioning that some type of death catastrophe has to happen before humans even start the process of regulating and that with how slow we move it'll be too late. So, of course, the only hope with the way it's going is to merge with it and then he mentioned being able to download yourself into it and become infinite...but in another talk he mentions humans should put humans on both the moon and mars before WW3 so we can repopulate etc. It's all very interesting.

@zambize Hmm ok so the distinguishing factor is our inherent nature

Interesting, I thought enlightenment was something beyond intelligence. But perhaps "seeing the truth" is along the lines of "intelligence" or at least somehow beyond it (where AI might be going to) idk

No crying going on here, it's a question and I have zero concern about people who think they are smarter than whatever. Ok, yeah you wait for the aliens to come

Why not vegas?

Startuplv.org project is going ok. The developer seems to be having a hard time. I got a great partner and need to get an investment term sheet made. I just want this project launched and bringing me passive income. My other projects are way more important to me.

I also got a new job working directly under a millionaire guy who happens to be deemed the 5th top marketer in the world. He’s doing a new venture here in Vegas and I’m the first employee for it. The salary is good and I’m sure I’ll learn a lot. I start Monday. My bf and I have been a bit rocky but I’m figuring it out. my friendships are going pretty strong and everyone seems to be winning rn ✌?

One of my friends asked me to do a 40 minute speech to teens at risk at his old school near Pahrump. I said yes. I have to do the speech twice. He said he’d create my non profits website for free. He’s talented so Fuck yeah. Once the websites up it’s pretty much a done deal

I'm dealing with strong negative emotions and I desperately need guidance. Today I was asked by someone very special to be his gf... I've been single for 2 months. My last relationship ended horribly. Basically I discovered my boyfriend at the time was lying so well to me the entire time. I fell completely. I was vulnerable. I let my guard down and loved him and found out it was all a lie. Some of my other past history...I was in an abusive relationship about 4 years ago and it broke me in many ways...which led to me going on a path of self help. Also, before the abusive relationship I was married to a man and divorced. That was hard too... So here I am. I cried and cried by myself today. I'm dealing with a lot of confusing feelings. I'm looking for relief. I don't understand. Any insight into this is appreciated. <3

@ajasatya I’ll have to think about that thank you

I’ve watched enough videos..I’m going to go stumble around a bit. He’s too good of a man to just let pass me by due to fear i actually watched Leo’s hero’s journey video last night to help me see the bigger picture here...a life of no regrets ✌?

@ajasatya we’ve been friends for awhile..I find myself talking to him on the phone for 5 hours...we’ve gotten serious ie we made love and it was special...this all sort of just happened and at a time I felt not ready but I’m sort of recognizing the universes sense of humor with me im going the scary route fuck it lol I’ll be alright either way

Well shit... after my belly of the beast panic attack lol I decided to go all in and see what happens. I’m not making the same mistakes... i feel like the worse that can happen is extreme growth... anyway thanks

He asked me to be his gf and I said yes. Here i go again

Last night while talking to a guy I'm sort of dating he mentioned some of his women friends. One of them happens to be his ex. The others are also beautiful and successful. I felt a subtle jealousy feeling. This left me interested... I don't feel all that insecure...I'm pretty happy with myself and who I am. I know I can improve my body (lose 10 lbs, tone up) but overall I feel hot and sexy... Threatening my self-image. Perhaps this is where the jealousy is stemming from. I understand this on an intellectual level but would truly like to rid of any sort of jealousy once and for all. Let's say a man I'm dating is looking at another beautiful woman sexually, how do I truly be okay with that? Why is this seen as so wrong? Because it's threatening something of value to me? Because of my ego's pride? I very much don't like the feeling of jealousy. I also have a thought or belief of not wanting to feel disrespected in that way. Is this an alpha quality of "I need to be respected and know I'm the best" type of animalistic thing? What is the next step to overcome this fully? Any advice is appreciated. I had the thought that I don't want a man who is friends with an ex, that it is a better strategy and safer to pursue a different option...What's going on lol